Guilt Ridden Rejector

I feel bad.
To have to reject so many.
Not one but many.
Not boasting.
Just stating the fact.
Sighs.

I don't feel good bout it ok.
Please know this.
I feel really really bad.
But i rather suffer now.
Then live a whole other lie.
For the rest of my life.

Please understand.
My situation.
For my decision is final.

For now.
I'll stay to one.
Remain vigilant to my studies.
Stick to achieving what i wanted to.
All the rest can wait.
No more pain.
No more heartache.

I'm leaving everything behind.
To move on with my life.
Saying goodbye to all that i know.
Welcoming the challenge.
I'm here to achieve.

I'm sorry.
To all those out there.
You know who you are.
You'll find better.
Really.
Trust me.
(: