Where is everyone?

Home alone.
I'm damn bored.
Wating for bro so i can go for skin test with him.
*When will i get my license?*

Hols been ok i guess.
Suckie but ok.
Been rotting most of the time.
Just don't have the will to do anything.
HmMmm.

I don't think i like hols anymore.
Things just get worse.
Not better.
Its like everyone arnd me is suffering.
Sucks.
Worse, i've been there before.
What they're going through.
Crap.
I wana help.
But i know i cant do much.
I know how it feels.
I know it hurts more when someone tries to help.
I know that feeling.
I hate it.
All i can do is sit back.
Be a listening ear.
I feel helpless.
Damn.

Hols makes me think.
Of my past.
N i hate it.
Wish hols end faster.
Yea really.
Gosh.
I'm no longer me.