Stand up. Say your goodbyes. Wave. Walk away.

This is just a random post.
But i think its time i wrote this.

I hate those ppl who.
Asked you to help them
And when the works done.
Though they'd end up tweaking ur work a bit here and there.
They won't even acknowledge or credit u even a bit for your effort to help them.
I hate it when instead of doing that.
They will indirectly criticize you infront of everyone else.
Its like their making themselves look oh so almighty.
Whereas in truth, you're the one who had saved their arses from extinction.
Damit.
If its like this now.
Imagine how'd it be like in the actual workforce.
I guess now i know how dad felt 9 years ago.

Guess some people aren't worth it to be helped twice.

Lets be frank here.
I hate to say all this out.
But sometimes this is just what is needed for them to see.
Or at least i hope they'd see it.
If your guilty of it, i suggest you make ur amends now.
i aint saying that im perfect.
I'm guilty of such things too.
But i am trying my best to not let this mitake repeat again.

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some matters are best left untold.

Let it burn.
Let it hurt.
Let it leave a scar.
Let it teach me a lesson.
I shall never forget.

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i heard from bro that there's an increase in the number of "supposed to be" suicide cases nowadays.
Gee.
Why am i not surprised.
All i can say is...
If there is a chance i hope u ppl dun jump.
Work it out.
Talk to someone.
Find help.

or if all else fails,
don't forget to sign up for organ donation.
at least u died for a cause.
you saved more live's than u can ever imagine.

But seriously.
Go find help.

Cousin's back.
And she bought me stuff.
Stuff which i'd probably (not) use. heh.
OK so maybe its not my time to use em.
But u girls can borrow it if u want?
heh.

i think.
i dun relly feel like updating much today.
tired.
sim[ly said.
til then.
take care ppl!

F1 fever!! (:

Beauty In Ugly - Jason Mraz

she's so big hearted, but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we're made to think its a pretty person's world
but you are beautiful and you better go show it
go look again, you gotta be true to your own
if you really wanna go to the top
do you really wanna win?
don't believe in living normal, just to satisfy demand

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly

well you are fresh, you're face is fabulous
don't forget you're one of a kind
when nobody is checking the deeds you've done and nobody is hearing your cries
you make all of the fashion statements just by dressing up your mind
well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly
and see the beauty in ulgy

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart and oh
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly
see the beauty in a ulgy

Cute yellow duckies are not to bea eaten.
Easp when they're on top of chocs.
We shall freeze them and kp them for a very very very long time.
Yea as if.
haha.

Anyways,
I just found out my cousin also ordered some chocs from Gobi.
hahas.
cool huh.
Gobi runs in the family.
Though i still love the macaroons! woots!


Baby Zara's one lucky girl i tell ya.
And i cant believe its been a month already!
gosh.

Okies. I've nth much to update on anyways.
Besides the fact that my first attempt on baking a real cake was a success! yessa!
hahas.
Hope u guys like it.
(:

Out tmrw.
Another whole day out.
Gona be bloody tired.
Puasa's ending soon.
oh gosh.
n my "going out" list is piling up!
hmm....

SD is officially H-I-G-H tonite!

Besides the sorta like buka-ing with my m.c friends.
I think today's outing is as great as the one i had 2 days ago.
Though we're missing one member.

Azzizah i hope you get well soon!

Met up with Que at clark quay earlier.
We bought some cupcakes for our friends.
Then we headed down to TPY to have buka with them.
After that we all split.
Some of us went back to clark quay.
Some went home.

Those who went to clark quay,
well they sorta gota another treat. hehe.
Cause i promised Que that i'd treat her to the dessert at Gobi.
So we went.
And boy was it money well spent!
hahas,
i cant even describe the experience.
You have to taste it yourself.
p.s: bro u are soooooo getting that for ur wedding!

Went to buy them cute yummy morsels.
Then headed to SB.
Met sweetie for a bit.
Then we "changed" SB to lepak and enjoy our second round of dessert. heh.

