I made it back moments before midnight. *phew*
hee.
Might be heading out again in a bit.
CoffeeeeeeeE! (:

Anyways.
Kinda bail out from home today.
Cousin came back from Venice yest.
And he dropped by for a visit today with his wife.
She's pregnant.
Congrats to them! (:
Yea.
But then, i made plans with friends.
So i cant bail out on that.
(:

Went to Niki's comp.
Alot of ppl sia!
hahas.
But it was fun.

Then met Zul's bunch of friends.
Entertaining bunch.
Then hung out at esplanade rooftop there.
Talk crap all the way.
hahas.

Next bunch of ppl i plan to hang out with till late.
We're so heading there! yea! hahas

Oh yea.
Showed the moon walk vid to Zul's frens.
OMG they laughed their arses off while walking outside tangs. hahas.
Malu sak.
=P

Ahh.
Havent upload the pic ar.
Tml lah.
Cousin bough choco truffles!
niceee lah seyy!
(:

*currently addicted to trance_2*
hahas.
(:

kk.
I'm off.


Take care ya'll!

*i thought i've made my decision. But you've made it even clearer. In a way. Thanks i guess. Cause either way. I know its not my loss. Only yours.*

haha. I love this! Can imagine the look on ppl's face if m y grp did this for installation nite! hehehehe.

Heading out later.
Can't wait to get out of the house.
And for once,
i was good.
Put on an "innocent" look.
Told mummy i'm heading to town for the night.
I know she didnt wana let me go.
But with me and that (pathetic) look.
She let me go.
yessa!

My game's still on.
I know how to shuffle my cards well.
Make the right moves.
Maintain that long lost trust.
(:

Hols hols hols!
Partying here i come!
hahahahas.

*High beyond expectations. I love being single!*

Friday.
Poor Neko's still sick.
Get well soon k! (:

Anyways.
AC TEST IS OVER!
HISTORY!
GONE!
One more left rite?
MLP theory and prac.
Sighs.
Owh wells.

Moving on....

Today.
Sch.
Then go my place.
Then go Neko's.
Then go Huda's.
Then me, Huda, Su, Neko and Zul hung out at Far East.
Met Niki.
Then go home.
And here i am.
yea.
Ngantok lah.

Will be out in the evening tml.
Supporting Niki.
At Taka.
Whoever else wana tag along.
Text me aite.
*Support em cheerleaders*
hahas.

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My current music addiction: Trance/House
wonder why...hmm..
anyways, here's some lah.
(:


Get Your Own Player!

Cramming whatever else i can for my AC test tml.
Sleepy though.
Havent gotten a good night's sleep in days.
Sheesh.
Anyways, BCT prac.
So i think i did ok.
Not confident only in the calculations.
Cause i finished EVERYTHING by the last 20 mins.
I was practically staring at my calculations cause i think its wrong still ar.
Owh wells.
Got another test to get by.
(:

For today.
I owe a big thanks to NIKI!
Cause,
can say she practically followed me,
everywhere?
hahas.
Like...
To the interview,
to prac
and to
meet Zul at interact rm aft prac test.
hahas.
Thanks babe.

OK moving on.
The interview.
Was ok.
And i got the post.
yay!
hee.

Yea.
Moving on.
Went for dinner with zul.
He saw my prom pic.
And said it didnt look like me.
hahahahas.
No worries man its 100% me.
=P
anyways,
yea.
Zul,
PLS NO SUGGESTION OF INTERACT PROM NIGHT!
hahas.
You gota erase that notice on ur hp!
hahas.

Okies.
Gona get back to studying.
Wait.
More like.
"studying".
yes.
hehe.

Ok.
Ciao ppl!
JBP,Q,R. GOOD LUCK!
blaja jgn tak blaja! (:

Nth much to say today.
Was ok.
I'm damn sleepy lah.
Easier to put it.
hahas.
good luck for prac test JBP!
good luck for interviews interactors!
(:

*my life's messed up*

*current hooked song by SD & VBI: Come out and play (keep em' seperated) by the offsprings. hee*

For the record
*esp to my dear interact club members*

My name is NOT Aisyah!
hahas.

I know u ppl said i look like Hidayah's sis and all.
But unfortunately, i'm not her.
So yea.
Pls. Before everyone thinks my real name is Aisyah. hahas.
*e.g: mr VP*

Thanks! (:

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currently hating my mouse.
cos its sensitivity has dropped to zero.
bro's where's the new one!

