Its a sunday.
The last day whereby u can eat wadever u wan whenever you want.
Cos starting tmrw onwards.
Begins fasting mnth.
Oh yea..

Also the begining of the study week.
All nerdy modes on!
haa.
good luck jb0704A/P!

i wana go out.
to study lah
but then agn
i'm blardy lazy lah can.
but then agn
i know i must/need to study.
finals in like a week plus.
yea.
aft that.
i shall continue the newly adopted routine.

SD's newly adopted routine (for fasting mnth begining after 9th sept 08') :
1) Wake up for sahur.
2) Watch tevee till like noon.
3) Sleep till like 5pm.
4) Get stuff ready for buka.
5) Eat till i can't eat no more!
6) Repeat all steps over again.
hehehehe.

Slightly more than a mnth before i fly off.
Half of me is looking fwd to it.
But the other half just dun wana go.
sighs.
i finally realized how 2 mnths is like.
:(
i will miss you...
all of you...
esp you...

lalalalala. im hooked to big bang's songs.
thanks to neko.
haha.
though im no where near to being fanatic. (:

p.s: yest i found this old file.
which i worte anything and everything in it.
As i was reading it. i felt the most number of emotions at one time.
i dunoe wad to feel. i almost cried(almost!). i laughed my ass of.
haix. that file brings back memories.
which i wish i still had.
=

I woke up at almost 7pm today. yay. yea. yay. haha.
cos i slept only at uhh 9am?
so yea.
anyways,
here's the pics.

comments?
lol.
yes this insane girl finally wore a "dress".
hahas.
i'm shocked myself ok!
XD

I swear another morning like this and i'll go crazey.
hmm.

Missed school thanks to my lovely fever and headache appearing and re-appearing.
And along came good ol' diarrhea. gee.
haa. ok so i didnt hv to say that but it does make a good story eh. hehe.

anyways,
after waking up extremely late for sch.
and been dragging time before heading to docs.
i finally went cos i agreed to go for lunch with my god bro.
i love private docs.
checks are fast and unquestionable.
haa.

wednesday's my gynae check-up.
give me a break k i aint pregnant here.
hahas.
*tsk u shallow minded ppl. haha*

yea. gota get back to sch tmrw.
which i am sooo lazy to do.
been drowning myslef in ac notes cos i missed the test today.
damn.

i suddenly miss sch.
gee.

lets see.
the rest of the week's gona be like.
sch, docs, sch, family dinner (soooo not looking fwd to it!), sch, rsaf open hse maybe.
gee.

ahh okies. i gota get back to them notes.
ciao ya'll.
(:

i am so not interested anymore!
if only you could see this. sighs.

true friends couldn't care less about how you present yourself.
cos all they truly care about is the person you are.

really now?
i don't think this is the case for Everyone.
agreed?

been a busy weekend.
currently down with the flu and a lil fever.
nothing new there.
still very sleepy.
really.

ahh.
yes. i met my bro yest.
i miss him!
glad i met him outside mos.
he cares and i care! yay! (:
yes that was random but its a big deal for 'long time friends'.
hehe.

in craving for hotcakes.
god knows why.
hmm.

Test of true friends. --
If one day, i turned total punk-ass-ish.
Swearing and cursing without a care.
Hating every small little thing in this gawd-forsaken world.
Blasting harcore music all around.
Staring at people making them frown.
At some point even embarrasing you ppl i call friends.
Would you still care
or would you walk away?
And pls if u do plan to ans this.
dun straight away say"gosh ofcos i'll still care".
cos dats total bullshit.
think it over.
seriously.
cos in my life.
i've encountered them bullshitters.
who called themselves friends.
and disappeared the next moment.
when all things change.

real friends couldnt care less if your one hell of an ass on the outside.
cos the real person they care about is that one special person on the inside.
so are you a true friend?
cos i dare say i aint fully a true friend to everyone. it can;t all be sugary sweet memories...

Gota call dearie.
Make it short.
Went secret recipe with my gurls hudzie and que.
Blanja them
Hope you guys enjoyed.
Went popeye.
Took pics like mad.

Me and hudz went to lavender.
She got her sandals. (finally. haa)
Then to Bugis.
A roller coaster ride. yea.
But i gt my shades! thanks for helping me pick em out hudz!
Then to Bishan.
Met zaza. ooooo.
then off to hudzie hse.

