Reality. Finally.

God knows what that means. hah.
Ok so here i am in lab. bored. dying. suffering.
Tomorow's Friday! yay!
umm. yea. yay.
hah.
Ok so its been a slow day. and i mean slow.
right aft i ate lunch. slacked arnd a bit in da room.
got soo bored i started pacing up and down the room.
Then i automatically walked out. hahas. walked out walk arnd. saw a spider and headed back in.
gawd. i can't believe i was that bored. yea.

Looking fwd to saturday though.
Going to the Black Draqgon Place.
So at least there's smth to do.
and its sooo nearby. like a 10 min walk?
means WE CAN SLEEP IN! YAY!
haha. so yea.
then i tot sunday we shall go explore that hill thing dats also the gate to tge botanical gardens which u will find a pond and u cross the pond and your are in town.
so at least thats wad my supervisor said. hahas.

up to more shopping soon. next week maybe?
cause im left with getting 2 more bags. 3 set of kids tee.
2 pairs of shoes.
1 more jacket.
and my jeans. (totally not referin to my friend here k! haha)
oh n a skirt
hahas.

Rotting rotting rotting.
The routine work is boring me to death.
Esp the waiting.
Gosh.
I think. if i had to work in the science field.
I would find one that lets me work outside!
heck with the spiders.
i need the outdoors!
hahas.

so yea. (:
dats abt it i guess.

oh oh and reminder to all.
IF YOU WANA SKYPE PLS EMAIL ME AT SUICIDEDEVIL7@GMAIL.COM TO BOOK A DATE!
for we have one laptop with webcam and mic. thank you. (:
*unless we ask u skype with us lah. dats a diff story. haha*

The inevitable arrival of the all mighty CHOCOLATE! (:

Jeans parcel finally arrived today. Yay for Jean! and also her aunt!
cause along with all the knick knacks and hp chargers and (let me stress on this) COCKROACH TRAP,
her aunt also sent us chocolates! hee.
im high looking at it only. (:
absolute vanilla to celebrate! or not. heh. (kidding!)

Anyways, we will be high on chocs tonight!
hahas.

So im in the 3rd week of my work phase and like 5 more weeks to go. yay!
im already high on the shopping. Almost done. (:
Which just means more thime for sight seeing! yay!
ok im high on the 'yay'-ness cause the choc arrived.
a lil history on why.

1) Jean wun let me purchase chocs no matter from where it maybe.
2) The chances of my mum sending me chocs here are like one in a million
3) point 2 probably goes for everyone else. (:

yea thats why.

niways, plans for the week.
besides slaking in the lab playing dtx wenever i have no work. (like now)
probably be working all the way and then friday probablly try that halal steamboat place dat Jean wana go.
Den saturday we're heading to the Black Dragon Place.
Sunday probably skyping and catching up on gossip girls complete season one CD that i got for my dear friend.
hahas.

I think my luggage wen im back will be FULL of clothes. and BAGS! i mean it. i just got another request for bag.
hahas. niways, nothing will beat mum's gift. the full complete set plus ingredients to accompany it. (:
hope she'll like it.

Its getting cold on this side of the globe but im getting used to it. I can finally wear shorts and say it aint cold but just nice. hahas. which amazes me for i have very low tolerance to the cold when i was back home. weird eh.
im awaiting the day we get to go explore the botanical gardens behind. I finally found out that the road i've been straing at for 2 weeks was the actual gate to the botanical gardens! hah.
so now i know why the teachers kept saying that there are tons of gates here. its true really.
though im not keen on going there. cause all the spiders here are huge!
do they like a conspiracy meeting here or something?
its like it has been raining but they never seem to be washed away. like where is the logic in that now?
hmm.
oh n i've actually read a book. ok so technically its not a real book. but the story was written in words docs and consisted in about 349 A4 pages. so i consider it a novel in ur laptop. anyways, thanks to aisyah for it. i got hooked! i couldnt stop reading cause i really wanted to end the first book! so i stayed up till late reading. hehe. thank god i didnt work yest. (:
on to book 2 now! (:

oh one last thing to add before i go off. Don't be suprised if there's make up all over me when im back. Cause my dear sis Jean has been making me her life sized barbie and plan to make me stay that way. hahas. her hapiness and my nightmare. gee.

