Posted on: Monday, March 31, 2008
Posted at: 3:53 AM
Posted at: 3:53 AM
This week's gona b bloody boring except for wed cos im miting the girls. BUT there's a catch. i just realized its the day results come out. I dun think i wana check it on wed. It'll just break me apart esp if i flunk math. urgh. *sleepless nights till den*
Next wk's like the last day of hols. And its like the most hectic week except Monday i think. Still deciding wether to go join in e sentosa outing or not. *Any of u going?*
Tue to Thur will b over for chalet. Fri nite out. Saturday hopefully will b out. Sunday is the 'WE WILL ROCK YOU CONCERT' baby! hahas. looking fwd to it. gona be going with aisyah.
I canceled tuition on dat day. When my 7 yr old nephew found out i was going for the concert, he went like "I wana go! Tak fair!". hahas. so cute. Didnt know even a 7 yr old wanted to go. Damn i feel so honoured to go. lol. (:
Need out like soon. Like wed will b too late. hahas. But im lazy to go out. Like seriously. ish.
Feel like im going back to the state of my long gone (ok recently gone) bi-polaredness. I know its creeping back. Seriously. But heck hu cares. At most new scars. Gee. No biggy. Mum'll scream though. She thought i was on drugs or smth (sure mum. docs prescibed drugs). Can u believe that?! haha.
Next wk's like the last day of hols. And its like the most hectic week except Monday i think. Still deciding wether to go join in e sentosa outing or not. *Any of u going?*
Tue to Thur will b over for chalet. Fri nite out. Saturday hopefully will b out. Sunday is the 'WE WILL ROCK YOU CONCERT' baby! hahas. looking fwd to it. gona be going with aisyah.
I canceled tuition on dat day. When my 7 yr old nephew found out i was going for the concert, he went like "I wana go! Tak fair!". hahas. so cute. Didnt know even a 7 yr old wanted to go. Damn i feel so honoured to go. lol. (:
Need out like soon. Like wed will b too late. hahas. But im lazy to go out. Like seriously. ish.
Feel like im going back to the state of my long gone (ok recently gone) bi-polaredness. I know its creeping back. Seriously. But heck hu cares. At most new scars. Gee. No biggy. Mum'll scream though. She thought i was on drugs or smth (sure mum. docs prescibed drugs). Can u believe that?! haha.
Posted on: Sunday, March 30, 2008
Posted at: 5:17 AM
Posted at: 5:17 AM
Pictures Long To Be Uploaded. Heh.
This is random. Got it of my nephews hw. hehe
SINS chocz. Thanks to Ayu for working there and Ash for buying em. haha
The Book I Reserved Finally Got Collected. Finished Reading Within 2 days. (:
Its like this thick.
But The contents are like this.
Some quotes i like from the book.
p.s: change the names in e bk to other ppls. (:
Posted on: Saturday, March 29, 2008
Posted at: 2:35 AM
Posted at: 2:35 AM
BETTER OFF DEAD?
I didn't mind to be near the verge of death.
i don't mind having to go through it twice.
i don't mind the pain, the sreams and the nightmares.
I don't mind the nags, the tears, the angry faces.
Seriously, I'll die one day rite?
Its just a matter of time...
When i tell people,
they cry.
When i tell my family,
they stare at me in disbelief.
When i tell the one i care most about,
it hurts me more then it hurts him.
This life has taken a turn for.
Nothings the same anymore.
Nothing ever will be.
I finally realized.
All those tears i shed.
All those anger i left raging in me.
All those walls i've punched.
Its all just a waste of time.
Funny when u only see all this,
when ur told,
your gona die soon.
You freak out at first.
then u accept it.
While everyone else panics,
you just sit and stare blankly at the wall.
Smiling to yourself,
Thinking,
its my time,
maybe it'll b a burden off to everyone i know.
yes i did that.
Only to my disappointment,
i survived.
gee.
wohoo.
no that wasnt my reaction.
all i did was sulk.
for 3 days and 3 nights.
hooked to the IV machine.
Sulking as bllod drips into ur veins.
sigh.
I wonder how it would b like.
To have not survived.
Really.
Cos as of now,
life aint that pretty.
And i know it won't change so fast.
yea yea i know there's ppl who care.
blablabla.
But what if the ones i truly care abt,
doesnt care back.
stupid rite?
guess thats human nature.
ppl pretend to care to get what they want.
honestly,
som,etimes,
i wish i never survived.
maybe i'm better off dead.
But sometime, i'm glad im here.
For reasons of my own. (:
I didn't mind to be near the verge of death.
i don't mind having to go through it twice.
i don't mind the pain, the sreams and the nightmares.
I don't mind the nags, the tears, the angry faces.
Seriously, I'll die one day rite?
Its just a matter of time...
When i tell people,
they cry.
When i tell my family,
they stare at me in disbelief.
When i tell the one i care most about,
it hurts me more then it hurts him.
This life has taken a turn for.
Nothings the same anymore.
Nothing ever will be.
I finally realized.
All those tears i shed.
All those anger i left raging in me.
All those walls i've punched.
Its all just a waste of time.
Funny when u only see all this,
when ur told,
your gona die soon.
You freak out at first.
then u accept it.
While everyone else panics,
you just sit and stare blankly at the wall.
Smiling to yourself,
Thinking,
its my time,
maybe it'll b a burden off to everyone i know.
yes i did that.