Ok moving on.
Don't feel like updating much nowadays.
Cos im VERY tired easily.
Plus my mind's all abt making that one effing decision.
Sighs.
*its not like ur making it easier for me. Its like u've backfired on ur words over and over again mr*

Had sch.
Had pracs.
Had laggy sessions.
Had Meeting.
Having an interview on thurday.
Having speech audition tml, which i so havent memorize.
*wish me luck!, though i found some ppl who are gona go through it with me. hehe*
Going with niki to get her next air brush tattoo on friday.
*when can i get mine! grr*

This life's confusing and messed up.
I'm messed up.
sigh.

p.s: I love disturbing andrew! no not my class andrew. my interact club andrew. hahas. the ex VP and current head webmaster. (:

p.s.s: I miss the old days. Cam-whoring with friends. Not caring abt others. Sighs.

p.s.s.s: i love new friends too ok! (:

I can wait forever
Simple Plan

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...



Get Your Own Player!

Ok so maybe it was cause i drank H2O and watermelon juice. "Healthy" lah katekan.
By right, i don't really live and breath healthy. hahas. (:

Aft sch went to east pt with huda. She got me whipped cream and caramel! yay! ahhas.
*NekO! Asal tak dtg?!*

*You gave me a week. I'm still thinking over and over and over again. But i somehow think i know my ans. Just a matter of being sure of it. I want no more repeats of last time. Imy*

Its raining.
Its pouring.
Its 6.36am in the morning.
She hasn't gone to bed.
She's shaking her head.
This girl's gonna have a problem waking up in the morning!

hahahaha!


I'm done with watching made of honour.
funny love story.
Ain't too bad.
I guess.
On the search for Harold and Kumar 2.
*Guy who played Kumar's in House!*

My Blast To The Past

Its 2.40am and i'm still wide awake.
Think its cos of the "sccidental" nap i had in the evening.
hehe.

Anyways,
i got bored.
So i went reading through my old olD oLD OLD posts.
From both my old and new blog.
Those old memories can really make u laugh.
And tear up.
I feel guilty.
Sometimes all at the same time.
I finally understand.
Why he said i changed.
sighs.
But oh wells.
It happens.
At least i changed and became stronger.
(:

I thank god for new friends.
I thank god for old friends.
I thank god for my family.
I thank god for my life.
I thank got i met you.
Though we never lasted.
It taught me alot.
Thank you all.
For making my life all the more interesting.
To go on living.
(:

*i glanced at my left wrist today. I saw the remainder of my scars. The one i carved in. Made me smile. Laugh a lil. Then made me recall my OD days. hees. Almost said goodbye then. Crimson red blood plus purity in those blue-white tablets. Oh the rush of relief it gave eating the pain away, covering previous pain with better ones. Numbing me from top to bottom. I miss those days.*
-i just can't believe i did all that cos of u. hmm.

What If
-Simple Plan

What if I lead the way?
What if I make mistakes?
(will you be there..?)
What if I change the world?
What if I take the blame?
(will you be there..?)

I remember going back
To the place we used to lay
But I keep losing track
And now the days they all turn black
And our dreams all start to fade
But there's no turning back

'Cause the world keeps turning
(why do you tell me you care if you're not gonna stay?)
My heart's still burning
(why do you tell me you care?)

What if I change the world..
If I lead the way?
What if I be the one..
That takes the blame?
What if I can't go on without you?
What if I graduate?
What if I don't?
What if I don't?

Now I'm slowly giving up
As the world keeps losing faith
And you still turn your back
Now the path I follow takes a toll on me...
On you,
But there's no turning back...

'Cause the world keeps turning
(why do you tell me you care if you're not gonna stay?)
My heart's still burning
(why do you tell me you care?)

What if I change the world?
If I lead the way?
What if I be the one
That takes the blame?
What if I can't go on without you?
What if I graduate?
What if I don't?
What if I don't?
What if I don't?
What if I don't?

(What if I don't?)
(What if I don't?)

I'll be waiting here
I'll be waiting here
I'll be waiting here
For you to call me
(repeat)

I'll be waiting here (waiting)
I'll be waiting here (waiting)
I'll be waiting here (waiting)
For you to call me

Oh

What if I lead the way?
What if I graduate?
What if I change the world?
Would you still remember me?
What if I lead the way?
What if I graduate?
What if I change the world..
And I found the words to tell you what you mean to me..?

