Posted on: Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Posted at: 8:17 PM
Posted at: 8:17 PM
My Sudden Addiction to Elmo's World Theme Song.
haaaaaaa!
I think this headache + stomach ace + medication + the one other thing.
Damn it really kills me.
One moment i'm high.
The next i'm angry.
And the next i'm shivering uncontrolably on my bed like a worm says my friend.
haha.
Its sooooo weird!
And i hate it.
Really really hate it.
*oooh i smell the brownies baking well in the oven! yes! success! (:*
Moving on.
I've barely had sleep since 2 weeks ago.
And yet.
I am wide awake so early in the morning.
Got home almost close to 7am just now.
and No i didn't go for the countdown thing. *grumbles*
Went out to slack with a friend and ended up with one hell of an adventure.
hahas.
p.s: dun ever let me drink redbull when i lack of slp!
Currently.
Baked the "cake" for the party later.
Which was this trial and error thing.
Which i'm praying hard that it would turn out ok and not burnt. teehee.
Gona be having the family dinner thingy later this evening.
Organized solely by our beloved cousin/doctor.
hahas.
Ok honestly.
I ain't looking fwd to the gathering.
Cause....
No not cause of family.
I just dun think i am in the right condition.
Esp with all this pain and such.
SUcks!
i could barely walk straight.
oh god.
Ok enough.
I can't think no more.
The headache is back.
sobs.
Niways.
Take care all.
Hope you have a great day at the start of this new year.
All the best aite!
(:
**Don't forget those you love and who have helped you while heading to the top**
Bro's moving out!
woots!
kekekekeke.
haaaaaaa!
I think this headache + stomach ace + medication + the one other thing.
Damn it really kills me.
One moment i'm high.
The next i'm angry.
And the next i'm shivering uncontrolably on my bed like a worm says my friend.
haha.
Its sooooo weird!
And i hate it.
Really really hate it.
*oooh i smell the brownies baking well in the oven! yes! success! (:*
Moving on.
I've barely had sleep since 2 weeks ago.
And yet.
I am wide awake so early in the morning.
Got home almost close to 7am just now.
and No i didn't go for the countdown thing. *grumbles*
Went out to slack with a friend and ended up with one hell of an adventure.
hahas.
p.s: dun ever let me drink redbull when i lack of slp!
Currently.
Baked the "cake" for the party later.
Which was this trial and error thing.
Which i'm praying hard that it would turn out ok and not burnt. teehee.
Gona be having the family dinner thingy later this evening.
Organized solely by our beloved cousin/doctor.
hahas.
Ok honestly.
I ain't looking fwd to the gathering.
Cause....
No not cause of family.
I just dun think i am in the right condition.
Esp with all this pain and such.
SUcks!
i could barely walk straight.
oh god.
Ok enough.
I can't think no more.
The headache is back.
sobs.
Niways.
Take care all.
Hope you have a great day at the start of this new year.
All the best aite!
(:
**Don't forget those you love and who have helped you while heading to the top**
Bro's moving out!
woots!
kekekekeke.
Posted on:
Posted at: 1:51 AM
Posted at: 1:51 AM
My mind's blank.
Pre-occupied with this madness of a headache.
Its ok.
I guess.
Thanks for today.
The so called hanging out part.
It was.
Nice.
The best way to put it.
Thanks for being there once more.
For the last time that is.
Good luck and all the best in 2009.
For all that happened.
For all that was said.
For all the truths.
For all the lies.
I apologize.
For all the hurt.
For all the pain.
For the all grief.
For all you regrets.
I wish i could have taken it all back.
But i know i can't.
Please understand.
That i am filled with regret.
And i am remourseful towards you for what i have done.
Though as much as i know.
These apologies will never be enough.
If there is any way i can make things up to you.
Please don't hesitate to let me know.
Anything at all.
*withing barries, limits and wadever else that is that has the same meaning*
Take care.
Enjoy the countdown.
Stay safe aite.
I'll cya around.
Maybe.
Maybe not.
We'll see.
p.s: thanks for the experience and memories. friend.
Pre-occupied with this madness of a headache.
Its ok.
I guess.
Thanks for today.
The so called hanging out part.
It was.
Nice.
The best way to put it.
Thanks for being there once more.
For the last time that is.
Good luck and all the best in 2009.
For all that happened.
For all that was said.
For all the truths.
For all the lies.
I apologize.
For all the hurt.
For all the pain.
For the all grief.
For all you regrets.
I wish i could have taken it all back.
But i know i can't.
Please understand.
That i am filled with regret.
And i am remourseful towards you for what i have done.
Though as much as i know.
These apologies will never be enough.
If there is any way i can make things up to you.
Please don't hesitate to let me know.
Anything at all.
*withing barries, limits and wadever else that is that has the same meaning*
Take care.
Enjoy the countdown.
Stay safe aite.
I'll cya around.
Maybe.
Maybe not.
We'll see.
p.s: thanks for the experience and memories. friend.
Posted on: Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Posted at: 8:32 PM
Posted at: 8:32 PM
What's done is done and nothing else can be done to resolve it.
That is what i will stand by on until i make it through all the crap that is lingering.
What had happened was for the best.
You know it.
I know it.
We know it.
Everyfucking person in the world knows it.
Damn.
Being numb on one side is not the way to start a day.
Not when you old pain is back and you are having a massive headache.
I've barely had sleep. Urgh.
So as i say goodbye to another year.
Which is a total disaster.
Just like last year.
I am hoping another same year will not appear and repeat itself once more.
There's so much i wish to write.
To explain.
To say.
But what the hell yes.
No point wasting my time.
Good luck to all for the next upcoming year.
WIsh you all the best and a happy new year.
Have dun partying guys! (:
Loves SD
That is what i will stand by on until i make it through all the crap that is lingering.
What had happened was for the best.
You know it.
I know it.
We know it.
Every
Damn.
Being numb on one side is not the way to start a day.
Not when you old pain is back and you are having a massive headache.
I've barely had sleep. Urgh.
So as i say goodbye to another year.
Which is a total disaster.
Just like last year.
I am hoping another same year will not appear and repeat itself once more.
There's so much i wish to write.
To explain.
To say.
But what the hell yes.
No point wasting my time.
Good luck to all for the next upcoming year.
WIsh you all the best and a happy new year.
Have dun partying guys! (:
Loves SD
Posted on:
Posted at: 9:11 AM
Posted at: 9:11 AM
Out out out and got back late.
Once more i got away with it. hehe.
*only cause i wun be heading out tmr...*
Met Zed.
Since he was goin to woodlands and we were to meet anyways.
Exchange of movies!! (:
Went to tamp.
Met my director today.
Interact Year Book.
gee.
i guess i can handle this one. yes?
*prays hard*
Then headed down to Woodlands civic.
Met Hudzie to pass her smth.
Slacked there almost the rest of the day.
Headed back home.
Tired to the max.
Sighs.
To have met up with my friends today is like...
Yea something i really needed.
Esp a friend that i could talk to.
(:
Days done.
Posted on:
Posted at: 9:06 AM
Posted at: 9:06 AM
My Most Troubled Year.
My 18th year in this life.
It ain't a year that i'm proud or even fond of.
So many things happened in such a short period of time.
And with the next blink of the eye, its the last day of the year.
I can;t believe the year is ending already.
How time flies when you barely notice it.
To be able to put behind all that happened to me this year.
That is something i am soo looking foward to.
I don't want to hold grudges.
Neither do i want to make certain matters worse.
Call me a coward for all i care.
I'm just gona be happy to get away from all this.