Only to my disappointment,
i survived.
gee.
wohoo.
no that wasnt my reaction.
all i did was sulk.
for 3 days and 3 nights.
hooked to the IV machine.
Sulking as bllod drips into ur veins.
sigh.
I wonder how it would b like.
To have not survived.
Really.
Cos as of now,
life aint that pretty.
And i know it won't change so fast.
yea yea i know there's ppl who care.
blablabla.
But what if the ones i truly care abt,
doesnt care back.
stupid rite?
guess thats human nature.
ppl pretend to care to get what they want.
honestly,
som,etimes,
i wish i never survived.
maybe i'm better off dead.
But sometime, i'm glad im here.
For reasons of my own. (:
Posted on: Thursday, March 27, 2008
Posted at: 10:00 AM
Posted at: 10:00 AM
GET OVER IT!
That phrase. Its easier said then done. Honest. Wouldnt you agree?
I've heard this from so many ppl. Yes i can deal with it.
But when i hear it from that one person, all i wish to do is give him a hard slap and say i wish you feel the way oridinary people feel. Cos as of now, you have a heart of stone.
There's a limit to everything.
There's a limit to my level of tolerence.
As for now,
for you my dear,
that limit is really nearing zero.
I've put up with what i could.
And i don't think i can do that any longer.
Don't say i didnt tell you about this.
I know i did.
If this hurting w/o knowing keeps going on and on.
I swear.
I won't be around anymore.
That phrase. Its easier said then done. Honest. Wouldnt you agree?
I've heard this from so many ppl. Yes i can deal with it.
But when i hear it from that one person, all i wish to do is give him a hard slap and say i wish you feel the way oridinary people feel. Cos as of now, you have a heart of stone.
There's a limit to everything.
There's a limit to my level of tolerence.
As for now,
for you my dear,
that limit is really nearing zero.
I've put up with what i could.
And i don't think i can do that any longer.
Don't say i didnt tell you about this.
I know i did.
If this hurting w/o knowing keeps going on and on.
I swear.
I won't be around anymore.
Posted on: Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Posted at: 5:01 AM
Posted at: 5:01 AM
Honestly i am sooo lazy to blog. Cos i dunoe. Just don't feel like it. 2 weeks of hols left. sianz.
Followed bro to his wedding planner just now.
Went to Jurong Point.
Ate at LJS.
Bro bought me my wireless usb! yay!
(Finally hv internet on my OWN COM!)
Then bought the usb charger kit for PSP.
Fetched mum.
Home.
Watched arby and the chief espisode 6 with VBI.
Currently bored.
Cant wait to try out my wireless usb! (:
Gona b out tml. I think. I dunno. Hmm.
These few days have been weird.
Very weird.
Oh wells. We'll see how tml turns out.
Followed bro to his wedding planner just now.
Went to Jurong Point.
Ate at LJS.
Bro bought me my wireless usb! yay!
(Finally hv internet on my OWN COM!)
Then bought the usb charger kit for PSP.
Fetched mum.
Home.
Watched arby and the chief espisode 6 with VBI.
Currently bored.
Cant wait to try out my wireless usb! (:
Gona b out tml. I think. I dunno. Hmm.
These few days have been weird.
Very weird.
Oh wells. We'll see how tml turns out.
Posted on: Friday, March 21, 2008
Posted at: 7:13 AM
Posted at: 7:13 AM
Tired.
Worn out.
Sleepy.
SICK!
not in da mood to blog.
ciao!
Worn out.
Sleepy.
SICK!
not in da mood to blog.
ciao!
Posted on: Thursday, March 20, 2008
Posted at: 4:11 AM
Posted at: 4:11 AM
SLEEPY POST...
Went back to sch today for SIQC WITS.
im sleepy.
obviously u know wad dat means. hahas.
Damn bus was damn late.
Like late late.
Like late late late.
Like Very the late.
Yea. sucks. oh wells.
Reached home close to 7pm. sleepy. tired. gota b up early tml. sighs.
*this craving for ice cream is getting out of hand. lol*
lalala. anyways, yes im sleepy. hahas.
Im off. to watch tv. and bug VBI. ciao!
Posted on: Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Posted at: 6:14 AM
Posted at: 6:14 AM
Dunoe why but i just feel like writing a blog entry on this.
hmm.
Anyways, these are books from my favourite author by far, Mrs Mary Ellen Hopkins.
I love her book. Its so down to earth, gruesome, straight fwd and you can picture the story as you read her books. Really.
If your the kind like me, love to relate your life to reality, love to read abt teenage angst or just want to find a fiction story which is very close to a non-fiction one, u'll love the books she wrote.
But pls bear in mind it doesnt always have a happy ending. (:
hmm.
Anyways, these are books from my favourite author by far, Mrs Mary Ellen Hopkins.
I love her book. Its so down to earth, gruesome, straight fwd and you can picture the story as you read her books. Really.
If your the kind like me, love to relate your life to reality, love to read abt teenage angst or just want to find a fiction story which is very close to a non-fiction one, u'll love the books she wrote.
But pls bear in mind it doesnt always have a happy ending. (:
The first 2 book i read by her. Burned and Impulse. Ok so at that time, what i went through we're almost like the stories in the book. Reading these book really showed me how my actiions really affected things arnd me. You gota read it to unerstand wad i mean. (:
Currently reserving this book. Read the reviews. Not bad. Looking fwd to read the book.
Don't think i can find this one in the libraries. Planning to but it. And also her upcomming bk, Identical.
