This is gona be like a freaking long entry.
So you gota bear with me here. lol

Ok so yest, got back, used the com.
Then fell aslp.
Woke up at 9pm lidat.
Den, 10pm plus,
i laid dwn.
Den fell aslp agn.
All the way till 7am the next morn.
Like wth?
hahas

Anyways, today sch.
Reached damn early.
SW only started at 9.30am.
Played floorball against an EIT class.
kinda made the guy pissed off a lil.
Oh wells. (:

Aft sch,
initially had no plan lah.
But then,
went out with Fizah, Zee and Niki.
Went rounding at City Hall.
Ate.
Den me and niki went to wisma.
Tried stuff on.
Then to wheelock.
Den to shaw.
Den to far east.
Den to lucky plaza.
hahas.
we went like everywhre!
so yea. hahas.
she made me try a dress.
lol.
and such.
pics below.
hahas.
*this pin goes onto the shirt. and this goes onto the strp!*
lol!
(:

While waiting for the train,
me n niki saw this so called couple lah.
The guy's those kinda of buffed up ones
who has the words "im only in it for her body" all over his forhead.
Its kinda obvious lah.
And the girl
Was dressed up so skimpy.
I guess they suit each other?
hahas
not being mean.
cos i havent got to the pt yet. hahas
anyways,
me and niki was like making up our own lil conversations abt it.
hahas
guy goes "yea we play thumb fite now. Wen u lose wads urs is mine/!"
girl goes "im all out to give it to you!!"
lol.

Im home!
Like early!
Like wth!
And i cant watch tv!
Cos VBI n his gang's having revision! (nerds. sheesh!) (:
*ok so they're just a bunch of smart arses hu care abt passing with flying colours. gee.*

Anyways, yest
yea i got home late. Like 15 min before midnight.
hahas. (:
Then like half an hr later i went out again.
With my dear froggie! (:
Its been long since i last hung out with him.
Just spend time with him.
Cos we're both busy.
We made up for lost time yest.
♥ (:
*dear pls cnfrm bout sunday! (:*

Ok moving on.
School's a bore.
As always.
hahas.
And the weather.
A killer.
Scorching hot. (man its been quite some time since i used that word)
I feel like im in a frying pan or smth.
Sheesh.
And SW is at 9.30am!
thank god its in the indoor stadium.
mean i can go GYM!
yay!
hahas.
Ok im sleepy.
Thank god thurs a hol.
I plan to sleep in.
N i mean it.
So pls.
Thur, if u need to contact me.
Only do dat aft 3pm. Thankiew.
hahas

-Every now and then. I feel violated by you. Please know ur limits k?-

*i miss froggie!*
*alien ♥ froggie*
hee. (:

Monday. Suckie monday. no no. SUCKIE SCHOOL DAY!

Morning lect as always.
Chem back in biz.
Sianz.
Means more for me to catch up!
sheesh!
CSV was ok.
Did nth much besides talking crap with the girls.
And listening to stories now and then.
*Hani i sitll remember ur so not scary joke! LOL*

MLP!
*&*&*%@%#^%#*%$
Yea!
i dun wana even talk abt it!
argH!

At sch,
me and the gurls were arguing abt the soccer match.
Fine Manu lost 2-1.
takpe.
game lum abes babe!
hahas.
*we watch soccer ok!*

Aft sch,
went home.
Rushed out again.
Me and Hani met Hudz n fiercy at civic SB.
hahas.
den me and hani hung out at the nearby playground.
Mendak nye pasal.
hahas.
Plus.
Ade org tu katekan.
Nak ambek.
Den in the end.
we had to go home ourselves.
sheesh.
Got home with mum waiting.
She didnt ask much.
I didnt bother telling much. hahas.
*when will she go to bed?*

Missing froggie.
(:

Sunday...
Weekends fly by sooo fast.
why?!?
Sighs.


Met Sham a.k.a my annoying ass brother in morn.
Den go teach tuition.
Den headed home.
Im tired.
Very.
I'm lacking of slp again.
Gee.
Go figure.

Im not looking fwd to another week of school.
Cos i know i'll be like lacking of even more slp.
Sighs.

Oh wells.
I plan to go blading next wk.
Any takers?
hahas.
(:

Looking back at sec sch life.
It made me laugh a lil.
Smile a lil.
Frown a lil.

I think the best memories by far.
Was this.
I actually hung out with the two guys,
who practically everyone told me i shouldnt hang out with.
Agust and Rizal (a.k.a Jaq).
I never thought i'd ever be close with em.
Gee.