p.s: meow meow when u wana skype? better be soon okies! (:
p.p.s: miss my family! luv em all! (riza i will for sure bring cocroaches on a stick whne im back. all toasted and seasoned! hahahaha! oh n u are in charge of my room wen im away. just don't mess it up!)
p.p.p.s: imy and ily.
p.p.p.s: for request of souviniers above the price of 50 yuan, pls transfer sing dollars to my acc! haha.
p.p.p.p.s: to skype, pls book a date. confirmed unavailable days are wed, thur, sar and sunday. (pls bk before the start of each week. thanks. (:
p.p.p.p.p.s: to view pics. pls go to jeans blog on my links. cause SD is lazy to up
load them! (:

To all u faithful blog readers of mine. I just got back and im here to say come back tmrw or sunday to read my blog k. cos im TIRED and i had a fun day shopping n i havent shower so yea. hahas!
take care all.

Family: yes yes i miss u all loads. buying stuff for u ppl. heh. take care. love u!

B: miss u lots too dear... take care. love u lots.

My Boyfriend the Rotavapor and My Affair with the Column.

hahahaha.

The two equipment filling my days in Kunming lab.
Think when im back, im for sure to have mastered the proper ways of using a column and the rotavapor. Not bragging. But really. Im told dat im to be doing that every single day! damn. Oh wells. Beats having to do work in a company and not being able to use internet while working! hehe.
*i bet some of u getting jealous rite!*

Niways, if u guys wanna see pics, being me im lazy to upload now. Cause my batts dying soon.
So go wonder to jeans blog okies. i bet u she uploaded all the pics! hehe.

Yea niways, these are the rare chances that i get to blog in the lab. so yea. hahas.
Been a week and a half since i got here. and its been good. i guess. yes i do sorta get homesick. esp for my mum's cooking. for the toilet at home. for my beloved bed and fluffy pillows. and also for the tv! (:
ok ok and not forgetting my family and friends. heh.
*i know u'd kill me if i dun write that dwn! (: *

Oh wells. one and a half week down. 5 and a half more weeks to go. not too bad.
Gona visit this place called the Black Stone Forest.
(thats wad mr goh refered to anyways)
so yea..

okies ive not much to update on anymore. hahas.
latest news is that we have successfully did laundry! (:

kies gtg now.
take care u guys!
do email me if there's anything.
and dun forget. GO JEANS BLOG FOR PICS! (:

Love Rash.

p.s: i miss u lots and lots b.... ily..

The rare moments of when SD finally updates. hehe.
Ok so its been a week here in kunming.
everything's been ok.
so u wld think. hahas.
anyways, been a while since i blogged.
so here it is.

belows the pic of this huge durian we found at carefour! hahas. huge rite?
if only cld bring hm. hehe.
aite aite. will update more soon.









Jean: http://www.mininova.org/tor/1364714

SF: Imy loads. Ily lots and lots too.... (:

In Kunming.
Its cold.
I'm partially freezing.
Me and Jean bth are surviving.
People are friendly here.
I don't have much time to update.
will do wenever i can.
for pics and more.
Please visit Jean's blog.
At my link i think.hehe.

Ok take care guys!
anything pls email me at suicidedevil7@gmail.com
will reply wenever i can.
Thanks!

p.s: baby i miss u lots! please take care and check ur email ok! (:

The day has come.
I'm counting down the hours till i have to leave for the airport.
sighs.
as much as im looking fwd to it.
i dun feel the excitement that im supposed to.
hmm...

Bags all packed and i swear its freaking heavy.
Wouldnt be surprised if its more than 20kg. (though i hope not) heh.
One BIG luggage and one backpack thats freaking HEAVY!
and all there is in them are tons of food n minimal clothing. hahas.

Gona miss my friends.
Like really.
Like seriously.
My ITE mates and interactors plus those special bunch. (:

Take care ya'll!
Catch up in 2 mnths aite.
Though i'll be updating from time to time.
hehe.
wish me luck for waking early once more! hehe.
(:

p.s: my line will be inactive.
So anything pls email me at suicidedevil7@gmail.com.
Thanks ppl! ;)

As the days draw nearer, the more i feel like i don't want to go... sighs.

I guess things around me makes it harder to leave.
The fact that i'm unable to meet some of my really good friends.
The fact that i'm gonna be missing a whole lot of other bunch of special ppl.
And the fact of mini problems slowlyroppiing up out of the blue.
sighs.