Posted on: Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Posted at: 11:15 PM
Posted at: 11:15 PM
Basic Theory! (:
Up late. As always. Those meds really knocked me out.
Went to get skin test with bro.
We reached there.
And there was like no one.
Ok so it was lunch time.
Lucky us dad used to work there.
So his friend gave up the jap.
The booster they say.
Great.
Its giving me a headache.
After that,
god knows how,
but me and bro started to talk abt car license.
So he dragged me to CDC to sign up for my basic theory.
Like finally.
Hahas.
I think he wants me to be the chaufer soon too. gee.
Yea he paid for it. So yea.
It'll b in june.
yes its like 3 mnths away.
3 mnth to study den.
I know dad'll b happy.
he's been waiting for me to start since before i was even 18!
Gota get my butt back dwn for the next checkup on saturday.
Gee.
Hope i wun hv it in me.
The red spot actually disappeared already. hahas.
Wonder why everyone else had side effects but me. hmm
Gona b having WITS tml.
Am lazy to go actually.
No mood.
It'll b like at 8.30 in the morning.
Great huh.
oh wells.
oh oh.
Met Hafiz just now.
Almost forgot he lives arnd here.
Wonder where he's studying now.
hmm.
his lil bro is like so cute!
hahas.
My weeks is planned.
Except friday.
Blading definately.
Anyone wana join?
hahas.
(:
Up late. As always. Those meds really knocked me out.
Went to get skin test with bro.
We reached there.
And there was like no one.
Ok so it was lunch time.
Lucky us dad used to work there.
So his friend gave up the jap.
The booster they say.
Great.
Its giving me a headache.
After that,
god knows how,
but me and bro started to talk abt car license.
So he dragged me to CDC to sign up for my basic theory.
Like finally.
Hahas.
I think he wants me to be the chaufer soon too. gee.
Yea he paid for it. So yea.
It'll b in june.
yes its like 3 mnths away.
3 mnth to study den.
I know dad'll b happy.
he's been waiting for me to start since before i was even 18!
Gota get my butt back dwn for the next checkup on saturday.
Gee.
Hope i wun hv it in me.
The red spot actually disappeared already. hahas.
Wonder why everyone else had side effects but me. hmm
Gona b having WITS tml.
Am lazy to go actually.
No mood.
It'll b like at 8.30 in the morning.
Great huh.
oh wells.
oh oh.
Met Hafiz just now.
Almost forgot he lives arnd here.
Wonder where he's studying now.
hmm.
his lil bro is like so cute!
hahas.
My weeks is planned.
Except friday.
Blading definately.
Anyone wana join?
hahas.
(:
Posted on: Monday, March 17, 2008
Posted at: 8:44 PM
Posted at: 8:44 PM
Where is everyone?
Home alone.
I'm damn bored.
Wating for bro so i can go for skin test with him.
*When will i get my license?*
Hols been ok i guess.
Suckie but ok.
Been rotting most of the time.
Just don't have the will to do anything.
HmMmm.
I don't think i like hols anymore.
Things just get worse.
Not better.
Its like everyone arnd me is suffering.
Sucks.
Worse, i've been there before.
What they're going through.
Crap.
I wana help.
But i know i cant do much.
I know how it feels.
I know it hurts more when someone tries to help.
I know that feeling.
I hate it.
All i can do is sit back.
Be a listening ear.
I feel helpless.
Damn.
Hols makes me think.
Of my past.
N i hate it.
Wish hols end faster.
Yea really.
Gosh.
I'm no longer me.
Home alone.
I'm damn bored.
Wating for bro so i can go for skin test with him.
*When will i get my license?*
Hols been ok i guess.
Suckie but ok.
Been rotting most of the time.
Just don't have the will to do anything.
HmMmm.
I don't think i like hols anymore.
Things just get worse.
Not better.
Its like everyone arnd me is suffering.
Sucks.
Worse, i've been there before.
What they're going through.
Crap.
I wana help.
But i know i cant do much.
I know how it feels.
I know it hurts more when someone tries to help.
I know that feeling.
I hate it.
All i can do is sit back.
Be a listening ear.
I feel helpless.
Damn.
Hols makes me think.
Of my past.
N i hate it.
Wish hols end faster.
Yea really.
Gosh.
I'm no longer me.
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Posted at: 2:30 AM
Posted at: 2:30 AM
Better take the pic before its all gone. haa.
so mum bought these limited edition tobleron.
which ofcourse was opened by me to devour. hee.
they're like snow capped mountains.tastes nice. hahas.
Funny thing is, these toblerones had like both milk and white choc yea. Den the freddos bro bought also had milk and white choc. so im like isit coincidental or isit planned? hmM.
ahh well. as long i get to eat em im happy. hahas.
Posted on:
Posted at: 1:17 AM
Posted at: 1:17 AM
I got this from a children's book my nephew borrowed.
Pretty huh.
HOW TO MAKE YUMMY CATERPILLARS!
lol
1) Get some fries
2) Get some lectuce - be good and eat ur greens now.
3) Take the frie and roll it up in the lectuce
4) Eat it with cheese dip u snagged from LJS
Honestly it aint that bad. hahas. a better way to eat green for all u vege haters. lol
*ok so i was bored of eating food just like that. at least this made it fun and grossed out my lil bro. makes me happy. loL!*
Posted on: Sunday, March 16, 2008
Posted at: 2:45 AM
Posted at: 2:45 AM
Happenings!
Whats left of it.
Went out with Ash for a movie.