Knowing them gave me a better glimpse of the world.
Plus they were always there when i needed someone to talk to.
Ok that can be said for Jaq lah eh. haha.
since we live like freakin near?

I really miss hanging out with them.
All the crappiness.
Craziness.
Met Jaq recently.
had a loooong talk with him on how life is n all.
Feels good to be able to let everything out to someone whom i've known for quite some time.
Hope to see Agust arnd soon.
The ass who ended up in mcperson!
hahas
(:

Hope u guys are well. (:
And thanks for making my life a whole lot better.
One way or another.
hahas.

Hoobastank - Crawling In The Dark

I will dedicate
And sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth
Of how my story's ending
And I wish I could know if the directions that I take
And all the choices that I make won't end up all for nothing
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what i've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Help me carry on
Assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes
To navigate the darkness
Will the ending be ever coming suddenly?
Will I ever get to see the ending to my story?
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what i've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
So when and how will I know?
How much further do I have to go?
How much longer until I finally know?
Because I'm looking and I just can't see what's in front of me
In front of me
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what i've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer



Get Your Own Player!

"I haven't shed a tear for you since that day. And i'm proud of it. So if your friends are gona be msging me telling me how stupid i was to not have tried to get you back. Please tell them that they're wasting their time. Cos i've moved on. Not having to even think abt you once. Thanks".
This is solely to u Guardian.



I've heard this phrase over and over. "Love is nothing but a friendship on fire". Sounds a lil tacky. but i guess in a way its true?... hmm...

Anyways, taking a break before starting on my ppt presentation for Medical Lab. Lymphatic Ducts. gee. Kinda boring but i guess i gota live with it since i'm aiming for biomed. (:

Think this whole week, the best news is by far that i've been able to slp. With a lil help from them slpin pills. Even if i did wake up well aft 1pm today. hahas. At least i gt a damn good un- interupted slp. hahas.

Theres nth much i can seem to update abt here. Theres just too many things on my mind. But there's one last thing that i wish to say.

"i've neglected most of my friends while i was in a relationship. I know this and i'm really sorry to those who were affected. Esp to one. Whom i was really close to. I wish there was some way i could make it up to you guys. But i guess this will be a rare chance eh since practically almost all of us have lost contact with one another. I hope to see you guys arnd someway, somehow."

S...L...E...E...P...Y...!!!

Yes. Thats wad im feeling now. Very the sleepy! ish.

School's been a bore. OK not sch. Lectures! and pracs. esp today.
Tau tak dtg prac!
Morning lects made me from wanting to pay attn,
to i dun give a shit abt the lect. LET ME OUT!
yea.
If it wasnt for neko, duck, fish and dil.
i dun think i'd be in lect. Seriously.
I wanted to walk out.

After that had prac.
It was like a big waste of time for me lah.
Fck this sensitive skin crap.
Just cos theres no nitrile gloves i cant do prac!
Argh!
Hate it.
There better be gloves tml or else i'll walk out of prac sia!

Its just been one of those days.
Those sucky, everything goes wrong kinda day.
With a bonus.
That friend of urs comes knocking.
Ahhh!

I so need sleep lah!
Den tml gt cca till 6pm. Sianz leh.
Gona slp early.
Still got project.
Someone stab me pls.
(:

"Its the end of THE END"
"Its being IN THE DARK in the dark"
~quotes from Series Of Unfortunate Events book 13~

It was really this bif miracle that i manged to sleep yest.
Even if people wouldnt stop knocking on my door.
And ask me tons of qns.
And sending me msgs to call them.
hahas.
Hoping today will be the same. (:

Woke up a lil late for sch.
Met Hudz in e morn.
Then met Aidil on the bus.
Then met Hani at tanah merah.
hahas.
Ok so we were all almost late for class.
But we made it. (:

SW was ok i guess.
My stamina's down obviously.
Sighs.
Need to run more.
Gee.
I love sprinting but i hate long distance running.
Damn.

After sch,
went to Far East with 'Farhanizah', Hudz and Aidil.
Hudz cut hair.
Nice lah babe! hahas.
Aft that met Suhanah.
Den walk2 arnd.
Hani bought this dress.
That actually made her look innocent.
Really.
hahas.

Planning to go get smth new when i get my pay.
Yea.
No choice lah.
Hahas.
Made a deal with froggie anyways.
*dear! contacts! hee* (:

A damn long day of sch tml. Sighs.
One more day aft that and hello hols! (:

Looking fwd to more fun times with them.
The Loved.
hahas.
(:

I miss froggie. <3

In this Fcked up life.
Reality is not just another word.
Its a way of life.