And in 2 months.
I will be prepared to graduate.
wohoo...
to be away from the school system.
that would be one hell of a miracle.
to me at least.
No resolutions will i make in my blog posts.
For i havent decide on any.
Neither will i rush to decide it.
Till i can think clearly once more.
My new year's resolution will be kept on hold for as long as it needs to be.
So long 2008 as i welcome 2009 with open arms and a half hearted smile.
May the new year be better than the last.
My 18th year in this life.
It ain't a year that i'm proud or even fond of.
So many things happened in such a short period of time.
And with the next blink of the eye, its the last day of the year.
I can;t believe the year is ending already.
How time flies when you barely notice it.
To be able to put behind all that happened to me this year.
That is something i am soo looking foward to.
I don't want to hold grudges.
Neither do i want to make certain matters worse.
Call me a coward for all i care.
I'm just gona be happy to get away from all this.
And in 2 months.
I will be prepared to graduate.
wohoo...
to be away from the school system.
that would be one hell of a miracle.
to me at least.
No resolutions will i make in my blog posts.
For i havent decide on any.
Neither will i rush to decide it.
Till i can think clearly once more.
My new year's resolution will be kept on hold for as long as it needs to be.
So long 2008 as i welcome 2009 with open arms and a half hearted smile.
May the new year be better than the last.
Posted on: Monday, December 29, 2008
Posted at: 9:30 AM
Posted at: 9:30 AM
I've had it.
That was totally the last straw.
If trust can never be established then thats it.
Neither will i trust you.
Being worried for you.
Yea i was.
But for what. nothing?
gimme a break dude.
I told you before..
sighs.
there's no point saying it anymore.
When you are you again.
Then tell me ok.
Till then.
I hope you are happy being alone or with whoever else.
*totally to you. you know who the f. im referin to ok.*
That was totally the last straw.
If trust can never be established then thats it.
Neither will i trust you.
Being worried for you.
Yea i was.
But for what. nothing?
gimme a break dude.
I told you before..
sighs.
there's no point saying it anymore.
When you are you again.
Then tell me ok.
Till then.
I hope you are happy being alone or with whoever else.
*totally to you. you know who the f. im referin to ok.*
Posted on: Saturday, December 27, 2008
Posted at: 7:25 AM
Posted at: 7:25 AM
Slacker's Day with A New Blogskin.
I had a whole day today.
Not being out.
Which shocked him when he called.
Geez.
It shocked everyone.
Me being at home one a saturday.
Is like...
Almost never?
hmm.
Ok scrap all that.
It ain't impt.
Then again.
I have no idea what is.
hehe.
One more week till sch.
Sighs.
Can i quit already?
I don't think i have the will to go on with it.
Shhh...
Troubled mind.
Restless soul.
Being me.
Something soo un-for-told.
Gahh.
My Lips Are Sealed.
Endz.
(:
Loves.
I had a whole day today.
Not being out.
Which shocked him when he called.
Geez.
It shocked everyone.
Me being at home one a saturday.
Is like...
Almost never?
hmm.
Ok scrap all that.
It ain't impt.
Then again.
I have no idea what is.
hehe.
One more week till sch.
Sighs.
I don't think i have the will to go on with it.
Shhh...
Troubled mind.
Restless soul.
Being me.
Something soo un-for-told.
Gahh.
My Lips Are Sealed.
Endz.
(:
Loves.
Posted on:
Posted at: 12:39 AM
Posted at: 12:39 AM
Paramore - I Caught Myself
Down to you,
You're pushing and pulling me down to you.
But I don't know what I,
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself.
I'm saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself.
From saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you.
You're pushing and pulling me down to you,
But I don't know what I want,
No I don't know what I want.
You got it, you got it,
Some kind of magic.
Hypnotic, hypnotic,
You're leaving me breathless.
I hate this, I hate this,
You're not the one I believe in.
With God as my witness.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
I'm saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you.
You're pushing and pulling me down to you.
But I don't know what I want.
No I don't know what I want.
Don't know what I want.
But I know it's not you.
Keep pushing and pulling me down,
But I know in my heart it's not you.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought of you.
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you.
I know but now I know what I want, I want, I want,
Oh no, I should have never thought.
You're pushing and pulling me down to you.
But I don't know what I,
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself.
I'm saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself.
From saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you.
You're pushing and pulling me down to you,
But I don't know what I want,
No I don't know what I want.
You got it, you got it,
Some kind of magic.
Hypnotic, hypnotic,
You're leaving me breathless.
I hate this, I hate this,
You're not the one I believe in.
With God as my witness.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
I'm saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you.
You're pushing and pulling me down to you.
But I don't know what I want.
No I don't know what I want.
Don't know what I want.
But I know it's not you.
Keep pushing and pulling me down,
But I know in my heart it's not you.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought of you.
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you.
I know but now I know what I want, I want, I want,
Oh no, I should have never thought.
Posted on: Friday, December 26, 2008
Posted at: 10:59 PM
Posted at: 10:59 PM
My Post of Apologies(?)
heeee.
To all my dearest closest blogger-ranting friends.
I am sooo sorry to not been free enough to go read your entries since i gt back.
So much things to do and so little time.
Plus im barely at home.
XD
I promise to visit your blogs one of these days and read your posts okies!
p.s: i hate school when you guys are on IA! Its sooo not the same lah! :(
2 more months.
dats it.
then you guys come back.
then we all graduate.
oh gosh.
*2 months feel like eternity!!*
**jean! its like that time we complained about the column elution! haha!**
heeee.
To all my dearest closest blogger-ranting friends.
I am sooo sorry to not been free enough to go read your entries since i gt back.
So much things to do and so little time.
Plus im barely at home.
XD
I promise to visit your blogs one of these days and read your posts okies!
p.s: i hate school when you guys are on IA! Its sooo not the same lah! :(
2 more months.
dats it.
then you guys come back.
then we all graduate.
oh gosh.
*2 months feel like eternity!!*
**jean! its like that time we complained about the column elution! haha!**
Posted on:
Posted at: 7:26 AM
Posted at: 7:26 AM
Once a Blader, Always will be a Blader.
This whole week has been me.
Going out.
Blading.
Taking pics.
and a friend who is always there to cheer me up.
Thanks teddy! (:
Anyways,
i think the best part was.
*besides the spending time with friends*
the dessert my best friend treated me at TCC.
Gosh nothing can top that!
not yet anyways. hahas.
Aite aite.
I would LOVE to elaborate mre.
But i have things in my mind that might mess things up.
So yea.
Ciao ppl!
Posted on: Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Posted at: 6:56 AM
Posted at: 6:56 AM
To Run But Never Hide.
When life turn out to be nothing but just...
Money matters.
Its sad to know such a truth exist.
You've once had nothing.
You strive so hard to achieve.
Only to have lost everything.
How would you move on?
Never have i thought such a day would come by.
All that would only come in nightmares.
Became my reality.
Going through it for a second time.
Doesn't make it any easier.
If only time could be turned.
Could things have gone a different way?
My direction now is to head on and seek refuge.
To a place i can deem safe.
For my sanity.
For my life.
If i ever did have one.
Sorry to have point it out.
Sorry to have it said.
What's done is done.
I'm just praying hard that it wouldn't tear us apart.
Like how it used to.
God save us all.
When life turn out to be nothing but just...
Money matters.
Its sad to know such a truth exist.
You've once had nothing.
You strive so hard to achieve.
Only to have lost everything.
How would you move on?
Never have i thought such a day would come by.