He treated me to Ben and Jerry's! yay! (:*this has a story behind it. it'll b our lil secret. hahas!*
Freddo!*Zee! Freddy! hees*
ok so i bit the leg off. hehe.
Beo bought it. says he's childhood fav choc.
A day at the Arts House.
was uhh ok?
hehe
Me and my dear sis Ain!
Its been long. (:
and we managed to bully Jerome together! hehe
cos we're both in science courses (she almost killed me cos i went to ITE)
and we're both in archery.
hahas
Jerome's fav pie. hahas
Oreo Cheesecake and my frappe. (:
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What a week. hahas. I WANA WATCH RULE #1!!! (:
Next weeks another weeks. Another skin test. another negative result i think. i hope anw. hahas. the cycle of my life revolves once again arnd _____. (:
*miss u! <3 style="font-size:78%;">_When will u return again
*miss all of you!
Posted on: Friday, March 14, 2008
Posted at: 7:38 AM
Posted at: 7:38 AM
i just feel like really blogging today.
God knows why but yea.
Its just like that.
Ok so yest i came home damn late. Just right before midnight.
obviously my parents weren't happy.
but hey.
Dad did say i can reach home BEFORE MIDNIGHT,
and i did. like 5 mins before?
hee.
(seriously its totally thanks to my dear speed demon greenie. hehe)
Today.
Was an ok day.
Was at the arts hse.
Finally met Ain and Jerome.
Den reality caught up to me
I realize how much more my family need me then ever.
Esp mum.
Gosh.
Never knew it could get so bad.
I feel guilty.
I've been out so much its like i neglected my own family.
Crap.
But i really didnt mean to.
Sighs.
I'm home now
Happy dad?
Been reading posts from my friends.
guess everyone's got their ups and downs these days.
Its the hols
we're supposed to enjoy.
right?
maybe it just doesnt go that way for everyone.
And i realized.
I'm not alone.
Cos so many others are feeling down too.
One way or another.
I wish you guys the best.
Hope things work out soon.
Pls try to enjoy your hols ok?
I feel crappy all of e sudden.
Maybe i havent been living up to my parents standards.
Ok i definately have not.
i went to ITE.
i've been damn rebelious.
i'm rarely around.
i cant understand my parents.
neither can they to me.
sighs.
I'm sorry for not being the perfect daughter.
I'm sorry for not being the good two shoes you've always wanted me to be.
I'm sorry for going against your words.
I'm sorry for not making it in life the way u expected me to.
I'm sorry to not live up to your expectations.
I'm sorry to not have made you proud the way you wanted.
I'm sorry for doing things i shouldnt have.
and i'm esp sorry for making you cry.
God knows why but yea.
Its just like that.
Ok so yest i came home damn late. Just right before midnight.
obviously my parents weren't happy.
but hey.
Dad did say i can reach home BEFORE MIDNIGHT,
and i did. like 5 mins before?
hee.
(seriously its totally thanks to my dear speed demon greenie. hehe)
Today.
Was an ok day.
Was at the arts hse.
Finally met Ain and Jerome.
Den reality caught up to me
I realize how much more my family need me then ever.
Esp mum.
Gosh.
Never knew it could get so bad.
I feel guilty.
I've been out so much its like i neglected my own family.
Crap.
But i really didnt mean to.
Sighs.
I'm home now
Happy dad?
Been reading posts from my friends.
guess everyone's got their ups and downs these days.
Its the hols
we're supposed to enjoy.
right?
maybe it just doesnt go that way for everyone.
And i realized.
I'm not alone.
Cos so many others are feeling down too.
One way or another.
I wish you guys the best.
Hope things work out soon.
Pls try to enjoy your hols ok?
I feel crappy all of e sudden.
Maybe i havent been living up to my parents standards.
Ok i definately have not.
i went to ITE.
i've been damn rebelious.
i'm rarely around.
i cant understand my parents.
neither can they to me.
sighs.
I'm sorry for not being the perfect daughter.
I'm sorry for not being the good two shoes you've always wanted me to be.
I'm sorry for going against your words.
I'm sorry for not making it in life the way u expected me to.
I'm sorry to not live up to your expectations.
I'm sorry to not have made you proud the way you wanted.
I'm sorry for doing things i shouldnt have.
and i'm esp sorry for making you cry.
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Posted at: 7:18 AM
Posted at: 7:18 AM
| You Are 32% Girly |
 Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way. |
How Girly Are You?
You Are 37% Feminine, 63% Masculine |
 You are in touch with your masculine side. You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved. Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart! |
WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
You scored as a Visual&PerformingArts
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in the Visual or Performing Arts (e.g., Art, Art Education, Art History, Ceramics, Culinary Arts, Dance, Drawing, Fashion Design, Film, Graphic Design, Interior Design, Marketing (advertising), Music, Music Education, Music Theory, Painting, Photography, Theatre).
It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.
Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
Visual&PerformingArts
81%
HR/BusinessManagement
75%
Psychology/Sociology
69%
English/Journalism/Comm
69%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology
63%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy
56%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage
50%
Physics/Engineering/Computer
50%
Education/Counseling
50%
Religion/Theology
44%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing
38%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts
38%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health
31%
Mathematics/Statistics
6%
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Posted at: 6:48 AM
Posted at: 6:48 AM
to my dearest mind champs friends. I'm soo sooo sorry i didnt turn up today. Family stuff came up. so sorry ok! really! i didnt mean to not turn up.
shit sia i feel bad. its like all this crap gota happen wen its time for me to meet up with the gang. crap.