Its like i'm saying "Good Morning World".
Only the catch is. Its 11.52pm.
Yesh.
I just woke up.

I got back home from sch. Dead tired. Abt more then a wk of nt sleeping already. So i ended up sleeping. Only to awake every half an hr for no reason and at times awoken by mum who thought i tried to kill myself cos im too quiet. gee. wad a way to let me slp!

*Sorry to those i didnt reply to!*

I was like soo weak. When i woke up, all i could do is lie down. Lifeless. By the time i stood up, i think i was swaying cos i almst hit the wall instead of going out the door. seriously.
Ahh yea and bonus. I'm down with fever. yay. (mum almst killed me)
So yea she finally found out abt my sleeping disorder. Which sucks. But i'm dealing with it. As much as i can.

I officially feel like crap. (:

Sidenote: I have a new 'brother'. haha. Hisham. So dun mix it up k! (:

Ok so here's one out of the many pics to be uploaded. I plan to edit them first. hahas. (:

Ok i shall start with this joke. Translated in english. hahas. got it from VBI.

One day Doraemon walked by and saw Hello Kitty. He said "Hello. I'm Doraemon."
Hello Kitty didnt reply.
Why?

Ans: Cos she has no mouth. (:

Then the next day Hello Kitty when for plastic surgery and got a new mouth.

The day after, she met Doraemon. She said "Hello. I'm Hello Kitty."
Doraemon didnt reply.
Why?

Ans: Cos he has no ears! (:


Yea. Hope you guys got it. hahas.

Anyways, school's been a bore. As always. There was like lectures. And CSV. Then this long break where we all got high at simei starbucks. hahas.
Then MLP. Droning on and on and on. hahas. man i sure gave all my bio knowledge back to the teachers! I totally forgot ALOT! sheesh.

Yea then headed back home. Was on the hp then i met Rizal. Talked to him for a bit then headed home. Yupp ppl changed alot. (:

Moving on.
Got sch tml. Sianz. Dun feel like going. But i still gota. hahas.
Oh yes i almost forgot. I have pics to upload! hahas. (:

Dear you call me Alien.
And yes i will forever call you Katak!
hehes.
Alien hearts Katak!
(:

p.s: i love your car's new colour. so very bright. neon green. (:


*always miss you.

Another day.
Lacking further more of slp.
Think i got used to it.
hahas.

Anw. dun intend to blog much.
Cos rite now.
I'm like looking for a way to get out. hahas.
gosh.
this sucks.
oh wells. (:

I think.
This sleepless nights thing.
Is getting out of hand.
Like for real.
Its been a week now.
Of not sleeping at all.
Crap.
It sucks.

Anyways,
Didnt really slp agn last nite.
Think i managed to.
For abt 3hrs.
hahas.

Was out just now.
Met Hisham to go study and to talk.
I treated him SB. hahas.
yea n he treated me hagen daz.
thanks man!
(:

Currently,
I'm at ____.
Hani knows.
Lets kp it that way yea?
hahas.
*Hani i'm going to the ______ soon! (: *

Oh yea.
Yest.
I got home.
My modem went missing.
This morning.
I got it back.
Its upgraded!
From a Wireless B to a Wireless G.
hehe.
happy sia.
Internet's a lil faster.
Wireless N here we come! (:

And Mr Hisham.
Until u furfill the conditions.
Your ciggs are under confinement.
Lol!
(:

Yes and ppl.
Please be clear.
Me and Hisham are friends.
Nothing more.
Strictly friends.
*This is for Mazlan! hahaha*

Ok ok.
Think dat's all.
I'm off to edit more pics.
hahas.
Ciao ppl! (:

This life. Is full of suprises.
And today.
I had a Shock.
When
a friend. Ex-sch mate.
Who
I hardly Knew
Conversed
With me. And
Opened up
Its was Shocking.
Cause
I barely Knew him
I feel bad
cause i couldnt
help much
i hope things will
work out
for him and his girl
sorry
i couldnt help much
friend.

Yest wad over and done with.
Today's a new begining.
And boy do i feel free.
There's like one less thing to worry bout.
Best part was,
no more tears baby!
hees.
man its such a great achievement.
hahahas.

Ok ok back to reality.
School.
Normal.
With a catch.
I havent slept for 3 days straight.
So i was damn damn tired.
Barely awake to even get ready.
Though im amazed i did it in 10 mins.
Lol.