All that would only come in nightmares.
Became my reality.
Going through it for a second time.
Doesn't make it any easier.
If only time could be turned.
Could things have gone a different way?
My direction now is to head on and seek refuge.
To a place i can deem safe.
For my sanity.
For my life.
If i ever did have one.
Sorry to have point it out.
Sorry to have it said.
What's done is done.
I'm just praying hard that it wouldn't tear us apart.
Like how it used to.
God save us all.
Posted on: Monday, December 22, 2008
Posted at: 8:50 AM
Posted at: 8:50 AM
Misery Of The End.
Its really frustrating how one small little misunderstanding can cause soo much trouble in one's life.
One wrong word can lead to a huge problem.
Just like one wrong turn could mean the end of the road for some.
Part and parcel of life?
Maybe. Who knows.
We all struggle in many phases of life.
I guess its not surprising that i am back to mine.
Once more.
This life has its ups and downs.
I'm just wondering.
Why now?
All the pieces no longer fit.
All the images crumble to pieces.
All the hopes and dreams shattered.
No point looking back.
All there is, is to look on to the future.
As unbearable as it may seem.
It's all that's left for me. At least.
Even if these tears roll.
Hearts break.
Anger rages.
Fury flies out of control.
Nothing can change what has been done.
Quoted from words of a teacher " What's done cannot be undone".
How those words are dreaded deeply by myself.
They still ring in my mind.
I wish could just erase it.
To quit seems like the best option now.
But its the easy way out.
I was born to never go that way twice.
To struggle is the path.
Pain equal motivation.
Suffering means something good coming up ahead.
*Pleas mean nothing.
All they care about is themselves.*
**I can't wait to end the next sem.**
Its really frustrating how one small little misunderstanding can cause soo much trouble in one's life.
One wrong word can lead to a huge problem.
Just like one wrong turn could mean the end of the road for some.
Part and parcel of life?
Maybe. Who knows.
We all struggle in many phases of life.
I guess its not surprising that i am back to mine.
Once more.
This life has its ups and downs.
I'm just wondering.
Why now?
All the pieces no longer fit.
All the images crumble to pieces.
All the hopes and dreams shattered.
No point looking back.
All there is, is to look on to the future.
As unbearable as it may seem.
It's all that's left for me. At least.
Even if these tears roll.
Hearts break.
Anger rages.
Fury flies out of control.
Nothing can change what has been done.
Quoted from words of a teacher " What's done cannot be undone".
How those words are dreaded deeply by myself.
They still ring in my mind.
I wish could just erase it.
To quit seems like the best option now.
But its the easy way out.
I was born to never go that way twice.
To struggle is the path.
Pain equal motivation.
Suffering means something good coming up ahead.
All they care about is themselves.*
**I can't wait to end the next sem.**
Posted on: Sunday, December 21, 2008
Posted at: 5:08 AM
Posted at: 5:08 AM
Freaking long day and i dare say i didnt enjoy it.
Haix.
Meow meow sorry i couldn't make it to your bro's wedding today!
Was stuck at cousin's for her engagement.
I was practically yawning all the way.
Sighs.
Rather not talk about it either.
Only that some of the guys there freak me out with their stares. haha!
Oh and one even... uhh okies nvm. if i was to tell you, i'd tell you personally. hahas.
Okies so moving on.
Thanks to *** my plans was crashed. sighs.
Then after the engagement ceremony.
Went from hosp to hosp visiting people.
Congrats to my aunt and uncle on their achievement of a new baby!
And my deepest condolences to my dad's friend relatives on the mishap that happened.
I wish you all the best and i am deeply sorry for what have happened.
Today was like a mixed emotions day.
I didn't know such a day could actually exist. sighs.
All i am looking fwd to is a day of slacking at some quiet peaceful place tmr.
That's all i want to do...
(:
Haix.
Meow meow sorry i couldn't make it to your bro's wedding today!
Was stuck at cousin's for her engagement.
I was practically yawning all the way.
Sighs.
Rather not talk about it either.
Only that some of the guys there freak me out with their stares. haha!
Oh and one even... uhh okies nvm. if i was to tell you, i'd tell you personally. hahas.
Okies so moving on.
Thanks to *** my plans was crashed. sighs.
Then after the engagement ceremony.
Went from hosp to hosp visiting people.
Congrats to my aunt and uncle on their achievement of a new baby!
And my deepest condolences to my dad's friend relatives on the mishap that happened.
I wish you all the best and i am deeply sorry for what have happened.
Today was like a mixed emotions day.
I didn't know such a day could actually exist. sighs.
All i am looking fwd to is a day of slacking at some quiet peaceful place tmr.
That's all i want to do...
(:
Posted on: Saturday, December 20, 2008
Posted at: 6:06 AM
Posted at: 6:06 AM
My Happiest Day Yet.
Ok maybe that's not totally true.
But still.
I'm in such a happy mood today.
OK so only this morning.
Heck i ain't gona tell you ahy even! hehe.
Anyways.
Supposed to go blood donation today.
BUT.
thanks to me being a real "good" daughter.
I followed mum and dad and squirt sign up for their new lines.
And dammit.
Squirt gt a new hp!
urgh!
oh wells.
i get to take over his ipod for a while. hehe.
Ok so the whole freaking day was spent at TM.
Then dinner at Ramen Ten.
With the "Fear Factor Food Of The Day".
Salmon Sashimi!
hehe.
I could eat it.
But the rest.
hahas.
it was fun to see their reactions though.
Aite. I've nothing much to update today.
Mood Swings are killing me!
Oh and dad bought a new flat screen desktop.
Mum gt new bed sheets.
And im still looking for new things to get. heh.
Aite. Take care all!
Ok maybe that's not totally true.
But still.
I'm in such a happy mood today.
OK so only this morning.
Heck i ain't gona tell you ahy even! hehe.
Anyways.
Supposed to go blood donation today.
BUT.
thanks to me being a real "good" daughter.
I followed mum and dad and squirt sign up for their new lines.
And dammit.
Squirt gt a new hp!
urgh!
oh wells.
i get to take over his ipod for a while. hehe.
Ok so the whole freaking day was spent at TM.
Then dinner at Ramen Ten.
With the "Fear Factor Food Of The Day".
Salmon Sashimi!
hehe.
I could eat it.
But the rest.
hahas.
it was fun to see their reactions though.
Aite. I've nothing much to update today.
Mood Swings are killing me!
Oh and dad bought a new flat screen desktop.
Mum gt new bed sheets.
And im still looking for new things to get. heh.
Aite. Take care all!
Posted on: Friday, December 19, 2008
Posted at: 4:37 AM
Posted at: 4:37 AM
The 'I Finally Stayed Home' Day.
hahas.
OK so i was supposed to go out and fetch my rollerblades.
But...
Being as lazy as i am.
Ok not lazy. I did have the intention to go out and get my blades.
But then ah.
I was hooked to this one book lah.
The continuation of twilight.
So my butt was glued to sofa while i sat there the whole afternoon reading.
Gona continue when im done updating too. hehe.
Went out for dinner with fam today.
Feels like its been forever since we last did this.
Ahh the littlest things in life that you appreciate after a long time.
Oh how i wish i could be this way for all my life.
*though i daresay its impposible*
Anyways,
moving on back to MY reality. heh.
I am going back for blood donation tmr! yayness!
I am soooooo looking fwd to it. hehe.
@ doby. so please ppl if you have the time come dwn and donate too okies! (:
I'm sooooo looking fwd to it.
When the moment the needle is pierced through your skin.
Enters your veins.