Sorry guys!
shit sia i feel bad. its like all this crap gota happen wen its time for me to meet up with the gang. crap.
Sorry guys!
Posted on: Thursday, March 13, 2008
Posted at: 7:45 PM
Posted at: 7:45 PM
Massive Pic Upload. hahas.
Gelare. (:
ahh k. the weird water movement dat made such a big commotion in the girls toilet aft LM finals. hahas
This freakishly overly sweet plum i ate. Which practically went splattering all over my hand the moment u even put the least bit pressure.
but it was nice lah. hahas. i like the colour. hahas
Bloody Plum!
Ok actually gt one more. But later i put up think i'd be dead. hehe. so i rather not. (:
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Posted at: 5:36 PM
Posted at: 5:36 PM
Its like freakin early in the morning. And i bloody planned to sleep in with such a nice weather like this. Why the hell cant i slp? gosh.
Anyways, had a blast yest. hahas.
Was out with greenie, hani and aidil. Went to watch a movie. Didnt expect it to be like THAT good. hahas. Ok yea it was more fun cos there was aidil and hani and yea greenie. hahas. Plus aidil made all these weird jokes abt the characters. hahas. my gawd we couldnt stop laughing. (:
yea. oh oh. He sped like mad on the highway and im like yay! hahas. i know hani was enjoying the ride home. hahas. Love it when he drives like that. hahas. you can literally smell the burning tires. kewl! (:
kays. gona b another long day today. will update more later den. (:
Anyways, had a blast yest. hahas.
Was out with greenie, hani and aidil. Went to watch a movie. Didnt expect it to be like THAT good. hahas. Ok yea it was more fun cos there was aidil and hani and yea greenie. hahas. Plus aidil made all these weird jokes abt the characters. hahas. my gawd we couldnt stop laughing. (:
yea. oh oh. He sped like mad on the highway and im like yay! hahas. i know hani was enjoying the ride home. hahas. Love it when he drives like that. hahas. you can literally smell the burning tires. kewl! (:
kays. gona b another long day today. will update more later den. (:
Posted on: Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Posted at: 11:05 PM
Posted at: 11:05 PM
Ok so the first half of the post is totally for my parents.
Mum and Dad. Thanks a billion for pushing my curfew to midnight! (:
yes n i know it comes with tons of responsibilities. hahas
but still! yay! (:
Anyways, so yea like another 4 hrs to go before im heading out. gosh it feels like forever can. hahas.
jus finished watching Juno. Was uhh ok?
Honestly, being a girl, watching dat show, kinda freaks me out a lil. Its like makes u so not wana be in the situation Juno was in. Yea. Watch it and you'll know wad i mean. (:
Ahh okies. I'm stuck to b with the com till i go out. Both my brother's are like glued to the tevee cos they're playing halo 3 with players from all over the world. geez. all the curses and shouting with diff accents. hahas. cool! (:
Gona be out like the freakin whole week can. hahas. next wk is like so my stay home week except that one day to go shisha-ing with ppl. (:
lalala.
(:
Mum and Dad. Thanks a billion for pushing my curfew to midnight! (:
yes n i know it comes with tons of responsibilities. hahas
but still! yay! (:
Anyways, so yea like another 4 hrs to go before im heading out. gosh it feels like forever can. hahas.
jus finished watching Juno. Was uhh ok?
Honestly, being a girl, watching dat show, kinda freaks me out a lil. Its like makes u so not wana be in the situation Juno was in. Yea. Watch it and you'll know wad i mean. (:
Ahh okies. I'm stuck to b with the com till i go out. Both my brother's are like glued to the tevee cos they're playing halo 3 with players from all over the world. geez. all the curses and shouting with diff accents. hahas. cool! (:
Gona be out like the freakin whole week can. hahas. next wk is like so my stay home week except that one day to go shisha-ing with ppl. (:
lalala.
(:
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Posted at: 7:07 AM
Posted at: 7:07 AM
lalala.
i'm 18.
and ppl arnd me are all talking abt drinking and clubbing and shisha-ing.
is this how its supposed to be when ur 18?
hahas
but not bad.
learning alot.
hee.
no no i'm not drinking.
but i will b clubbing.
n soon to go shisha-ing.
hahas.
*i honestly know why ppl say at this age, be single. or get a bf hu has $$ and can drive. haha!*
i'm not single but i feel single. gee. go figure.
lalalala.
hols hols hols.
HANI BALIK CPT!
hahas.
FARHANI HE'S REALLY TREATING US! hahas.
yay!
it pays off to study with a friend and for another to not show up w/o contacting. hahas.
ok farhani knows wad i mean. rite?
yea yea. anyways. gona paint the town red baby! hahas. lalalala. party party party! (:
lalala. (:
i'm high. with a headache. weeee~
PARTY!
*your're sowly disappearing from my life. why do you let it happen. if u dun wan me arnd just say it and i'll walk away for good this time*
i'm 18.
and ppl arnd me are all talking abt drinking and clubbing and shisha-ing.
is this how its supposed to be when ur 18?
hahas
but not bad.
learning alot.
hee.
no no i'm not drinking.
but i will b clubbing.
n soon to go shisha-ing.
hahas.
*i honestly know why ppl say at this age, be single. or get a bf hu has $$ and can drive. haha!*
i'm not single but i feel single. gee. go figure.
lalalala.
hols hols hols.
