Posted on: Sunday, November 2, 2008
Posted at: 4:13 AM
Posted at: 4:13 AM
STEAMBOAT CHINA STYLE!
hahahaha.
3 weeks flew by but it was one hell of a time!
wasn't easy at first i shall admit. and it still aint easy now.
first days wen in and we started missing home bit by bit. sometimes random things could just trigger us and the tears would start to well up and sometimes if unable to be controlled. it will just flow freely. unknowingly. mostly when we wana go to sleep.
the week after. slowly getting used to the new enviornment which we soon had to call our home for 2 months. the cold became bearable. we found new ways to make life easieer. we went on our first shopping trip. it was making us feel much better.
from time to time i would think about home. mum, dad and my brothers.
i would think about the one other person i care alot for.
then came my friends.
and i'd start that homesick feeling all over again.
though now. its bearable. though i can't say those tears totally disappeared.
sometimes aft skyping. i would feel this empty hole in me. its like somethings missing. the missing hole was really just the missing for home. i long to go back. to stop these stupid tears. to feel the actual warmth heat from the once blazing sun i knew back home. to have a proper toilet and proper hygene life. hahas.
yea...
anyways, my luggages like almost full yet shopping aint over. so yea. (:
waiting for the package from pup.
spent the day watching movies and finishing the 2nd bk. New Moon by Stephanie Meyers and starting on her 3rd book, Eclipse. u ppl should read it!
hahas.
ok ok i don't want to say much or i'd start welling up with tears again soon. so yea.
I miss u all...
hahahaha.
3 weeks flew by but it was one hell of a time!
wasn't easy at first i shall admit. and it still aint easy now.
first days wen in and we started missing home bit by bit. sometimes random things could just trigger us and the tears would start to well up and sometimes if unable to be controlled. it will just flow freely. unknowingly. mostly when we wana go to sleep.
the week after. slowly getting used to the new enviornment which we soon had to call our home for 2 months. the cold became bearable. we found new ways to make life easieer. we went on our first shopping trip. it was making us feel much better.
from time to time i would think about home. mum, dad and my brothers.
i would think about the one other person i care alot for.
then came my friends.
and i'd start that homesick feeling all over again.
though now. its bearable. though i can't say those tears totally disappeared.
sometimes aft skyping. i would feel this empty hole in me. its like somethings missing. the missing hole was really just the missing for home. i long to go back. to stop these stupid tears. to feel the actual warmth heat from the once blazing sun i knew back home. to have a proper toilet and proper hygene life. hahas.
yea...
anyways, my luggages like almost full yet shopping aint over. so yea. (:
waiting for the package from pup.
spent the day watching movies and finishing the 2nd bk. New Moon by Stephanie Meyers and starting on her 3rd book, Eclipse. u ppl should read it!
hahas.
ok ok i don't want to say much or i'd start welling up with tears again soon. so yea.
I miss u all...