"We make choices", so said someone to me.

no no no.
I've tweaked it a bit.

"I make my OWN choices", so said SD.

yes.
this i will fully agree on.
Cos when i'll need help.
I'll be sure to ask ok?
Seriously.
I mean it.

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Did AC prac assignment.
What a relief.
Think i managed it ace it?
I hope at least.

Had BCT after that.
Kinda slack.
Ended early.
Did the new crytal buffer.
99.99999999....%
Hope it'd turn out ok.
yea.

On to SB with neko and fish.
Free drinks thanks to hudz.
went back late.
slept 3/4 of the journey home.

Wasn't in the mood for anything at all today.
All i wanted was to hv a piece of mind.
Not to the "i wana be alone and emo" stage.
More to the "i wish i'd some mind space to myself thanks".
Its just one of those days.
I guess?
sighs.

"i see people cry and talk about their problems each and everyday. yet all i can do for mine is numb it out and pretend nothing's wrong. I don't want to mess things up again. I just want to move on. Im shattering up inside. Yet i don't feel the pain. Not long now. Its all gona burst and leak out. Just wait and see."

*im seriously wondering what the hell has gotten into me. I know smth's wrong. but what? all i feel now is so not me.