HANI BALIK CPT!
hahas.
FARHANI HE'S REALLY TREATING US! hahas.
yay!
it pays off to study with a friend and for another to not show up w/o contacting. hahas.
ok farhani knows wad i mean. rite?
yea yea. anyways. gona paint the town red baby! hahas. lalalala. party party party! (:
lalala. (:
i'm high. with a headache. weeee~
PARTY!
*your're sowly disappearing from my life. why do you let it happen. if u dun wan me arnd just say it and i'll walk away for good this time*
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Posted at: 2:28 AM
Posted at: 2:28 AM
EXAMS ARE LIKE SOOO OVER!
YEA!
PARTY PARTY PARTY!
looking fwd to hitting the clubs with my gurls plus mt personal tour guide in the nightlife scene. hahas. like finally. im legal! (:
ok yea. Think i got too much calls today. Like really. hahas.
yest was like. uhh. confusing. hahas.
went to get my test results. man im cleared! like yea! ok but i gota take the test again. grr. with my bro. double grr. ok at least that means i got transport. hahas. (:
Then supposedly study with ppl at novena den changed to bishan den changed to Plaza Sing. Huda backed out last min so it was me and hani studying at LJS till late. hahas. we studied. really did. den we talked crap. den we told ghost stories. hahas. den like finallt headed home and the bus was like damn cold!
Am currently being this good daughter. yea kinda. cos mum and dad hasnt yet scolded me for staying out late w/o telling them wat time im coming home. Must still ensure they can trust me. hehe. Yea sure. By making sure VBi takes his pills every morning. wow. dats such a BIG responsibility. geez.
Think im going out tml. I think. I dunoe. hahas. Friday yes. My gawd. I wonder u know. Why every one makes plans with me like on friday. takde hari lain ke? hahas. i gt like a gathering. den still hv to go to arts hse wif my god bro jerome and meet ain there too. den still gota go out with greenie. gosh. i need a break during the weekends. (:
honestly, there's only one place i wish to go. At the s'pore river near raffles rite infrnt of the museums. I love that place. Ok so only when its not raining. hahas. I like to go there alone once in a while. or just like chill with my friends. (:
Ahh im gona b having this very long hols. Which obviously i hv nth to do. Which doesnt mean i can go out alot cos i dun wana spend too much. hahas. Yea a whole mnth of rotting at home. geez. wonder how much more slack i'll b aft hols.
- Kevin! : Congratz on finishing ur last paper. U'll b graduating soon! damn. no one to bully anymore. hahas. oh n thanks on the tip abt the club! (:
- Greenie: Good luck at camp! hahas. see you like tml? hahas.
- Zed: Good luck with the outfield!
- Ppl from school: EXAMS ARE SOO OVER! PARTY BABY! (:
JB0704A, enjoys ur hols ppl. we're on e way to year 2! Hope to see ya'll at the chalet!
Posted on: Monday, March 10, 2008
Posted at: 7:25 AM
Posted at: 7:25 AM
Thanks For Making My Day So Much More Sweeter.
Greenie
(:
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Posted at: 5:56 AM
Posted at: 5:56 AM
All the many many thanks to teach for making the General Micro Final paper today do-able!
i like revised only this morn n im happy to say within an hr and a half i was left with cracking my brain with "surfactants". cos i totally didnt really read on it. hahas. (:
anyways, after Gm paper went to causeway pt to eat at Gelare! yay!
Fizah like finally eh! hahas.
den went home. was like texting huda and jerome and zaid at e same time. n my hand was like in pain. hahas.
Ok yea so i gt home. straight onto rummaging for the remains of my math notes. *yea sounds like they came from the graveyard. hehe*
then found most. uhh i think. so i started studying. stuck at log. now im like chatting with ppl instead. hahas. (:
ok im gona go study agn. i think. (:
i like revised only this morn n im happy to say within an hr and a half i was left with cracking my brain with "surfactants". cos i totally didnt really read on it. hahas. (:
anyways, after Gm paper went to causeway pt to eat at Gelare! yay!
Fizah like finally eh! hahas.
den went home. was like texting huda and jerome and zaid at e same time. n my hand was like in pain. hahas.
Ok yea so i gt home. straight onto rummaging for the remains of my math notes. *yea sounds like they came from the graveyard. hehe*
then found most. uhh i think. so i started studying. stuck at log. now im like chatting with ppl instead. hahas. (:
ok im gona go study agn. i think. (:
Posted on: Sunday, March 9, 2008
Posted at: 6:39 AM
Posted at: 6:39 AM
Love Song by Sara Bareillis
*it's for you"
Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today
I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today
Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today
*it's for you"
Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today
I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today
Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today
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Posted at: 4:47 AM
Posted at: 4:47 AM
Biggest Ever Thanks To My Uncle!
You Rock!
(:
yea. as u can see above. hahas. i sooo owe a big thanks to my uncle!
He made me n VBI wake up early just to meet him at causeway pt. But it was worth it. Really.
Ok so we went there. Then he said, we'll go watch a movie. So we ended up watching THE EYE.
I was like yay! Ghost story. But VBI. yea. he kept taking of his glasses when the ghosts came out. (cos he cant see w/o his glasses). hahas.
then met my aunt and her friend. Had lunch.
After lunch went to get our stuffs. Ok so i was looking at the shoes. Cos he wanted me and VBI both to get a pair. N guess wad. All the prices were like over $120. yea! i was like hesitating to get lah but he was like, just pick one. anyone of it. hahas.