Thanks to hudz parents for sending me back.
And gosh the baby is soooo cute! (:

I'm back. yes. (:

I'm not feeling too good.
But heck it
I'm back.
hehe.
Thanks to my friends who helped me yest.
And thanks to those who visited me today and yest. (:

I've nth much to say.
been heck of a week.
I love wheelchair races. hehe.

I don't feel bad for moving on faster then u imagined.
I don't feel bad for having to hurt you so much.
I no longer feel bad for all those broken promises.
Neither do i feel bad for all the time's i've seen you cry.

Cause i finally realized.
What goes around come around.
Esp when i was with you.

I'm glad for the changes i've made.
I'm glad for the new friends i've gained.
I'm glad for those who opened my eyes to a whole new world.
I'm glad to have met someone else, who shows the care and concern of someone more then a friend though we're just friends.
I'm glad for my friends, who stood by me no matter what happens.

I see now. the difference of how much more they mean to me, then you mean to me.
I'm sorry.

Thanks for the memories.
Thanks for the hopes, though dependentless.
Thanks for all the dreams, though shattered.
Thanks for being there a long time ago.
Thanks for walking out of my life.
You've lessened my amt of misery.
N i, to urs. (:

I love my family. (ok lah eh. hehe)
I LOVE my friends. (thanks for being there for me guys!)
I'm Starting to love my own life. (once more.)

SD loves all.
Almost all.
haa.
I love you friends. (:

Imma back!
After 2 days of not posting?
omg. feels longer than it really is.
hmm.
Think cos i "had soo much" that i wanted to blog abt. (:
*in this partially sleepy state i mite talk loads of crap so bare with me here!*

Went for froggie's birthday party with Meow on thur nite.
Wasn't too bad i guess.
Cos i met so many new ppl.
And had a fun time dancing with them.
Though nearing the end the music wasnt umm too my style lah.
*i was tempted to do jumpstyle seh! haha*
Ok the 2 hu i totally rmbr cos i talk to them is...
Bai and Wal.
Then i knew Cai and "butch". hehe. (hani now they call him that!)
den a whole bunch of others. yea.
Me and meow even gt a ride hm. (:
*pls dun change ur car colour pink! hee.*

Was out the whole day yest.
Didn't really sleep. yea.
went to watch a movie and hung out here and there till late.
*thanks for yest! (: *

With oh so much lacking of slp.
I went out yet agn this morning.
To make my atm card *like finally!*
then went to go get stuff.
then checkup for my contacts.
Now dad's making contacts!
and mum's making me buy coloured ones
even though im making my specs already.
hahas.
wad a day.

Looking fwd to tmrw.
Cos...
Im going JB!
so ppl.
if u plan to contact me.
I suggest only do it at night ok!
(:

meeting up next week to hang out with him agn.
So i think?
so he thinks too.
lol.
ok we made a deal that we hv to go gelare or cold rock.
so yea.
*u are missed yes. fair enough? hehe*
(:

Good luck to all for the tests next week!
One last lap guys!
we'll make it!

p.s: i'm soooooooo looking fwd to GEP!
p.s.s: its 2 mnths babe!
p.s.s: i think i had enough of my parents telling strangers that im going to GEP. haha.

Its final!
I'm going GEP with my dear Jean!
yay! (:
Though im still a lil sad i cldnt go with the other 2 that was supposed to go.
sighs.

Blogging now to hopefully study later.
BCT exam tmrw.
MUST ace it!
Yea.

Been editing pics.
The results below.
Comparing these to my old ones.
(which i've lost mostly cos my com died down on me.)
I realised.
YOU PPL ARE MAKING ME MORE INTO A GIRL!
hahahas.
Gues things change.
Wait no.
people change.
With the change in env.
e.g: FrIeNds!

I'm lovin you ppl!
My friends lah. duhh.
Cos aft what i've gone through.
(which i can say is a whole load of crap at one go)
Friend and family will always come first.
No matter what.
So yea.
I love them.
These friends of mine.
(those who are there for me esp!)

Went "shopping" yest with Hudzie and Meow.
Was fun being with them.
Hudzie bought tons of new clothes and CDs.
(i wana pinjam the seconhand serenade CD!)
And i gt myself some new stuff too.
Which is so not like me when i was still hiding underneath that rock.
(think abt it. it'll get to you. if not ask me k)

Things i'm looking ever so fwd to now:
- School (friends part je)
- Outings
- My GEP! (though sadly one of my classmates who was to go wid me had to back out. sad. :( )
*wonder hu's taking over*
- Finals (the faster its over the better!)
- Getting a new mini notebook laptop (i hope at least. "bro u better kp ur word!")
- Starting over my life once again. (actually it aint much diff even wen we're no longer together. hmm)
- GG training on thur. (cos my dear girl said she gd loads to share. so yea. haa)

anyways, speaking of GEP.
I NEED PEOPLE TO START TEACHING ME MANDARIN!
so yes. if u nice. and know mandarin. PLEASE HELP!
haas.

p.s: i love mum's scarf (the one i bought for her). wonder y. but i think im getting one too. hee.

p.s.s: this change of mine is freaking me out! haa. but I'm lovin' it!

p.s.s.s: smth is seriously wrong with me. help?!

