My Most Troubled Year.

My 18th year in this life.
It ain't a year that i'm proud or even fond of.
So many things happened in such a short period of time.
And with the next blink of the eye, its the last day of the year.
I can;t believe the year is ending already.
How time flies when you barely notice it.

To be able to put behind all that happened to me this year.
That is something i am soo looking foward to.
I don't want to hold grudges.
Neither do i want to make certain matters worse.
Call me a coward for all i care.
I'm just gona be happy to get away from all this.

And in 2 months.
I will be prepared to graduate.
wohoo...
to be away from the school system.
that would be one hell of a miracle.
to me at least.

No resolutions will i make in my blog posts.
For i havent decide on any.
Neither will i rush to decide it.
Till i can think clearly once more.
My new year's resolution will be kept on hold for as long as it needs to be.

So long 2008 as i welcome 2009 with open arms and a half hearted smile.
May the new year be better than the last.