The sharp pang of the pain.
Then you see it.
Them glorious RBCs flowing into the tube by the second.
Glistening and bloody.
Then you see them gush into the awaiting bag below.
Flowing non-stop.
haix. i soooo miss that. (:
Ok so i love to see blood.
Ain't wrong. hehe.
And i love donating blood.
Its like a plus for me.
Cause i get to see my blood. All 3 plus litres of it.
and i get to do some good at the same time. hehe.
Aite aite i think i typed too much.
Take care all.
Heading back to my book.
(:
Loves!
hahas.
OK so i was supposed to go out and fetch my rollerblades.
But...
Being as lazy as i am.
Ok not lazy. I did have the intention to go out and get my blades.
But then ah.
I was hooked to this one book lah.
The continuation of twilight.
So my butt was glued to sofa while i sat there the whole afternoon reading.
Gona continue when im done updating too. hehe.
Went out for dinner with fam today.
Feels like its been forever since we last did this.
Ahh the littlest things in life that you appreciate after a long time.
Oh how i wish i could be this way for all my life.
*though i daresay its impposible*
Anyways,
moving on back to MY reality. heh.
I am going back for blood donation tmr! yayness!
I am soooooo looking fwd to it. hehe.
@ doby. so please ppl if you have the time come dwn and donate too okies! (:
I'm sooooo looking fwd to it.
When the moment the needle is pierced through your skin.
Enters your veins.
The sharp pang of the pain.
Then you see it.
Them glorious RBCs flowing into the tube by the second.
Glistening and bloody.
Then you see them gush into the awaiting bag below.
Flowing non-stop.
haix. i soooo miss that. (:
Ok so i love to see blood.
Ain't wrong. hehe.
And i love donating blood.
Its like a plus for me.
Cause i get to see my blood. All 3 plus litres of it.
and i get to do some good at the same time. hehe.
Aite aite i think i typed too much.
Take care all.
Heading back to my book.
(:
Loves!
Posted on: Thursday, December 18, 2008
Posted at: 7:30 AM
Posted at: 7:30 AM
Decode - Paramore
*so few words. means so much. what more can i say. its just life written is lyrics...*
How can i decide whats right?
When your clouding up my mind,
I cant win your losing fight,
All the time.
How can i ever own whats mine?
When your always taking sides,
But you wont take away my pride,
No not this time...
Not this time.
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well,
How did we get here?
I think i know how.
The truth is hiding in your eyes,
And it's hanging on your tongue,
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that i cant see.
What kind of man that you are?
If your man at all,
I will figure this one out.
On my own...
(Screaming i love you so)
On my own...
(My thoughts you cant decode)
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well,
How did we get here?
I think i know how.
Do you see,
What weve done,
Were gonna make such fools,
Of ourselves...
Do you see,
What weve done,
Were gonna make such fools,
Of ourselves...
YEAH
How did we get here
I used to know you so well
Yeah Yeah Yeah
How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
I think i know...
I think i know...
There is something,
I see in you,
It might kill me,
I want it to be true.
*so few words. means so much. what more can i say. its just life written is lyrics...*
How can i decide whats right?
When your clouding up my mind,
I cant win your losing fight,
All the time.
How can i ever own whats mine?
When your always taking sides,
But you wont take away my pride,
No not this time...
Not this time.
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well,
How did we get here?
I think i know how.
The truth is hiding in your eyes,
And it's hanging on your tongue,
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that i cant see.
What kind of man that you are?
If your man at all,
I will figure this one out.
On my own...
(Screaming i love you so)
On my own...
(My thoughts you cant decode)
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well,
How did we get here?
I think i know how.
Do you see,
What weve done,
Were gonna make such fools,
Of ourselves...
Do you see,
What weve done,
Were gonna make such fools,
Of ourselves...
YEAH
How did we get here
I used to know you so well
Yeah Yeah Yeah
How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
I think i know...
I think i know...
There is something,
I see in you,
It might kill me,
I want it to be true.
Posted on:
Posted at: 5:42 AM
Posted at: 5:42 AM
Mittens, Rhino and Bolt.
I finally watched bolt.
Like just.
Like omg that show is like soooooo funny!
And Rhino is soooooo cute!
hehe.
Niways.
Though i had some complications during the day.
I managed to find time to go blading.
Heh.
Was fun lahh.
But sadly.
I didnt manage to go to the night out plan.
So i hope you guys enjoy it okays! (:
Nothing much for me to say i guess today.
Its just another day.
Of the week.
Though its by far the first day that i'm back home early.
heh.
Ok supposed to be yest too.
But Matt wanted to lepak.
So i ended back home late.
Hmm.
Okays.
I would post pics.
But im such a lazy ass today.
So i shall stall them till i compile the pics another day.
hehe.
Take care all.
I hope you guys have a great day/nite/morning/aftnn today and so on.
hahas.
Aite aite.
Loves.
-Rashie loves ......-
(:
*When a girl gets confused... oh wells.*
I finally watched bolt.
Like just.
Like omg that show is like soooooo funny!
And Rhino is soooooo cute!
hehe.
Niways.
Though i had some complications during the day.
I managed to find time to go blading.
Heh.
Was fun lahh.
But sadly.
I didnt manage to go to the night out plan.
So i hope you guys enjoy it okays! (:
Nothing much for me to say i guess today.
Its just another day.
Of the week.
Though its by far the first day that i'm back home early.
heh.
Ok supposed to be yest too.
But Matt wanted to lepak.
So i ended back home late.
Hmm.
Okays.
I would post pics.
But im such a lazy ass today.
So i shall stall them till i compile the pics another day.
hehe.
Take care all.
I hope you guys have a great day/nite/morning/aftnn today and so on.
hahas.
Aite aite.
Loves.
-Rashie loves ......-
(:
*When a girl gets confused... oh wells.*
Posted on: Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Posted at: 9:11 AM
Posted at: 9:11 AM
With a halo above my head.
And aspear in my hand.
When all islost.
Here i stand.
Cut me deep.
Wound me well.
Scars ain't cheap.
Memories fromhell.
Emotions fly.
Far from across the sky.
Cries ofpain.
Dampened by the sound of the rain.
Wefight now.
All till the end.
Wefight now.
Then never again.
Save my soul.
Keep me alive.
Your my only hope.
Please don't let medie.
*one of my sudden creations. enjoy...*
And a
When all is
Here i stand.
Memories from
Emotions fly.
Far from across the sky.
Cries of
Dampened by the sound of the rain.
We
All till the end.
We
Then never again.
Save my soul.
Keep me alive.
Your my only hope.
Please don't let me
*one of my sudden creations. enjoy...*
Posted on:
Posted at: 7:39 AM
Posted at: 7:39 AM
The Day My Life Stood Still...
Or not..
hehe.
Woke up being totally cranky today.
Was woken up by all many sms-es and calls which i solely rejected.
Sorry guys. heh.
I'm sure u'll find somewhere deep down in you oh so cherished hearts to forgive poor ol' me. hehe
OK i'm bullshitting now. XD
Anyways.
Me and Ash went to Np today to get some admin stuffs done.
Oh and this will lead me to sidetracking abit.
*Start of sidetacking*
I WILL SO NOT WEAR WHAT I WORE TODAY OUT IF I PLAN TO WALK THE WHOLE DAY!... EVER!
All those eyes.
They started the moment we stepped onto the NP bus stop.
The 2 guys.
Man if only i had penknives.
sheesh.
Then it went on.
Wherever i go.
Those stares burned me deep.
If only i had penknives.