I'll be waiting here
I'll be waiting here
I'll be waiting here
For you to call me
(repeat)

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The player below consists of 3 songs.
- Bye bye by Mariah Carey
- On Bended Knee by Boyz II Men
- What If by Simple Plan

*god knows why im listening to em. hahas. just thought i'd share it with u guys. the songs mean something to me, one way or another. its only a matter of how you interpret it. so yea. enjoy it aite.*




Get Your Own Player!

First up.

First and foremost,
This entry will start,
with a big thanks to Hudz.
Cause she blanja me the thing that i've been looking for all this time!
hahas.
So here.

Currently at hme.
Rotting.
With Hani behind reading a book.
And Hudz playing loco roco on the psp laughing to herself.
hahas.

I'm glad for my friends being arnd today.
But my heart's still uneasy.
After the things that happened yest.
Aft the conversations.
Sigh.

Ahh okies i'll be updating more later.
Now i just feel very very very not myself.
sigh.

i want out!
I want to forget my past!
i want to break free from what's restricting me!
I want things to be normal again!

*sometimes i wish i never knew you...*

Freaky Day.
Correction
VERY FREAKY DAY!

yea thats better. hahas

Anyways,
morning was suckie.
Woke up at 4am!
For some reasons.
Couldnt sleep.
Was struglling to slp and ended up sleeping at 6am.
Gawd.
Woke up 45min ltr.
Bro was smoking in the toilet.
*i swear i wanted to kill him*
VBi was almost late for sch cos of this.

Went to sch.
Found out 2nd prac was cancelled
*why didnt i know bout this!*
aft prac went to far east with niki.
She wanted to get her airbrush tattoo.
I got high in the tattoo shop.
me being in love with tribal art and all.
hahas.
i wana get one too! (:
Next week la seyy.
hehehe.
own design lah seyy.
*ok wads with me and all the seyyy. hahahas.*

Anyways, aft that met Sham.
Bubble tea.
Talk crap.
Play psp.
Biase lah.
Den mlm, smth else happened.
yea.
We'll leave it as that ok?

*i finally unblocked you today. i guess u mite have known that by now. thanks for the conv. and good luck with your life mr. Ending ur life aint the right way out. You know that. Take care. I'll always be a friend to talk to if u need one aite.*

Happy Vesak Day
to all celebrating it.

and

Happy Holiday
to those who are enjoying the weekend.

Was back from camp yest and as expected.
I was officially up only noon.
hahas.

Slack slack slack the whole day.
Didn't get much studying done.
My head's currently spinning.
wee.

Bro's into the wedding thing again.
*wonder why he's planning soo fast. His wedding's not till next year. hmm*
Oh wells.
Just the thought of him being married makes me smile.
*one down another to go.hehe*
(:

Oh yes.
SHAM!
good luck for the 400m sprint tml!

oh yea and i was playing manhunt just now.
OMG its like fun.
Sorta like silent hill.
U guys need to try it out.
*freaked out my brothers. hahas*
(:

I'm off.
This headache's killing me.
Ciao ppl!

I was about to start doing some research for my report writing rite aft reading some posts from friends.
But aft i read this last one.
I guess i gota in a way write back.
(:

To this friend.
Whom i used to be very close with.
Whom i told a lot of secrets to.
Whom i tried to help.
Whom i guess i might have let down along the way.
Whom i still regard as a friend no matter what happens.
(:

Maybe along the course of being friends,
somethings happened.
That made both of us unhappy.
Maybe we heard things.
That wasnt true.
And we believed it.
Maybe we hurt each other.
In ways we didn't know.
And just moved on without changing it.
I dunoe.
Maybe.

But what i know is.
I heard things.
From ppl.
Which i hoped wasn't true.
I was told,
by people,
about some things about you.
As much as i never wanted to belive it.
Sometimes, i did.
Cause i saw it.
With my won eyes.

I know,
i did things,
you didnt like.
I know,
You're not entirely happy,
with my new ring of friends.
I know,
you think i said things,
that posed as negative to you.
Its ok.
I understand.

I wish.
There will be this time
When we can clarify things out.
To confirm.
Whether things we heard from others,
Are true or untrue.
Cause being honest to god,
i never wanted to lose a friend.
Which is you.