Anyways,
morning lect.
Almost fell aslp.
First time ever i actually slpet during break.
Gosh.
Then MLP lect was cancelled.
Wohoo.
Only to be replaced by Contact Time with Dr Y.
Sianz.
Its sounds like this very boring talk show.
And bloody hell it was!

Anyways,
moving on.
Had 3 bloody hrs of break lah!
So me and the gang + neko and fish
went to LJS @ Simei.
Then we went walking arnd window shopping
@ east pt.
Cos i gota look for some new clothes.
And Neko wants me to wear a mini skirt.
geez.
hahas.
we shall see.
lol.

anyways,
yea den had prac.
Was ok.
Besides the fact that Andy keeps bugging me.
And he took one of my keychain banners.
Arse.
Oh wells.
Im stuck in the same grp as him anw.

Didnt run today.
Too tired.
I could barely walk properly just now.
Was swaying walking dwn the slope.
Ish.
VBI said that i might hv some kind of slp disorder.
Maybe?
Gona look it up later.

OK.
I'm damn sleepy.
And there's like a whole day of AC tml.
ARGH!

-The rambles of a typical ITE BCT student. hah-

"YOU HAVE GIVEN ME 3 REASONS TO NOT SEE YOU AGAIN.... GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY LIFE.... I HATE YOU MORE THAN I HATE MY ENEMIES... YOU STABBED MY BACK TOO MANY TIMES ALREADY... FUCK OFF!!!!"


That was ur last words?
What were u thinking man?

Officially you hv proved urself how much of a coward you are.
How much NOT a man you are.
How you cant say that its over straight in my face.
And that you had to keep ur distance and say it by com.
Pathetic.
i expected a wayy better break - up from you.
tsk3
seriously.

Oh wells.
Its ok.
It was an experience not to be forgotten.
So i know which kinda guys to avoid.
(:

Thank you for the time and money well spent.
Now i truly know the real you.
As in the side you hide from any girl u first try to get.
Good luck with life ok Mr.

P.S: my necklace. You know wad. If you don't want to return it back. Keep it. Cos i gt ur dogtag remember? i can always get a better one.

Over My Head - Sum 41

What happened to you
You've played the victim for so long now in this game
What i thought was true
It's made of fiction and i'm following the same

But if I try
To make sense of this mess I'm in
I'm not sure where I should begin
I'm falling, I'm falling

Now I'm in over my head, with something i said
Completely misread, I'm better off dead.
And now I can see, how fake you can be
This hypocracy's beginning to get to me.

It's none of my concern
Why look to me because I don't believe in fame
I guess you never heard I've met our makers
They don't even know your name

But if I had to say goodbye to leave this hell
I'd say my time has served me well
I'm falling
I'm falling

Now I'm in over my head, with something i said
Completely misread, I'm better off dead
And now I can see, how fake you can be
This hypocracy's beginning to get to

This came long before those who suffer more
I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare
What's with my disgrace I lost the human race
No one plans for it to blow up in their face

Who said it was easy to put back all these pieces
Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces

Now I'm in over my head, with something I said
Completely misread, I'm better off dead
And now I can see, how fake you can be
This hypocracy's beginning to get to me

Over my head, better off dead
Over my head, better off dead

I've been hom late like since sunday. Always home like aft 11pm. Finally i'm back home early. Even if it was after 6pm. hahas.

Sch ended like TOOO EARLY for my liking. Only cos i live near and that i know i have nth gd to do at hm. So i went to PP with "Farhanizah" (lol) and shi yun. At least it passed some time by.

Yest i was out with the gang to karaoke. Last min decision thingy. Yea. Den went to mace with once more "farhanizah" and aidil cos the poor guy had probs so we were all there to listen. Then went to vivo to chill for a bit. Which was a gd thing too cos i got to stray my mind a lil from some things that's been bothering me lately. yea.

I revealed this one secret about me. That no one else knows. Except for them 3. Cos they got me into that topic. A lil glimpse of it. "i hereby state that i will dare smack anyone who says that they are suffering from depression when they are not! thank you."

Ok so there's many defination of depression. But in short. Its when u think its the end of the world, your happy and sad on and off w/o knowing it, you 24/7 think abt jumping or suicide, you lose slp, you rarely eat, your always caught in ur own thoughts and when ppl talk you dun seem to hear it and more.

So please. Dun say u have depression unless u really do or ur OFFICIALLY diagnosed with it. Trust me. I know.