Damn.
*End of sidetracking*
After NP headed down to esplanade.
With the intention of taking tons of pics.
In the end.
Seeing as we were both hungry.
We ventured to Suntec City instead.
Pasta Mania. Only due to our pasta cravings. haha.
Spent like some time PAINSTAKINGLY walking around suntec to look for the damn shop.
Then being as lazy as i am to make my way back to esplanade.
We just hung out from being in then out of suntec.
Oh and for the first time.
SD is soo into wanting to buy a few clothes and the one laptop sleeve that she saw today.
heh.
*This is sooo not me already*
P.s:
after today. i will think twice before i wear what i wore today.
ESP THE SHOES! OMG THE SHOES! KILL ME CAUSE OF THEM SHOES! haha.
Oh and thanks Ash for being my cane for the day.
I was practically clinging on to him for dear life.
haha!
Aite im off...
Legs need some rest now...
hehe..
Take care all!
Posted on: Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Posted at: 9:05 AM
Posted at: 9:05 AM
New Starbucks-ian. (?)
Went out shopping with Sham for his SB uni and stuff today.
Then followed him for his first day at work.
Boy was he nervous.
hehe.
He made it through thankfully.
He so owes me starbucks and the bear! (:
Slacked at SB and met dearest teddybear later on.
So we lepaked and waited for Sham to end.
Had loads of fun with them both.
Nite met up with wal.
Went out for a movie.
Headed back home.
Today seems like a not soo long day.
Yet i feel so energy deprived.
hmm.
Even made myself a snack yet i've suddenly lost all will to eat it.
Sighs.
Off to bed with me then.
heh.
Aite will update more tmrw.
It'll b a trip to NP and hello esplanade! hehe.
Take care ya'll!
Went out shopping with Sham for his SB uni and stuff today.
Then followed him for his first day at work.
Boy was he nervous.
hehe.
He made it through thankfully.
He so owes me starbucks and the bear! (:
Slacked at SB and met dearest teddybear later on.
So we lepaked and waited for Sham to end.
Had loads of fun with them both.
Nite met up with wal.
Went out for a movie.
Headed back home.
Today seems like a not soo long day.
Yet i feel so energy deprived.
hmm.
Even made myself a snack yet i've suddenly lost all will to eat it.
Sighs.
Off to bed with me then.
heh.
Aite will update more tmrw.
It'll b a trip to NP and hello esplanade! hehe.
Take care ya'll!
Posted on: Monday, December 15, 2008
Posted at: 9:39 AM
Posted at: 9:39 AM
My head's spinning.
My mind's racing.
My heart's pumping.
My feeling's scattered.
Arguments are erupting from all areas of my body.
*pls limitur imagination here ppl.*
One thing was said.
Another was done.
I'm still so confused though.
What have i gotten myself into now?
Another one way ticket to one hell of a rollercoaster ride.
No seatbelts included and the 360 (degrees) are at every turn and corner.
I'm tellin ya its one hell of a ride.
Hold on tight though it'd probably won't help.
Strap in you heart and mind ppl.
Cause i'm on for one heck of a bumpy ride.
*and we shall all fly~...* ( ok whre'd this come from?)
Unbearable this ride.
Twist and turns are making me lurch.
Goodbye fish and chips.
Its an honor to see you fly.
For when this ride takes a turn.
We will all say goodbye.
Mommy and Daddy.
Oh how i love you so.
Brother young and old.
Pray for me.
For i may not return.
My one way ticket will soon end.
Hello h*** hole.
For this is where my story will end.
Cya ya'll there!
*Of you'd been a bad gril/boy*
In this end i say goodbye...
My mind's racing.
My heart's pumping.
My feeling's scattered.
Arguments are erupting from all areas of my body.
*pls limitur imagination here ppl.*
One thing was said.
Another was done.
I'm still so confused though.
What have i gotten myself into now?
Another one way ticket to one hell of a rollercoaster ride.
No seatbelts included and the 360 (degrees) are at every turn and corner.
I'm tellin ya its one hell of a ride.
Hold on tight though it'd probably won't help.
Strap in you heart and mind ppl.
Cause i'm on for one heck of a bumpy ride.
*and we shall all fly~...* ( ok whre'd this come from?)
Unbearable this ride.
Twist and turns are making me lurch.
Goodbye fish and chips.
Its an honor to see you fly.
For when this ride takes a turn.
We will all say goodbye.
Mommy and Daddy.
Oh how i love you so.
Brother young and old.
Pray for me.
For i may not return.
My one way ticket will soon end.
Hello h*** hole.
For this is where my story will end.
Cya ya'll there!
*Of you'd been a bad gril/boy*
In this end i say goodbye...
Posted on:
Posted at: 7:56 AM
Posted at: 7:56 AM
Whats done is done.
What you wish to believe is up to you.
What happened has happened.
The decision was made.
What more do you want?
Is it safe to ask you to stay away.
Stop all those damned msgs.
Just leave me alone.
We'll meet yes to return everything.
But thats it.
I want no more.
You dun noe me since im back.
Neither do i you.
This was expected.
And so the sayings were true.
And when i say goodbye.
I will mean it to the core.
My goodbye is final.
And so i hope is yours.
What you wish to believe is up to you.
What happened has happened.
The decision was made.
What more do you want?
Is it safe to ask you to stay away.
Stop all those damned msgs.
Just leave me alone.
We'll meet yes to return everything.
But thats it.
I want no more.
You dun noe me since im back.
Neither do i you.
This was expected.
And so the sayings were true.
And when i say goodbye.
I will mean it to the core.
My goodbye is final.
And so i hope is yours.
Posted on:
Posted at: 6:26 AM
Posted at: 6:26 AM
Dream On - Aerosmith
Everytime that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face gettin clearer
The past is gone
It went by like dust to dawn
Isnt that the way
Everybodys got their dues in life to pay
I know what nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know its everybodys sin
You got to lose to know how to win
Half my life is in books written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know its true
All the things come back to you
Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away
(x2)
Dream on, dream on
Dream yourself a dream come true
Dream on, dream on
Dream until your dream come true
Dream on, dream on, dream on...
Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away
Everytime that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face gettin clearer
The past is gone
It went by like dust to dawn
Isnt that the way
Everybodys got their dues in life to pay
I know what nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know its everybodys sin
You got to lose to know how to win
Half my life is in books written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know its true
All the things come back to you
Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away
(x2)
Dream on, dream on
Dream yourself a dream come true
Dream on, dream on
Dream until your dream come true
Dream on, dream on, dream on...
Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away
Posted on:
Posted at: 5:43 AM
Posted at: 5:43 AM
I'm just so appalled at your reaction.
I never knew you'd react that bad.
Yea so its the generation diff.
Maybe. Who knows.
Or its just a fact that i'm not used to having to report.
Only answering when asked.
And that is about it.
My day's been fucked up as it is.
And yet this matter made it worse.
You never knew what happened.
You haven't seen me cry today.
If only you knew how i really feel.
Trust me it ain't a pretty feeling.
Being there for a friend.
That was all he gave me.
And yet that was all i needed.
A friend.
I care for you like i care for them
I never played comparison.
If you expect me to care for you more than them.
Make sure you do it first before saying it to me.
Cause you never show this to me.
So why should i do it to you?
Break my heart you might have done.
Someway along the way.
yet i mend it back myself.
But when i break yours.
By a bit of misunderstanding.
Its almost as thought the world my end.
How could this be?
Things will change
Both you and me
No doubt about it.
I'm prepared.
For the worst to come.
Its ok.
Say what you have to say.