So yea. I spotted this red, black and white one. And it costs over $160. hahas. so yea. EVen VBI's was arnd that price. Then i got this adidas bag. Then Lil bro got a tee. ok so in total. he spent over $400 on us just on 4 items. wth rite?
hahas
Ok i took this test from Que's blog cos i was bored. So here's my result. Its like so fake can? lol
i bet you the guys wld agree with me! (:
You Rock!
(:
yea. as u can see above. hahas. i sooo owe a big thanks to my uncle!
He made me n VBI wake up early just to meet him at causeway pt. But it was worth it. Really.
Ok so we went there. Then he said, we'll go watch a movie. So we ended up watching THE EYE.
I was like yay! Ghost story. But VBI. yea. he kept taking of his glasses when the ghosts came out. (cos he cant see w/o his glasses). hahas.
then met my aunt and her friend. Had lunch.
After lunch went to get our stuffs. Ok so i was looking at the shoes. Cos he wanted me and VBI both to get a pair. N guess wad. All the prices were like over $120. yea! i was like hesitating to get lah but he was like, just pick one. anyone of it. hahas.
So yea. I spotted this red, black and white one. And it costs over $160. hahas. so yea. EVen VBI's was arnd that price. Then i got this adidas bag. Then Lil bro got a tee. ok so in total. he spent over $400 on us just on 4 items. wth rite?
hahas
Ok i took this test from Que's blog cos i was bored. So here's my result. Its like so fake can? lol
i bet you the guys wld agree with me! (:
| You Are A Professional Girlfriend! |
 Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro. If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you. You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy. |
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
Posted on: Saturday, March 8, 2008
Posted at: 5:22 AM
Posted at: 5:22 AM
Im back. Yea. Sucks. Cant stop coughing. Weird it had to happen rite aft the Jemputan which i must say i went only cos i was replacing mum. *im nice ok!*
Anyways, yea. I'm coughing up blood. yay! hahas.
i love to see that crimson red stuff flow. (:
i'm a bloody person. hahas.
Cos aft the shot, i was the only one hu had blood flow from the puncture wound. hahas.
Anyways. Ok so im like sooooo looking fwd to tml. Cos its like shopping. *yea for once im looking fwd to it*. All thanks to my uncle! Cos he went like "meet tml. Whatever you want just tell me then we buy.". n i was like. 'yessa!'
hahas. ok so he stressed on nike and addidas shoes and bags and clothes and im a sports person so im like damn happy. (:
It was a fck up day but yea it ended nicely thanks to uncle and my family. Esp to VBI lah. cos he let me scared him abt the shot till his face went pale and i couldnt stp laughing at the TBCU. hahas. (:
Anyways, yea. I'm coughing up blood. yay! hahas.
i love to see that crimson red stuff flow. (:
i'm a bloody person. hahas.
Cos aft the shot, i was the only one hu had blood flow from the puncture wound. hahas.
Anyways. Ok so im like sooooo looking fwd to tml. Cos its like shopping. *yea for once im looking fwd to it*. All thanks to my uncle! Cos he went like "meet tml. Whatever you want just tell me then we buy.". n i was like. 'yessa!'
hahas. ok so he stressed on nike and addidas shoes and bags and clothes and im a sports person so im like damn happy. (:
It was a fck up day but yea it ended nicely thanks to uncle and my family. Esp to VBI lah. cos he let me scared him abt the shot till his face went pale and i couldnt stp laughing at the TBCU. hahas. (:
Posted on: Friday, March 7, 2008
Posted at: 10:22 PM
Posted at: 10:22 PM
I just got my shot. N i feel damn high. But i cant stop coughing. Kewl. I think i mite hv that virus. hahahas. WATCH OUT WORLD! IMMA VIRUS CARRYING HUMAN! (:
Oh yes. To those who i helped make layouts no matter for which site. If u dun appreciate it. Den dun bother to ask me to help you k. Cos all i'd do is take it away. U think things come so easy in life?
Fuck u if ur one of them. Cos i dun give a shit who the fck u are. All i care is that my work has to be appreciated esp wen its FREE ASSHOLE! (:
I'm home. I'm bored. Fcked up jerk ruined my whole effing day. i'm stuck with tons of studying. Fck. Thats all i wana say to him in his face. FUCK YOU. urgh.
Man i feel like grabbing a knife. Slit my throat. Get it over and done with.
Oh yes. To those who i helped make layouts no matter for which site. If u dun appreciate it. Den dun bother to ask me to help you k. Cos all i'd do is take it away. U think things come so easy in life?
Fuck u if ur one of them. Cos i dun give a shit who the fck u are. All i care is that my work has to be appreciated esp wen its FREE ASSHOLE! (:
I'm home. I'm bored. Fcked up jerk ruined my whole effing day. i'm stuck with tons of studying. Fck. Thats all i wana say to him in his face. FUCK YOU. urgh.
Man i feel like grabbing a knife. Slit my throat. Get it over and done with.
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Posted at: 5:29 AM
Posted at: 5:29 AM
Was walkin down orchard rd and i saw the "We Will Rock You" Musical poster hung on the lamposts. I'm sooo looking fwd to it and thanks to my cousin's present i so know what to wear. hahas. (:
Yea was out studying. Yea studying. Hahas. Met Ash. Hung out with em for a bit. Pics below.