Anyways, life's changed. Alot. I mean now i know those who i can trust and those who i cant. I mean doesnt mean i hv new friends that i labelled them as i can trust them fully. yea. it takes time for me to really trust someone. Seriously. And once i've lost trust in them, then thats it. To get it back, is rare and takes like a very very very long time. Its just me. I guess. hahas.

Theres so much to say. Yet i lack the words. Only my book holds my TRUE deepest thoughts. (gawd wth is wrong with me. i sound like...like...a girl? ish)

Oh ok. one last thing. Ppl i solemnly declare that,
the WE WILL ROCJ YOU MUSICAL rocks! damn good. i dun mind seeing it again if i had $$. lol.
(:

yea yea. i'll add more later if i hv anything. ciao. take care ya'll.

Yes yes i finally cut my hair. Its short. I'm happy. Dun like it. Deal with it. (:

Such a wonderfully BORING friday.
I think i woke up at 1pm plus.
Oh yea when matt called to say he's otw to meet me.
lol.
Yes that was how tired i was.
Gawd.
Those sleepless nights during chalet. Ish.

Am sooo bored!
Gawd.
hahas.

Latest news heard from VBI.
Mum's dragging me to a Biomedical Convention at Suntec this weekend.
Hmm.
It sounds nice.
But i'm so lazy to go!
Gosh.
(:

But i think the only thing i'm sooo looking fwd to is.
The WE WILL ROCK YOU! concert.
Going with Aisyah.
So maybe going to that convention tml wun kill me.
At least its smth to do to kill time.
Plus i can go cut my hair.
hees. (:

I hate this feeling.
When you know that your body is finally giving up on you.
And its starts to break down.
And everything goes wrong.

Ok so not everyone knows how it feels.
But its not realy hard to imagine it.
Its like when u have this really bad fever.
You start shivering not on your own will.
The shivering's uncontrollable.
You cant eat.
You cant sleep.
You sweat non-stop.
and so on.
hahas. ok i cant really explain it.

But you'll just know it when ut happens.
Its like all hope is lost.
Cos your body no longer wana fight with you.
You're weak.
Breathless.
And soon,
your mind refuses to think.
Slowly shuts down.
Running away from you.

Oh wells.
Everyone got his or her time to go.
So its just a matter of time. (:

Hols gona end soon.
Trying to make the best of it.
But all this thoughts.
Its holding me back from enjoyment.
I wish it'll all just go away.

Just got back from chalet. It was fun cos e company was great obviously. hahas
Though i roughly had slp. Like 3 hrs in 2 nights? yea. hahas
Den didnt really eat cos i wasnt feeling too well. But yea. I still enjoyed it.
Hahas. All e eating, ben & jerry-ing, laughing, bullying, talking, drinking and making my ex teacher touch raw fish. hahas.

Yea this chalet rocks though the planning and turn out was not dat gd. Oh wells. More for the rest of us. hahas.
My eyes are like still damn heavy from lack of slp and im coming down with a fever. But wad e heck, i had the best time ever with these new ppl im closer with ever since the hols. hahas.
U guys rock lah ok! hahas
(:

Not looking fwd to sch but i am looking fwd to meeting my frenz i guess. (:

Im like waiting for ben to post up e pics at his friendster. Den can grab. All the weird poses and the stepping faces. lol.
I did some things i shldnt but den wad e heck. For experience sake. hehe. (:

*Make it simple for u. Ur angry. I took it. I said it was my fault. I apologized. You kept quiet all e way. So i wun bother ok. Until u come arnd. But know this, if u go on like this for too long, i guess i'll take it as we're through.*

I'm rotting. At home. Ok not really. I'm with Hani! She's like behind me. Like eating. Like alot. lol.
Hahas. She's like e first person allowed to stay over at my place. I'm like yeA!
mum rocks! (:

Had the gang over today. Aidil, Farhani, Hanizah, Benjamin and Edvin. hahas. was a riot. we laughed like no one's biz. hahas. even dad was entertaining them. (:
Fun moments. Looking fwd to the chalet tml. (:
So ppl, i wun bother replying msgs. Mos prob hp off. Dun bother texting lah ok. Will b back on thur i think. Yea. (:

Think when sch re-opens, it calls for a change. Cos my current env aint working for me.
Plus, this hols changed me. I'm closer to ppl i was nvr close with. (:
Fun fun. My parents ok with my kwn2. hehe.