Ok no more said. Pics are below. Enjoy!
p.s: Halim we must try the bungeee!!!! haaaaa!

Sunday was one of the best days spent for my holidays.
Mainly cause I FINALLY GOT TO GO OUT WITH MY M.C FRIENDS!
and also i got to spend time with him. (:

Was like a loooong night.
Went for dinner at p.s.
Head down to clark quay.
Had dessert at Paisley and Cream.
(only cause Gobi was closed. hmm. sooo early)
Then accompanied some of them while they went drinking.
Had a good chat with my dear brother Benson. haa.
Got home extra extra late but i managed to get by the nagging n all. hee.

Was a fun day out. (:
I miss u guys!
Gota go out again soon before skye goes in and i fly off k! (:
anyways, i dun really have ALL the pics yet.
So....
wad i post is what i consider good enuf for now. hehe.

Let me go.
Let me go.
Let me go.

as much as i don't want to.

LET ME GO!

the faster the better.
end my misery.
i don't want to repeat what i've left behind.
don't stop me.
just let me go...

please...

Damn dat phrase really hits the spot here.
And i saw it on a banner hung on the fence of elias park pri.
Primary school ok!
Shld put it in sec schs instead.
Wld hv been a better help.
heh.
ok wad m i saying.
hmm...

My day was made with the introduction of a new key-chain like soft toy. hahas.

Live Your Life - T Pain ft Rihanna

(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)

(T.I.):
Nevermind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away.
Amazing they ungreat for after all the games I gave away.
Safe to say I paved the way, for you can't get paid today.
You still be wasting days away, nah had I never saved the day.
Consider them my protégé, how much I think they should pay.
Instead of being gracious, they violated and made you wait.
I never been a hater still I love them, yeah I graze the way.
Some say they so yay and no they couldn't even work on Labor day.
It aint that they black or white, their hands of area in shades of grey.
I'm West side anyway, even if I left the day it fades away.
Some move away to make a way not move away cause they afraid.
I'll go back to the hood and all you ever did was hate away.
I pray for patience but they make me want to face away.
Like I once made them scream, now I could make them plead their case away.
Been thuggin' all my life, can't say I don't deserve to take a break.
If you ever see me catch a case, and watch my future fade away.

(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life.

(T.I.):
I'm the opposite of moderate, immaculately polished with the spirit of a hustler and the swagger of a college kid.
Allergic to the counterfeit, impartial to the politics.
Articulate but still would grab a nigga by the collar quick.
Whoever had problems, they reckonsile they just holla 'tip.
If that don't work and just fails, then turn around and follow 'tip.
I got love for the game but ay I'm not in love with all of it.
I do without the fame and the rappers nowadays are comedy.
The hootin' and the hollerin', back and forth with the argueing.
Where you from, who you know, what you make and what kind of car you in.
Seems as though you lost sight of whats important with the positive.
And checks until your bank account, and you're about poverted.
Your values is a disarrayed, prioritized are horribly.
Unhappy with the riches cause you pis-pone morraly.
Ignoring all prior advice and fore warning.
And we might be full of ourselves all of a sudden aren't we?

(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay. Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
So live your life.

The whole day yesterday was really worth while.
Accompanied him while he worked.
Hung out at Vivo.
And buka at sentosa.
By the end of the night.
Dat day became a special day. For us at least.
15 Spet 08.
:)

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Went back to sch today to accompany Fizah for her interview session with the mystery triathelete. hee.
We shall not reveal him for inteview purposes.
ITE CE student, if u'd like to know who it is, pls check out the sch mag wen its published. hehe.
Went with Que too!
So while Fizah was interviewing that mystery person,
me and Que sat at the side making up jokes.
Everything came up.
Started from Ninja Turtles.
Ended up with what our family want from China.
hahas.
We laughed our arses off.
(:

Then we all hung out at TM for a bit.
Got some stuffs.
Then headed back home.