Hurt be then.
Soon it will gone.
Once for the ear.
Once for the heart.
Once for me to hear.
Then here i go to mend this broken heart.
when i say...
I never knew you'd react that bad.
Yea so its the generation diff.
Maybe. Who knows.
Or its just a fact that i'm not used to having to report.
Only answering when asked.
And that is about it.
My day's been fucked up as it is.
And yet this matter made it worse.
You never knew what happened.
You haven't seen me cry today.
If only you knew how i really feel.
Trust me it ain't a pretty feeling.
Being there for a friend.
That was all he gave me.
And yet that was all i needed.
A friend.
I care for you like i care for them
I never played comparison.
If you expect me to care for you more than them.
Make sure you do it first before saying it to me.
Cause you never show this to me.
So why should i do it to you?
Break my heart you might have done.
Someway along the way.
yet i mend it back myself.
But when i break yours.
By a bit of misunderstanding.
Its almost as thought the world my end.
How could this be?
Things will change
Both you and me
No doubt about it.
I'm prepared.
For the worst to come.
Its ok.
Say what you have to say.
Hurt be then.
Soon it will gone.
Once for the ear.
Once for the heart.
Once for me to hear.
Then here i go to mend this broken heart.
when i say...
Posted on: Sunday, December 14, 2008
Posted at: 7:50 AM
Posted at: 7:50 AM
Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging.
A new book i got from a friend today.
Thanks loads!
(:
Day out today was acceptionaly ok.
Since i was at the theaters most of the time.
Then met Hani and we all went for dinner.
On a treated basis. hahas.
Billy Bombers aye!
Then headed back home.
Oh and best part is VBI's ipod is mine for a few days!
yessa!
hahas.
Uploaded all my songs and im rearing to go.
wohoo...
One more last trip to school tmr and it will all be over.
I hope anyways.
Hooked to Baby Blues new comics!
yay!
p.s:
No more trips to twn pls. No more!
haha. except when i wana get my hair extention ok. hehehe.
A new book i got from a friend today.
Thanks loads!
(:
Day out today was acceptionaly ok.
Since i was at the theaters most of the time.
Then met Hani and we all went for dinner.
On a treated basis. hahas.
Billy Bombers aye!
Then headed back home.
Oh and best part is VBI's ipod is mine for a few days!
yessa!
hahas.
Uploaded all my songs and im rearing to go.
wohoo...
One more last trip to school tmr and it will all be over.
I hope anyways.
Hooked to Baby Blues new comics!
yay!
p.s:
No more trips to twn pls. No more!
haha. except when i wana get my hair extention ok. hehehe.
Posted on: Friday, December 12, 2008
Posted at: 9:53 PM
Posted at: 9:53 PM
The week passed on like ... well just like that.
School's been a bore i was managable thanks to all my friends.
Stories we exchanged in our on trips to many various places was soo interesting.
Laughing our arses off at the top of our lungs once more.
Being the attention of the whole cafeteria.
Those are all memories to be kept close.
Gifts are exchanged and such.
Blissful moments.
Presentation round one is done.
Over and done with.
Screw their reactions.
Im just glad its over.
One more obstacle to go and i can safely say hellloooooo holidays! (:
Being back home for a week.
Feels like sooo long.
Yet soo much to do.
Soo many places to go.
So much to see.
So much to say.
I'm just glad i had my LJS and strbucks! (:
Sparky's more hyper than ever i see.
And oh my have she grown.
She tends to flip herself over now and then.
But she's smart enough to flip herself back.
Oh how i missed seeing her bite VBI.
hehe.
Sadly it aint that way anymore.
Its like their both are best friends.
hmm.
so much changed over 2 months of absence.
To Tania and gang.
I'm sorry darlings that i can't meet up tmr.
You guys have a great time okies.
Justin all the best when you head back to Canada.
I hope all is well for you.
And for the rest i'll see you guys soon aite.
The meet up in tue with minchampers
Can't wait for that.
I miss them a whole loads!
(:
Screams in ejoyment.
For my days are packed.
And im raring to go.
Out out out!
here i go!
wohoo! (:
School's been a bore i was managable thanks to all my friends.
Stories we exchanged in our on trips to many various places was soo interesting.
Laughing our arses off at the top of our lungs once more.
Being the attention of the whole cafeteria.
Those are all memories to be kept close.
Gifts are exchanged and such.
Blissful moments.
Presentation round one is done.
Over and done with.
Screw their reactions.
Im just glad its over.
One more obstacle to go and i can safely say hellloooooo holidays! (:
Being back home for a week.
Feels like sooo long.
Yet soo much to do.
Soo many places to go.
So much to see.
So much to say.
I'm just glad i had my LJS and strbucks! (:
Sparky's more hyper than ever i see.
And oh my have she grown.
She tends to flip herself over now and then.
But she's smart enough to flip herself back.
Oh how i missed seeing her bite VBI.
hehe.
Sadly it aint that way anymore.
Its like their both are best friends.
hmm.
so much changed over 2 months of absence.
To Tania and gang.
I'm sorry darlings that i can't meet up tmr.
You guys have a great time okies.
Justin all the best when you head back to Canada.
I hope all is well for you.
And for the rest i'll see you guys soon aite.
The meet up in tue with minchampers
Can't wait for that.
I miss them a whole loads!
(:
Screams in ejoyment.
For my days are packed.
And im raring to go.
Out out out!
here i go!
wohoo! (:
Posted on: Thursday, December 11, 2008
Posted at: 6:48 AM
Posted at: 6:48 AM
I FINALLY FREAKING FINISHED MY FREAKIN GEP PRESENTATION!
AND I SPENT 5 FREAKING LONG HOURS JUST TO FREAKIN FINISH IT!
Thank god i was sick today.
Missed school.
Slept in.
Went to docs.
Started on the project.
And finally i'm done.
Phew.
Aite.
Too tired to even care to update.
All you guys hv to know is that.
I WANT STARBUCKS!
hehe.
Take care all!
AND I SPENT 5 FREAKING LONG HOURS JUST TO FREAKIN FINISH IT!
Thank god i was sick today.
Missed school.
Slept in.
Went to docs.
Started on the project.
And finally i'm done.
Phew.
Aite.
Too tired to even care to update.
All you guys hv to know is that.
I WANT STARBUCKS!
hehe.
Take care all!
Posted on: Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Posted at: 8:34 AM
Posted at: 8:34 AM
A Day To Remember...
The start of the so called first day of school since i gt back last friday.
It was such a bore that i sooo regretted not having slept earlier the night before.
I practically only slept like at 3am in the morning.
Could barely wake up for school.
The new module.
Omg! I'm already begging for mercy!
*~i'm begging you for mercy! yea yea yea!~*
lols. side track. i remembered this song mercy by Duffy that mum loves soo much. hahas
Anyways, the morning half all we did was like surveys online.
I almost fell asleep.
Time seemed to take forever to pass! Gosh.
Then afternoon we did cover letter and resume.
Plus some business planning.
Gosh.
Its like entrepreneurship course all over agaiN!
Geez.
Oh wells.
Good thing is teach wana try finish it by this friday.
So hopefully all goes well.
Yea...
Best part of today was at night.
I finally managed to hang out with my friends once more.
They all made time after work to meet up for dinner.
It was insane!
hahas.
Cause like we were at boat quey playing truth or dare.
Oh and these bunch of guys.
I swear i would dig their eyes out the next time they stare again.
sheesh!
I had a fun night out with my friends.
Miss them sooo much!
School ain't the same anymore without them!
gosh.