And to you my dear, you made me effin mad today. Its ok. I just wan u to know. I dun wana see u this week at all even if its the best time. I think i need some time off. And i mean it. I know i mite not see u when sch starts. But thats the chance i'll take. I'm sorry. Its just my turn to be this way now.

Rotting while waiting for my 2 dear ladies to turn up. Where the hell are they?lol.
I'm stuck at home with Ben and Aidil waiting for the 2 Hani's. Hmmz.
oh oh. the prawn. OMG!
Shegli i salute you! i'll post the pic up later. It was like sooooo ______!!!! hahahs

Anyways, my morning was spoilt. Like fuck u asshole! yea. i gave up.
So yea. hahas. thanks alot for putting me back where i left off. In that fucking state. Thanks man. I owe u one.

Ahh ok i wana cut my hair today. Gona drag Aisyah! haha. i think. (:
I'm off. before anymore vulgarities appear here.

my last words to you ___,
FCUK U!

Fizah tagged me so i'm doing this. hahaas

Ten weird things about me:

1. Unlike all you ordinary girls i HATE dresses and dressing up. hee
2. I'd poke my younger brother till he screams at me to make myself happy
3. I like eating fries and ice cream
4. I sometimes cut myself to make sure im still alive and not dreaming
5. I love to see blood
6. I love to get hurt and hate to not be when ui do extreme sports.
7. I've broken almost every bone in my body
8. i love every other lil critter besides spiders
9. most of my room walls are covered with blood (my blood lah)
10. i've been close to death and laughed at it

Hols. Been out a bit too much i think. Plus all the sleepless nights. Its getting to me. Like this wake up call. Ok more like "YOU NEED YOU DAMN SLEEP!" call. hahas.
Going out again in abit. Shopping for the uhh bbq stuff for JB0704A's chalet. Ppl pls come ok! All u guys are missed! hahas. *yeah rite*
Ok so Most of u ppl are missed. hees. cos some of u i practically see almost everyday sia! hahas.

anyways, glimpses of places i went that i sorta still remember. (:

Uhh.
I remember going clark quey. ALOT! found these cool places. Like the butterfly factory which has e art bar. Den found dblO. den found this place called Clinic @ clark quey. Which some of us are gona go to next fri nite. hehe. yea baby! (:
I remember hanging out with Aidil to discuss abt chalet crap but in the end we talked more abt crap rather then chalet. e.g: friends, bfs, gfs, classmates. etc. hahas.

I think i've got hooked back to books. Read quite a few lately. Like glass. (:
Yest borrowed this one called Chloe Doe. Which is damn interesting lah. Even of u cant understand the spanish words. Den now im reading Dedication. Yea. Think im attracted to books dat relates to my life or like real things on e streets. hMmmMm.

Ok things i really really die die wana do for the last week of my hols.
BLADE!!!
i miss blading like that much lah can.
Everytime i wana go its either raining, or theres an emergency or theres already plans on that day! damn.
Another thing i wana do is plan for the We Will Rock You Concert next sunday. yea. wad a way to end ur hols eh? hehes. damn looking fwd to it.
Last thing, i wana spend my last few days of hols with my friends and bf. hehes. yea. (:

I like this quote from Que:
"What my mummy doesnt know doesnt hurt her".
yea babe i agree.
I can easily say there are some things im gona be doing that mum wun like if she knows. But i mean, its for experience sake. Ok yea and ppl if u think im abt to lose my virginity u can dream on ok. that aint gonna happen. lols.

*Its back. Saying hello my long forgotten unmessed up brain. Its back to haunt me. Its back to make me what i was before. Slowly eating me up inside. Unscrewing the screws i thightened. Its back to pull me to that place i left for barely a few months now. Its back.*

http://www.theclinic.sg/

I WANA GO!
SOMEONE BRING ME THERE!
THE PLACE LOOKS SO DAMN COOL!
AHHH!

*these lil things that make u go crazey when u've turnd 18*
hee.

Breaking Benjamin
"Sooner Or Later"

I want a normal life
just like a new born child
I am a lover hater
I am an instigator
You are an oversight
Don't try to compromise
I'll learn to love to hate it
I am not integrated

[Pre-Chorus]
Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is burning through my veins
Sooner or later you're gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away

Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away
You're like an infantile
I knew it all the while
You sit and try to play me
Just like you see on tv
I am an oversight
Just like a parasite
Why am I so pathetic
I know you won't forget it

[Pre-chorus]
Sooner or later you're gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw my life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw my life away
Sooner or later you're gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw our life away

Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw our life away
Throw our life away
Ooooo
Throw our life away