Oh what a day to have to climb 13 flights of stairs only to return to a powerless home.
(means no electrical appliances can be used)
sigh.

well anways im back now. hee.

I WANA GO BLADE!
thur. confirm. for sure. better be. wether anyone wana folow or nt. hah.
XD

p.s: Marscapone Cheese. One of the most ex cheese i ever bought! n i still need more! tsk!

p.p.s: Ilyb

Chocolates have impt facts too!

Photobucket helps alot.

To help u remember old experience.

And all i did.

Was turn it into a scrapbook.

weeee~

My word still stands

I wana be alone.

(:

In too deep a little too fast for my liking.

I don't want to hurt you.

I hope this one week.

Will show you that problem of mine that you've been asking me about.


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I wish to write.
But i've barely the words to.
I wish to say it out.
But i know i'm obliged to.
All i can think of now,
is to really be alone.
Cos all i need now.
Its much peace and quiet.
I don't want to be arounf anyone.
I just want to be alone.

Oh and for heaven's sake.
If you think i'm being emo.
Jus cos my post is like this.
You better not say it to me.
Or you'll get a whole lot of hell.
Trust me.

I'm not in the mood for your stupid opinions.
Neither am i for any stupid remarks.
Just shut it and keep it to yourself thanks very much.

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my heart of stone

the word's screaming in my head.
n i wonder why.
ok its no suprise cos i looooooooveee coffee.
BUT.
right now all i want is sleep!

i've only slept for like 2 hrs in the last 48hrs.
gee.
i woke up feeling like crap for my checkup.
and wen i was abt to b sound aslp.
they HAD to wake me up!
thus i can't sleep.

No sleep = cranky SD
Cranky SD = u talk crap and i'll give you crap!

there.
its summarized.

i feel sooo much better now.
(:

so if i sorta hurt u wee lil feelings today.
i'm sorry.
pls understand the mini equation above.

I LOVE PURPLE PAIN KILLERS!
Woooooooooo~

*overdose it and i become numb. hmmm.*

I would so love to say.
I LOVE MY HOLS.
But its sooo the opposite now.

Its been sooo boring.
Esp now that there's no studying to be done.
*yea seriously*
its like there's nth for me to do.
hmm.
*maybe cos hols and fasting mnths doesnt go well together. heh.*

my days feel sooo wasted.
and im in no mood to go plan wad to pack for my trip in a months time.
sighs.
n my room is screamin to be cleaned.
im just not in the mood.
damn.

anyways,
picked up a new project.
as a tee designer for my lil bro's class.
haa. wth.
n i gt myself caught up for the school mural design project.
anyone wan in?
(:

ok im off.
damn.
hate this feeling.

hey you.
i made up my mind.
I'm sorry for what i wld hv to tell u.
in time to come.
i just cant risk it anymore.
pls understand.

The 'M' word.

Sometimes. All i want to do. Is to let go.

*At the ending of this post. There's a method of stress relief. To learn. Pls read till end. Thank You. hehe. *

I became a ggod girl today.
And stayed home all day.
Cos mummy told me so.
*damn*
haa.



anyways, spent the day snoozing and watching random movies.
and i mean random.
with a press of a few buttons,
i had been surfing god knows how many channels on cable.
haa.

moving on to better things.
hehe.
Picture taking's tmrw.
woop-dee-doo.
yea. that ends there. haa.

as always i've been searching for more new quotes/sayings.
n i found a whole lot!
here's some.
(:

Here's the solutions to ur stress problems.

Cure not guranteed.

and obviously.

I WILL NOT HOLD RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY INJURIES OBTAINED BY PERSON WHO FOLLOWS THESE STEPS!

hehe.

Almost forgot abt this. haha.
anyways, went to royal plaza hotel for the buffet dinner.
*faints*
spoilt for choice.
damn the small stomach space. haa.