*guys/gals, hang out soon and more often ok!!! (:*
Aite.
Thats it for now.
Take care all.
p.s: HAPPY 18th BRTHDAY TANIA! (a.k.a Waffle)
The start of the so called first day of school since i gt back last friday.
It was such a bore that i sooo regretted not having slept earlier the night before.
I practically only slept like at 3am in the morning.
Could barely wake up for school.
The new module.
Omg! I'm already begging for mercy!
*~i'm begging you for mercy! yea yea yea!~*
lols. side track. i remembered this song mercy by Duffy that mum loves soo much. hahas
Anyways, the morning half all we did was like surveys online.
I almost fell asleep.
Time seemed to take forever to pass! Gosh.
Then afternoon we did cover letter and resume.
Plus some business planning.
Gosh.
Its like entrepreneurship course all over agaiN!
Geez.
Oh wells.
Good thing is teach wana try finish it by this friday.
So hopefully all goes well.
Yea...
Best part of today was at night.
I finally managed to hang out with my friends once more.
They all made time after work to meet up for dinner.
It was insane!
hahas.
Cause like we were at boat quey playing truth or dare.
Oh and these bunch of guys.
I swear i would dig their eyes out the next time they stare again.
sheesh!
I had a fun night out with my friends.
Miss them sooo much!
School ain't the same anymore without them!
gosh.
*guys/gals, hang out soon and more often ok!!! (:*
Aite.
Thats it for now.
Take care all.
p.s: HAPPY 18th BRTHDAY TANIA! (a.k.a Waffle)
Posted on: Monday, December 8, 2008
Posted at: 9:29 AM
Posted at: 9:29 AM
Renewed and Reviewed.
I feel like a whole new person.
Both in ways good and bad.
hahas.
oh wells.
i never did thought i could run away from these changes forever do i?
School starts tomorow.
Which i am soooooooo dreading!
And i can't believe its gona be sooo early!
urgh!
at least im meeting my friends again.
and hudzie better be wearing that new bag we helped her get!
hehe.
Am soooo not looking fwd to sch.
sigh.
Ok ok i think im talking abt it a lil too much.
hehe.
My com's laggier than ever.
Thanks to the projects and such im stufing in it.
Even though i just gt the 111gb HD!
hehe.
Mp4 bye bye.
haix.
its giving me problems again!
sucks.
i think now i shall re consider getting that ipod classic. hmm....
Or or... smth else.
Bro already promised me his blackberry if he finds his blackberry storm.
hmmmm...
*prays hard for black berry!*
hehe.
Aite aite.
Im off to bed before i dun sleep at all!
urgh.
hate sch stil...gosh
aite take care all!
*i will be re-doing my blog soon.
if i have the time.
which will be like god knows when. hmm.
take care now.
bb.
loves, SD
I feel like a whole new person.
Both in ways good and bad.
hahas.
oh wells.
i never did thought i could run away from these changes forever do i?
School starts tomorow.
Which i am soooooooo dreading!
And i can't believe its gona be sooo early!
urgh!
at least im meeting my friends again.
and hudzie better be wearing that new bag we helped her get!
hehe.
Am soooo not looking fwd to sch.
sigh.
Ok ok i think im talking abt it a lil too much.
hehe.
My com's laggier than ever.
Thanks to the projects and such im stufing in it.
Even though i just gt the 111gb HD!
hehe.
Mp4 bye bye.
haix.
its giving me problems again!
sucks.
i think now i shall re consider getting that ipod classic. hmm....
Or or... smth else.
Bro already promised me his blackberry if he finds his blackberry storm.
hmmmm...
*prays hard for black berry!*
hehe.
Aite aite.
Im off to bed before i dun sleep at all!
urgh.
hate sch stil...gosh
aite take care all!
*i will be re-doing my blog soon.
if i have the time.
which will be like god knows when. hmm.
take care now.
bb.
loves, SD
Posted on: Sunday, December 7, 2008
Posted at: 12:58 AM
Posted at: 12:58 AM
Meet my panda, Zhu Mogu!
Literally translated as Bamboo Mushroom! haha
So yea thats what my lil bro named it. Zhu Mogu. My lil panda from China.
I still say it makes a good football. hehe.
Burning pics takes ages.
Esp when you have like thousands to burn! Gosh.
Anyways,
i got back on Friday.
Hung out with Huda and Hani yest till late.
Like late late.
hahas.
Hope to hang out with them soon!
(:
Then met dear.
Sighs.
I miss them all sooo much!
and yet i have so many more of them to meet!
Though i doubt it'd be too soon!
cause like i have sch till 17th dec!
haix.
oh wells.
my bag's still in a mess.
havent unpacked properly.
oh wait.
lemme correct that.
I AM FREAKING LAZY TO MOVE MY ASS TO UNPACK PROPERLY!
hahas.
that's better.
(:
Literally translated as Bamboo Mushroom! haha
So yea thats what my lil bro named it. Zhu Mogu. My lil panda from China.
I still say it makes a good football. hehe.
Burning pics takes ages.
Esp when you have like thousands to burn! Gosh.
Anyways,
i got back on Friday.
Hung out with Huda and Hani yest till late.
Like late late.
hahas.
Hope to hang out with them soon!
(:
Then met dear.
Sighs.
I miss them all sooo much!
and yet i have so many more of them to meet!
Though i doubt it'd be too soon!
cause like i have sch till 17th dec!
haix.
oh wells.
my bag's still in a mess.
havent unpacked properly.
oh wait.
lemme correct that.
I AM FREAKING LAZY TO MOVE MY ASS TO UNPACK PROPERLY!
hahas.
that's better.
(:
Posted on: Friday, December 5, 2008
Posted at: 12:56 PM
Posted at: 12:56 PM
HOME SWEET HOME!
I'm finally home.
After a torturous long journey from kunming to guangzhou to singapore.
I think this plane flight was the most embarrasing if all.
I shall on elaborate on it however. hahas
(:
Meow meow's over at my place.
And yes we unpacked.
Yet. Everything is like everywhere?
hahas.
so yea...
i think.. there's tons of things that are like m.i.a.
Cause i packed to fit everything in.
And now i can't find anything. ahhas.
Ohoh and ppl pls look out for my soon to be post on 'The Drama in Kunming".
hehehehe.
(:
Aite nth much to say now though.
I'm just glad to be back home. (:
i soooo can't wait to go out lahhhh!!! (:
Loves Rash
I'm finally home.
After a torturous long journey from kunming to guangzhou to singapore.
I think this plane flight was the most embarrasing if all.
I shall on elaborate on it however. hahas
(:
Meow meow's over at my place.
And yes we unpacked.
Yet. Everything is like everywhere?
hahas.
so yea...
i think.. there's tons of things that are like m.i.a.
Cause i packed to fit everything in.
And now i can't find anything. ahhas.
Ohoh and ppl pls look out for my soon to be post on 'The Drama in Kunming".
hehehehe.
(:
Aite nth much to say now though.
I'm just glad to be back home. (:
i soooo can't wait to go out lahhhh!!! (:
Loves Rash
Posted on: Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Posted at: 9:40 PM
Posted at: 9:40 PM
The End of The Beginning.
The last day of my journey here has finally arrived.
All smiles and wide grins though these sleepy eyes show no shame.
Been lacking of sleep for a few days now.
Plus with yesterday's episode of never ending pain during the night.
It didn't help much that i needed to wake up early to head down for work this morning.
Though good news came when a sms said that i am off from work for the rest of the day.
hmm... ironic?
No longer counting down the days.
