Moved to.
rantitout.tumblr.com

She said goodbye for a reason.
Reasons you didn't understand.
Reasons she doubts you'll ever understand.

Don't make it harder then it already is.
You don't know how much its killing her already.
Its more then you'd ever feel.

Who's this other person talking?
Who's this weak, defenceless sould here taking over my place.
How could this have happened?
Is this for real?

What have i done?

A day to remember(?)

Woke up at 9.
Snoozed till 12.
Went to visit grandad.
Ride around town to see the lights.
Head back home surrounded by gamers, complainers, hungry monsters and my beloved technologies.

Found a name for it.
Frazzy!
yes.

Moving on.
Full weekend ahead.
Out with friends and such.

Lets see how messed up it will be shall we?

Love of Me.

Slowly. But surely. Learning to love this life. Bit by bit.
Slowly. Learning to love myself.

From experience i had lately. To the people i talk to. To the people who show they actually care. To those who are missed oh so much. To the way my mind thinks now. Lets just say...


Biggest lesson learnt in life. Over and over again. Yet we don't really enforce what we learn. Just like sch? At some pt. Well. this is my view at least.

All in all i guess. Even of you don't realise you enforce this thing you've learnt. I guess knowing it deep down inside thought forgotten, it better than nothing rite? Like what people say...