I hate this feeling.
When you know that your body is finally giving up on you.
And its starts to break down.
And everything goes wrong.

Ok so not everyone knows how it feels.
But its not realy hard to imagine it.
Its like when u have this really bad fever.
You start shivering not on your own will.
The shivering's uncontrollable.
You cant eat.
You cant sleep.
You sweat non-stop.
and so on.
hahas. ok i cant really explain it.

But you'll just know it when ut happens.
Its like all hope is lost.
Cos your body no longer wana fight with you.
You're weak.
Breathless.
And soon,
your mind refuses to think.
Slowly shuts down.
Running away from you.

Oh wells.
Everyone got his or her time to go.
So its just a matter of time. (:

Hols gona end soon.
Trying to make the best of it.
But all this thoughts.
Its holding me back from enjoyment.
I wish it'll all just go away.