Trying to have a better outlook on things.
I suppose.
My mood haven't really been too good lately.
And i've been hating it.
Damit i feel like im about to write a hate post.
hmm...

Ok ok i shant reveal all the negative crap here.

Looking onto the brighter side.
So as to say?
I'm leaving in a day.
wow.
i'm sooo not excited!

Gona have one final gathering at my cousin's tmrw.
Then a long day doing final last minute stuffs.
oh wells.
final days are meant to be like tat i guess.

aite aite.
i'm off.
ciao ppl!

My Dear Small Laptop.
Acer Aspire One. Brown. hehe

What Rashidah Means

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

Got a chance to chat with my fellow interactors from phili just bow.
Gosh i miss them loads.
heh.

To those who are currently not feeling too well.
Do take care and get well soon okies!
And to the rest.
Take care n hoefully i'll see u guys on saturday! (:
Enjoy the fri shopping trip guys!
*scorpian pendant pls. hehe*

Today turned out to be a sorta good day after all.
I suppose.
Only cause i FINALLY got my laptop!
Which is like sooo freakin small!
Which like everyone tried to hide it from me.
Which is brown.
Which makes everyone else wants it.
Which is cute.
hahas.

Acer Aspire One.
Bloody hell small.
But bloody light.
And bloody useful.
n come with the external DVD drive. heh.
(:

ahhhhh....
;)

anyways,
gep is 5 days away. heh.
can't wait.
in a way.
But sometimes i dun wana go...
sighs.
better get ny brain to the right setting soon...


*sweetie u aint making it any easier for me to leave. as much as i wun wana leave u... u know i'll b back. won't forget u for sure okies. ily* (:

By The Way
-Hinder

In the winding down hours
I let your heart down again
(What did I do to make a scene so gory?)
(I'm no better than the ones before me)
Old habits die hard
I always end up hating the end
(What did I do to make a scene so gory?)
(I'm no better than the ones before me)

I'm in the middle of a breakdown
Watching you scream
In the middle of a breakdown
Screaming at me
And by the way
By the way
What made you think you'd have it your way?
And by the way
By the way
Don't say I didn't warn you
That I'll always stay the same

Speechless and frozen
Uncomfortable silence again
(What did I do to make a scene so gory?)
(I'm no better than the ones before me)
I'm in the middle of a breakdown
Watching you scream
In the middle of a breakdown
Screaming at me
And by the way
By the way
What made you think you'd have it your way?
And by the way
By the way
Don't say I didn't warn you
That I'll always stay the same

Battered and bruised
Broken confused
It's time we both knew
Can't stop what I started
This time we both lose, lose
And by the way
By the way
What made you think you'd have it your way
And by the way
By the way
Don't say I didn't warn you
That I'll always stay the same
The same, the same,
I'll always stay the same
(battered and bruised)
The same, (broken confused), the same
I didn't warn you that I'd always stay the same

One more week left!

To those who departed for philli.
Sent them off sat morn.
Hope they're having fun now.
sorta. heh.

I've a week left.
Barely packed.
Got some supplies from uncle though.
Didnt know a skater's bag wld help. hah!
looooong way to go! wooooooo~

Out with cuzzie.
like finally.
like yay!
hahas.
2 best moments combined tmrw.
blading n hanging out with my cuzin.
(:

i'm off.
take care all. (:

*home aint a nice place to be at no more. midnite outings here i come!*

imyb.

the day Wallie the Monkey was born...

hehe.

Had a fun day out today.
Though i woke up damn late.
heh.
Met Pup at Plaza S.
Went food venturing.
Met his fren.
Slacked.
yea...

then met ben.
went for din.
then went to get a monkey at bear factory.
That was soooo the highlight of the day.
cause he had a gd laugh and i got all embarrased.
i had to do a Bear Test.
Gosh.
hahas.
Took us like an hr plus?
just to finish the skater monkey that represent my skater boy.
lol.
(:

Thanks Ben and pup!

To all those going for the philli trip.
Good Luck and Have Fun kay guys!
i'll be sending you guys off tmrw.
(:

OK.
so ben took the pic of the monkey all.
i'll post em when i get em aite.
bear test.
sheesh.
even had to groom it!
lol.
i felt like a 8 year old!
lol.

Selamat Hari Raya to all!

and

Happy Birthday To Syamim my dearest nephew.

heh.

Updates sooon...

p.s: I love magic candles! hehehe.