Strange Emotions.

I'm sorry i over reacted. Kinda let my emotions get to me again. sighs. sorry!
*the person who the above sentence is going out to will know themself who the person is*
i hope anyways. hee.

This GEP trip is more of a emotional roller coaster ride. Tests you physically and mentally.
Physically in the sense of the weather i guess. Compared to Singapore's weather. Both places have a BIG variation when it comes to weather. Singapore's always so hot and humid when it ain't raining during the monsoon season. But here. Rain or shine. Its almost never hot. Its like you barely feel the heat though the weather's always cold. And when i say cold. I mean cold. Nonetheless. You can still see people wearing short sleeved shirts or even short skirts and just wondering around like its not cold. I get jealous when i see that. Mainly cause even me, walkinga round outside wearing jeans, long-sleeved/short sleeved shirt plus a jacket on still shiver at the weather sometimes. sighs.
This place is acceptionally well for those of you who don't like the blazing heat but love the shine of the sun. Cause down here. Its 24/7 air conditioning. Day and night. No off buttion so as to say. And its colder when it rains. Im shivering my ass off typing this now. hahas.
Oh oh and also the way people live here. It ain't like Singapore. Its more to the you do what you have to do to survive. If you want your lifestyle here to be what its like in singapore, uhh sad to say i doubt u'd survive. hahas. hey i made a lot of sacrifices being here ok! (:

**The VP just walked passed me and saw me typing this. hahas. all he did was look at me smiled and laugh. gee**

Anyways, back to the topic i was rantinga bout. Physical challenges done. Mentally related challenges.
Such as....The fact that you will be very homesick the moment you're here. Somewhat 700 miles away from home. Sighs. and you're family back home. Friends. Significant others. kekeke. anyways, wad i really mean is you will miss hoe very much though when you come back you will start appreciating it more. trust me. Bintan is nothing compared to this. (

Things i miss back in Singapore:
1) Seat Toilets!! (:
2) Local home made food!
3) Water Heaters!
4) My Bed!
5) The Heat!
6) My Family!
7) Everyone else!

Things i WANT/MUST do when i get back:
1) USE THE TOILET!
2) HAVE A PROPER LONG HOT SHOWER!
3) GO LJS! hahahaha any takers?
4) GO BLADING!
5) GO TO THE BEACH!
6) Spend time with my family
7) Spend time with my friends/bf.
8) Give out them souviniers. heh.
9) EAT MUM'S HOME COOKED MEALS! *suddenly im getting sick of fast food*
10) mos importantly. INDULGE IN AS MUCH CHOCS AS I CAN.
hahahas.

Things that i will miss in Kunming:
1) Shopping
2) Being independant
3) Spicy cheap food. heh
4) The ice cream *though i can get it in singapore but still its somehow nicer here. hmm*
5) The weather
6) The people from my lab
7) The adventures i have with Jean.


i am officially sivering my ass off now cos i just had a nice hot shower n now im outside. its like so cold!!!! hahas. freezing sia!