Posted on: Thursday, May 1, 2008
Posted at: 2:23 AM
Posted at: 2:23 AM
The most mendakest day of the week and it had to be today.
A holiday!
A day i was suppose to enjoy and relax!
sheesh.
ok i cant really stick to this opinion cos the week hasnt end yet.
but still.
MENDAK SEH!
I almost forgot abt this.
Froggie said i've changed.
M y friends said i've changed.
And yes i agree.
Cos i've said to myself that i've changed.
Somehow, im happy abt it.
But at times.
I wish i hadn't really changed.
In one ways or two.
*confusing myself. hahas*
I change cos of my surroundings.
Cos of my friends.
Cos of ppl who are no longer with me.
Cos of ppl who've left footprints in my life.
Cos of ppl who violated me.
Cos of ppl who recently entered my life.
Cos of friends who make my life worthwhile.
Cos of my family.
Cos i chose to.
I change to make ppl happy.
To adapt.
To make myself happy.
To lead my life the way i wish i had years ago.
To forget my past.
I'm trying to love myself.
Like how i used to.
Before i neglected it.
Before i made it hurt so bad i wanted to die.
Before i met some ass**les who i wish i hadnt met.
Before everything went wrong.
If u can't accept all this.
Deal with it.
Cos its my life.
Not yours.
I may hv changed on the outside.
My language.
My dressing.
My grp of friends.
My attitude.
But deep down inside.
There's still the old me.
That innocent girl who only wanted to make her parents happy.
To make her parents proud.
She's still in there.
Somewhere.
You see me as wild, unruly, out of control.
But in fact.
I am in control.
I changed for experience sake.
If i dun be wild now,
then when?
i dun think i wana be this way 10 yrs dwn the road.
That wld be insane!
hahas
I know how to react to diff ppl.
I know who i can be crazey with and who not to.
But if u cross the line.
Forget of even seeing me as nice and in control.
(:
She's changed.
Yea. She admits it.
If ur happy with the new her.
Good for you.
But if u want the old her.
Voice it out.
No harm in doing so.
Cos she may be different now.
On the outside.
Loud. Daring. Free.
But she can still be the old her.
I stand by these words.
Never Judge A Book By Its Cover.
*Don't say you know me unless u know the REAL me*
A holiday!
A day i was suppose to enjoy and relax!
sheesh.
ok i cant really stick to this opinion cos the week hasnt end yet.
but still.
MENDAK SEH!
I almost forgot abt this.
Froggie said i've changed.
M y friends said i've changed.
And yes i agree.
Cos i've said to myself that i've changed.
Somehow, im happy abt it.
But at times.
I wish i hadn't really changed.
In one ways or two.
*confusing myself. hahas*
I change cos of my surroundings.
Cos of my friends.
Cos of ppl who are no longer with me.
Cos of ppl who've left footprints in my life.
Cos of ppl who violated me.
Cos of ppl who recently entered my life.
Cos of friends who make my life worthwhile.
Cos of my family.
Cos i chose to.
I change to make ppl happy.
To adapt.
To make myself happy.
To lead my life the way i wish i had years ago.
To forget my past.
I'm trying to love myself.
Like how i used to.
Before i neglected it.
Before i made it hurt so bad i wanted to die.
Before i met some ass**les who i wish i hadnt met.
Before everything went wrong.
If u can't accept all this.
Deal with it.
Cos its my life.
Not yours.
I may hv changed on the outside.
My language.
My dressing.
My grp of friends.
My attitude.
But deep down inside.
There's still the old me.
That innocent girl who only wanted to make her parents happy.
To make her parents proud.
She's still in there.
Somewhere.
You see me as wild, unruly, out of control.
But in fact.
I am in control.
I changed for experience sake.
If i dun be wild now,
then when?
i dun think i wana be this way 10 yrs dwn the road.
That wld be insane!
hahas
I know how to react to diff ppl.
I know who i can be crazey with and who not to.
But if u cross the line.
Forget of even seeing me as nice and in control.
(:
She's changed.
Yea. She admits it.
If ur happy with the new her.
Good for you.
But if u want the old her.
Voice it out.
No harm in doing so.
Cos she may be different now.
On the outside.
Loud. Daring. Free.
But she can still be the old her.
I stand by these words.
Never Judge A Book By Its Cover.
*Don't say you know me unless u know the REAL me*