Rather the hours.
Evening out to bid our last goodbyes to those we met here.
The 7teacups people.
Those friends from the saloon.
The bakery gang.
haha.
Yea we meet friends everywhere.
Gosh i will miss the yuan yang and the cream puffs. (:
Last time for dinner here.
Last time for bubble tea.
Last time to see our friends.
Last time to say goodbye.
As much as i hate to leave this place.
I am somewhat happy to do so.
The cold is getting unbearable as the winter season hits the lands.
Just a mere thick woolen jacket ain't enough.
Scarves, gloves, layer and layers of clothes.
I feel like i'm in London. haha.
*sidenote: i saw a rooster infront of me while typing this. no kidding!*
To go back home.
Is like a dream come true to me.
I can't wait to get my butt seated onto that plane chair and head on to home.
Miss my friends. Miss my family. Miss my dear. Miss home.
My last task now is...
Where am i gonna stuff that bear?!
hahas.
COld wind blows and blows.
I shiver and beg for mercy from the wind.
One more night left.
One more night.
Then we fly...
Its time.. we say goodbye...
Posted on:
Posted at: 4:48 AM
Posted at: 4:48 AM
Home Sweet Home.
So i hope anyways.
Last week. After a freaking long day of work.
I return only to hear the bad news about the bangkok airport being closed cause of some strike problem.
*bear with me here. i havent been updated with the news for almost 2 months!*
Hearing that news. I was totally and immediately in shock.
Like for real. Teary eyed. Unable to move. Speechless.
sighs.
Thank god the day after was the weekend.
Relief washes over me.
heh.
Sunday. Went out with my mentor.
To Cuihui Park.
Was one of the amazing sights i ever seen.
Tons of seaguls! haha. Jean's worst enemy.
Plus the view was amazing.
You have to be there to really see how amazing it is. Sadly we have none of it in singapore.
Then off to their somewhat science center.
And also to the Yunnan University of Sciences.
The Uni was like those places you only see in tv. In autumn. Wow.
hahas.
Yes i am totally amazed at the beauty of nature this state of china has to offer.
Yea and after that i had 2 days off. hehe.
Monday we went down to the temple we saw nearby the cuihui park.
Then we went to the movies.
Though. I am sad to say the place was so bare it freaked me out a lil.
heh.
The next day we headed down to Black Dragon Pool.
The place was huge!
and oh so beautiful. Though you have to climb a lot of steps to get all over the place.
Oh and there was a lot of mogu mogu look-a -like. ahhahaha.
Then we went to the zoo.
First thing that shocked me.
THE WAS A COUNTER STRIKE GAMING BAR!
omg! i screamed! hahas.
If it wasnt under construction, i think i would have ran into it.
Cause it was under construction. Sad. Oh wells.
Then we really went to the zoo.
Which was.
All i can say is. though its huge!
i dun trust the sign board.
hmph. cause we wanted to find the wolves.
but we only found empty cages. sighs.
then we saw tons of monkeys and birds.
i rather say it should be called a bird park rather than a zoo.
sheesh.
i miss singapore zoological gardens. hehe.
So yea. Being lazy as always.
I woke up late for work.
Though i got there on time.
heh.
Today was soooo draggy.
Cause like there wasnt much to do at work. sighs.
oh wells.
one more day to put up till i get to get out of here. onto the plane and fly back home.
Can't wait! (:
One more day.
One more day.
ONE MORE DAY FEELS LIKE ETERNITY!!
hehe.
Cya all soon! (:
Take care.
Love Rash.
hehehehehe.
So i hope anyways.
Last week. After a freaking long day of work.
I return only to hear the bad news about the bangkok airport being closed cause of some strike problem.
*bear with me here. i havent been updated with the news for almost 2 months!*
Hearing that news. I was totally and immediately in shock.
Like for real. Teary eyed. Unable to move. Speechless.
sighs.
Thank god the day after was the weekend.
Relief washes over me.
heh.
Sunday. Went out with my mentor.
To Cuihui Park.
Was one of the amazing sights i ever seen.
Tons of seaguls! haha. Jean's worst enemy.
Plus the view was amazing.
You have to be there to really see how amazing it is. Sadly we have none of it in singapore.
Then off to their somewhat science center.
And also to the Yunnan University of Sciences.
The Uni was like those places you only see in tv. In autumn. Wow.
hahas.
Yes i am totally amazed at the beauty of nature this state of china has to offer.
Yea and after that i had 2 days off. hehe.
Monday we went down to the temple we saw nearby the cuihui park.
Then we went to the movies.
Though. I am sad to say the place was so bare it freaked me out a lil.
heh.
The next day we headed down to Black Dragon Pool.
The place was huge!
and oh so beautiful. Though you have to climb a lot of steps to get all over the place.
Oh and there was a lot of mogu mogu look-a -like. ahhahaha.
Then we went to the zoo.
First thing that shocked me.
THE WAS A COUNTER STRIKE GAMING BAR!
omg! i screamed! hahas.
If it wasnt under construction, i think i would have ran into it.
Cause it was under construction. Sad. Oh wells.
Then we really went to the zoo.
Which was.
All i can say is. though its huge!
i dun trust the sign board.
hmph. cause we wanted to find the wolves.
but we only found empty cages. sighs.
then we saw tons of monkeys and birds.
i rather say it should be called a bird park rather than a zoo.
sheesh.
i miss singapore zoological gardens. hehe.
So yea. Being lazy as always.
I woke up late for work.
Though i got there on time.
heh.
Today was soooo draggy.
Cause like there wasnt much to do at work. sighs.
oh wells.
one more day to put up till i get to get out of here. onto the plane and fly back home.
Can't wait! (:
One more day.
One more day.
ONE MORE DAY FEELS LIKE ETERNITY!!
hehe.
Cya all soon! (:
Take care.
Love Rash.
hehehehehe.
Posted on: Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Posted at: 9:38 PM
Posted at: 9:38 PM
Its 2 more days till we fly home and the bad news had to come trailing in last fri!
WTH!!
This damned situation doesn't seem to be improving either. sighs.
Weather's here been unbearably cold from time to time. Or if not. Its soooooooo sunny but the wind is suckily strong and COLD! ironicity of it all. sighs.
Please pray hard that we fly back on fri. :|
Anyways, me and Jean are both awaiting for tomorrow. Last day of work. Plus and i shall add, sadly last day of bubble tea... sighs. i swear the one here rocks to the max!
we aint never getting what we get here back home. :(
Oh oh and Jean wants her bicycle ride with Yang Min. lols. Thats for me to know and for you to find out! (:
p.s: no its not her china bf ok. hahahahaha. dun get any ideas now. hehe.
gtg for now. add more later. take care all.
p.s: intel.. whoever you are. either own up or disappear okies. thanks
WTH!!
This damned situation doesn't seem to be improving either. sighs.
Weather's here been unbearably cold from time to time. Or if not. Its soooooooo sunny but the wind is suckily strong and COLD! ironicity of it all. sighs.
Please pray hard that we fly back on fri. :|
Anyways, me and Jean are both awaiting for tomorrow. Last day of work. Plus and i shall add, sadly last day of bubble tea... sighs. i swear the one here rocks to the max!
we aint never getting what we get here back home. :(
Oh oh and Jean wants her bicycle ride with Yang Min. lols. Thats for me to know and for you to find out! (:
p.s: no its not her china bf ok. hahahahaha. dun get any ideas now. hehe.
gtg for now. add more later. take care all.
p.s: intel.. whoever you are. either own up or disappear okies. thanks