Posted on: Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Posted at: 3:52 AM
Posted at: 3:52 AM
I've been hom late like since sunday. Always home like aft 11pm. Finally i'm back home early. Even if it was after 6pm. hahas.
Sch ended like TOOO EARLY for my liking. Only cos i live near and that i know i have nth gd to do at hm. So i went to PP with "Farhanizah" (lol) and shi yun. At least it passed some time by.
Yest i was out with the gang to karaoke. Last min decision thingy. Yea. Den went to mace with once more "farhanizah" and aidil cos the poor guy had probs so we were all there to listen. Then went to vivo to chill for a bit. Which was a gd thing too cos i got to stray my mind a lil from some things that's been bothering me lately. yea.
I revealed this one secret about me. That no one else knows. Except for them 3. Cos they got me into that topic. A lil glimpse of it. "i hereby state that i will dare smack anyone who says that they are suffering from depression when they are not! thank you."
Ok so there's many defination of depression. But in short. Its when u think its the end of the world, your happy and sad on and off w/o knowing it, you 24/7 think abt jumping or suicide, you lose slp, you rarely eat, your always caught in ur own thoughts and when ppl talk you dun seem to hear it and more.
So please. Dun say u have depression unless u really do or ur OFFICIALLY diagnosed with it. Trust me. I know.
Anyways, life's changed. Alot. I mean now i know those who i can trust and those who i cant. I mean doesnt mean i hv new friends that i labelled them as i can trust them fully. yea. it takes time for me to really trust someone. Seriously. And once i've lost trust in them, then thats it. To get it back, is rare and takes like a very very very long time. Its just me. I guess. hahas.
Theres so much to say. Yet i lack the words. Only my book holds my TRUE deepest thoughts. (gawd wth is wrong with me. i sound like...like...a girl? ish)
Oh ok. one last thing. Ppl i solemnly declare that,
the WE WILL ROCJ YOU MUSICAL rocks! damn good. i dun mind seeing it again if i had $$. lol.
(:
yea yea. i'll add more later if i hv anything. ciao. take care ya'll.
Sch ended like TOOO EARLY for my liking. Only cos i live near and that i know i have nth gd to do at hm. So i went to PP with "Farhanizah" (lol) and shi yun. At least it passed some time by.
Yest i was out with the gang to karaoke. Last min decision thingy. Yea. Den went to mace with once more "farhanizah" and aidil cos the poor guy had probs so we were all there to listen. Then went to vivo to chill for a bit. Which was a gd thing too cos i got to stray my mind a lil from some things that's been bothering me lately. yea.
I revealed this one secret about me. That no one else knows. Except for them 3. Cos they got me into that topic. A lil glimpse of it. "i hereby state that i will dare smack anyone who says that they are suffering from depression when they are not! thank you."
Ok so there's many defination of depression. But in short. Its when u think its the end of the world, your happy and sad on and off w/o knowing it, you 24/7 think abt jumping or suicide, you lose slp, you rarely eat, your always caught in ur own thoughts and when ppl talk you dun seem to hear it and more.
So please. Dun say u have depression unless u really do or ur OFFICIALLY diagnosed with it. Trust me. I know.
Anyways, life's changed. Alot. I mean now i know those who i can trust and those who i cant. I mean doesnt mean i hv new friends that i labelled them as i can trust them fully. yea. it takes time for me to really trust someone. Seriously. And once i've lost trust in them, then thats it. To get it back, is rare and takes like a very very very long time. Its just me. I guess. hahas.
Theres so much to say. Yet i lack the words. Only my book holds my TRUE deepest thoughts. (gawd wth is wrong with me. i sound like...like...a girl? ish)
Oh ok. one last thing. Ppl i solemnly declare that,
the WE WILL ROCJ YOU MUSICAL rocks! damn good. i dun mind seeing it again if i had $$. lol.
(:
yea yea. i'll add more later if i hv anything. ciao. take care ya'll.