Pics that i've yet to upload.
yea. hahas.

Here's a lil story we made up.

The tale about bears, money plant and cookies!

By Que and SD.

hahas

First of all.

The stories involves:

-Teddybears (which was on the reception table.)

-A bell (which was beside the bear)

-a money plant

-magnets on the whiteboard

-balloons near the reception table.

here goes!

One night(note its night!) the money plant got hungry and saw a box of butter cookies on the nearby reception counter and wanted to eat some. While creeping up to grab the cookies. One of the 2 teddybears beside the tins tried to stop it as they wanted it too. The money plant then stranggled the bear. In a streak of panic, the other bear rung the bell for help. Cause there was a sign behind the bell saying "ring for assistance". His ringing came to no avail. So he took one of the balloons and tied it on his friend. Then the other he tied it to the cookie tin. Then he save himself. yea. then the other bear. clinging on to dear life, used the magnet to spell out 'HELP!' on the whiteboeard.

yea.

haa.

I know i've got loads to share ant this week.
But aft blogging halfway.
And receiving that msg.
I dun think i can even THINK of words to say.
Owh wells.
Life goes on.

*Dun think i can be hurt much cos of u. I'm just numb. Cos it aint the first time.*

Anyways,
I've got my GEP.
Only i'll be off for 2 whole months.
Which i soooo can't wait abt.
Even though i wasn't too happy with what i gt.
*What ok not where!*.

Last friday.
The moment of the day.
Was at cotton on with hudzie.
First msg gotten was for her.
She got to go aust!
She screamed for joy.
Den mine.
I read the first few words.
And i screamed.
For the most opposite reasons ever!
Gosh.
But i guess these are the lil things we have to put up with in life.

What Jo said yest made me think.
Yea.
Guess all i can do now is look fwd to it.
In a sense that.
I'M LOOKING FOWARD TO BEING AWAY FROM HOME AND S'PORE FOR 2 BLOODY MONTHS! Wohoo!!
Esp aft the message yest.
Gawd i'm sooo looking foward to go.
Can 13th Oct come faster pls!
(:

While waiting for the interview.
I got bored and started recording a vid.
Was damn damn funny.
Shall post it up soon!
hehehe.

OH and fri was also like indulgance day.
Cos me and hudzie were like ar far east.
Ate with aidil and edvin.
Then we went to Gelare!
~heaven!
pics will be up soon.

Off to shop tomorrow.
Cos i really need to.
I worte it on my blog skin itself anyways. hahhas
Esp now since im going for GEP.
*May the cost i hv to pay be less than 800. I want that laptop ok!*

Currently hating the fact that my com gave up on me recently.
The more im bugging mum for a laptop regardless of what my bro says!
hmph.

Loving the fact that i'm back with my good ol' buddies.
We're all hanging out like one big happy family.
umm yea. sorta. haa.

Meow's havent been in sch lately.
So she better get her butt down on tuesday!
(:

*why do i have to be packed on a day where smth special's up. Next thur. I'll pray hard i can make it to your celebration. cause u invited me still. even though i've hurt u a lot. sigh*

Test! Test! Test!
dammit.
I have no mood to study lah! :(

I'm off.
Cheerios!

Looong week.
No mood to blog much.
Pics below.
Experiments, arts and crafts etc.

- Dear duckie's riding her friendly duck tour bout.
(duckie's riding a duckie. hee. cute lah)
- Poor meow's having problems waking up.
(hope it improves soon! you are really missed in sch)
- Fish's been in sch all the way! yea!
( i'm sure teach will sort out that SW teacher for u!)
- Dark secrets are revealed all around.
(dammit. its haunting me!)
- draggy days and sleepless nights.
(so much for catching up on zzzz during the loong weekend.)
- Somethings worng. But i don't know what it is.
(wad's wrong with me? *shake's self hard till gets a headache*)
- I want specs back!
(i love the contacts but sometimes all you want are them good ol' specs)

...save us dear god...