Oh yea. And yest i bought jeans. Black ones for sch. And they dun hv the kind i want. So i was stuck with the skinny jeans kind. Which i tried wearing just now. Damit its so not comfortable lah for me. But i promised Huda i'll take a pic. So its below. SOmewhere. hahas.
Long day today. Very tired now. Gota be up early tml cos gona go for the skin test. yea. sighs.
Yea was out studying. Yea studying. Hahas. Met Ash. Hung out with em for a bit. Pics below.
Oh yea. And yest i bought jeans. Black ones for sch. And they dun hv the kind i want. So i was stuck with the skinny jeans kind. Which i tried wearing just now. Damit its so not comfortable lah for me. But i promised Huda i'll take a pic. So its below. SOmewhere. hahas.
Long day today. Very tired now. Gota be up early tml cos gona go for the skin test. yea. sighs.
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Twins! lols. k so not.He used my hair. yea. hahas
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Ash's new ring.
Self view. Looks like a smiley face
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People's view
Looks like an angry face. hahas
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Ok so this is what i plan to wear for the musical at e Esplanade. (:
yea. the top. my black jeans. that necklace and purse cuzzie bought for me n shoes. hahas. my fren suggested heels. gawd.
Watcha think?
Posted on: Thursday, March 6, 2008
Posted at: 4:56 AM
Posted at: 4:56 AM
Finally. I found the right song. lol. no lah. i just like it. hahas.
Simple Plan
Your Love Is A Lie Lyrics
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's two o'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me, where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories, but don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
It's nothing but a lie
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he f**ks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So don't try to say you're sorry, or try to make it right
And don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late
You can tell me that there's nobody else
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
It's nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
You're nothing but a lie
Simple Plan
Your Love Is A Lie Lyrics
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's two o'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me, where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories, but don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
It's nothing but a lie
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he f**ks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So don't try to say you're sorry, or try to make it right
And don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late
You can tell me that there's nobody else
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
It's nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
You're nothing but a lie
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Posted at: 4:27 AM
Posted at: 4:27 AM
Thanks guys for making my day... (:
My actual plan was to go out with my bro Matt je. But since i was to meet him, i met up with Huda first to go study. So we went to T3. N we DID study ok! hahas.
Yea so by the time bro came we stoped studying. Met Que and Ian. But then the three of us went to Cityhall to eat at Gelare instead. Ok THEY ofcos were damn happy cos i treated them. hahas. Obviously they owe me. hees.
*Bro i wait ar December! U said it man. ANY RESTAURANT! hahas.*
Yea then i followed Huda to SINS to check out on some chocz. Bro went to meet his fren go drinking. *Basket that wan hahas*
Then i headed back to Bedok. Met my god bro syahrul. Bought the jeans. Which uhh. Rite lets put it as im not too comfortable wearing it ok?
Then was supposed to accompany him to dinner but due to his last min stomach ache he went home instead. hahas. poor guy.
Yea. getting to spend time with my friends and esp bullying my bro Matt really made my day lah. hahas. Man we 3 shld hang out more! Cos they'll talk abt driving motorcycles and i'll just start bullying my bro and he'll fight back. hahas. (:
Huda "dibahasakan" by the mac ppl.
Extra vegg when she dun even like it to begin with.
lol!
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Me & Huda!
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Always seize the chance to raid a "brother's" wallet. lol
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thats Matt my "bro"
lol
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Posted on: Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Posted at: 5:33 AM
Posted at: 5:33 AM
Lost Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold
(i find it damn meaningful)
Centuries pass and still the same
War in our blood, some things never change
Fighting for land and personal gain
better your life, justify our pain
The end is knocking
The end is knocking
We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain't right
(most of us just ain't right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride
How many lives will we take
How many hearts destined to break
Nowhere to run, can't escape
Full of ourselves, tied to our fate
The end is knocking
The end is knocking, yeah
We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain't right
(most of us just ain't right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride
With peace of mind so hard to find
We're dwelling on the drastic signs
Another way to numb our mind
And as you close your eyes tonight
and pray for a better life
you'll see it flying helplessly away
We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain't right
(most of us just ain't right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride
Avenged Sevenfold
(i find it damn meaningful)
Centuries pass and still the same
War in our blood, some things never change
Fighting for land and personal gain
better your life, justify our pain
The end is knocking
The end is knocking
We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain't right
(most of us just ain't right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride
How many lives will we take
How many hearts destined to break
Nowhere to run, can't escape
Full of ourselves, tied to our fate
The end is knocking
The end is knocking, yeah
We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain't right
(most of us just ain't right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride
With peace of mind so hard to find
We're dwelling on the drastic signs
Another way to numb our mind
And as you close your eyes tonight
and pray for a better life
you'll see it flying helplessly away
We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain't right
(most of us just ain't right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride
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Posted at: 5:04 AM
Posted at: 5:04 AM
When i get bored. I draw the weirdest of things, which i come to like. Cos im a grunger. (:
Comment on it kays!
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Belated Brithday Gift From My Cuzzie in London.
She rocks!
(:
So yea she gave me a PINK card.
with $$ inside. (:
she knows how to make it sweeter always.
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She gave me this purse. which yes is damn ex.
Which she quote 'hopefully u'll use it "wisely'. hahas
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Ok this i REALLY like. hahas. its a necklace.
Thos you wear when u gota really dress up.
and yea she had to make it match the purse. hahas.
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Currently moodless. Like really. Weird.
Mos probably gona mit my pathetic but fun to hangout with bro Matt. hahas.
And study. Gawd that word. oh wells.