I know things have changed.
Even me and you.
Its obvious to see.
But i really hope,
the friendship we had,
could still be the same like old times.
Besides the fact of new friends.
Beside the fact of things we heard.
Besides the fact of things that happened.

I'm sorry.
For the things u heard about me.
Or if i offended you in any way.
Maybe one day,
we'll be able to talk again.
Hang out.
Like old times.
With the old group,
we first started out with.
The seven of us.
Just like old times.

*Lets fill in the missing blanks. Not assume it*

Good luck friend.

I'm back!
from camp lah.
(:

Interact Club Orientation Camp was fun.
Besides the many things that happened that made the camp not so pleasent at times,
still, the camp rocks! (:

Lets all just overlook the matter abt the delayed timings and all lah.
I've been an OIC of a camp before and i know how it feels like. (:

Anyways,
Camp was just amazing.
Met new friends.
Got to know my comm member.
*I'm in publicity btw*
Took pics here and there.
Activities were good.
Though can't really say that bout the food.
*yea but u cant expect five-star cuisines in a camp right? hahas*

Ok camp was fun and all.
but i'm glad to be back home.
Cos..
I MISS MY BED!
hahas.
yea, some of u guys know of my sleping disorder.
So yea.
i'm wayy lacking of sleep.
(:

Okies. Here's some pics i gt in my hp.
Waiting for the rest to upload other pics.
And hopefully Zul can send me the whole lot too.
hahas.
Ok so yea, mine's edited, obviously.
*Guys copy em if u wan aite! and if u wan e ori text me. (: *
*oh n this refers to Interact Club ppl k.*

(:

The Newbies

T.G.I.F

yea, totally. hahas.
Ok so Sham's bdae is in like 15 mins.
So before i forget.

Happy Birthday Hisham!
Ade je lah present nanti kau dpt ye. hahas.
All the best to you man and hope u have a great birthday! (:

Ok so moving on.
Skipped all classes today cause i was helping in the grad day ceremony.
Me, Hudz, Neko and Fizah.
Was fun lah.
Mainly cause we got to skip lessons.
hahas.

Ok so now, i feel like a good samaritan.
hahas.
Not to boast ok!
Just that, i rarely have the chance to help ppl out.
And today,
i helped out this disabled person.
He was deaf.
So yea.
I feel good right now.
(:

Moving on.
I'll be having camp tml!
can't wait.
Though, i feel bad that i won't be able to turn up for MC gathering tml.
Sighs.
*You guys better have fun aite!
Really miss you all!
Hope to meet up with you guys soon!*
Will be back on sunday!
So yea.
If you need me, Just text me aite. (:

Aite thats it
Gonna hit the sack.
Take care ppl!
Have a great looooong weekend!

FYI: MONDAY'S A PUBLIC HOLIDAY! YAY!

"Good Girl Gone Bad"
Rihanna.
*hmm can say i agree to the lyrics. hahas.*
*been there before. (:*


We stay moving around, solo
Ask us where you at, we don't know
And don't care (don't care)
All we know is we was at home cause you left us there
You got your boys and got gone
And left us all alone

Now she in the club with a freaky dress on
Cats don't want her to keep that dress on
Trying to get enough drinks in her system
Take it to the tele and make her a victim

Patron on brain, ball play you in the face
They shake the spot, she's just another case

[Chorus]
Easy for a good girl to go bad
And once we gone (gone)
Best believe we've gone forever
Don't be the reason
Don't be the reason
You better learn how to treat us right
'Cause onces a good girl goes bad
We gone forever

He's staying with a flock of them, oh, yeah
Got a girl at home but he don't care
Won't care (won't care)
All he'll do is keep me at home, won't let me go no-where
He thinks because I'm at home I won't be getting it on
And now I'm finding numbers in the jacket pockets
Chicks calling the house, non stop its
Getting out of control
Finally I can't take no more

He finds a letter on the stairs, saying this is the end
I packed my bag and left with your best friend

[Chorus]

We stay moving around, solo
Ask us where you at, we don't know
And don't care (don't care)
All we know is we was at home cause you left us there
You got your boys and got gone
And left us all alone

[Chorus]

We're gone forever
We're gone forever




Get Your Own Player!

From Blood Donation

COLD ROCK @ HOLLAND V!

Soooo gona go there again!

Right ben?

hahas

Cold Rock! here's the bar place. hahas.

Loges to the resque! hahas

Cold Rock!

Its sooo recommended to all to go try!

really! hahas