Crash and Burn.

To be with someone.
I suppose you can say its a bliss.
But at the same time.
It can be a tragedy.
The one mistake you'd ever make.
But you're happy with it.
I don't know.
What do you think?

To have been with and lost that someone.
Oh the pain the agony.
All the melodramatics come to view.
Grievience and sap stories.
Self pity and self pathetism.
It all arrises.
hmm.

I guess sometimes.
Its just good to stay single eh.
No care in the world.
All free and easy.
DO what you want kinda life.
Well, i guess that's the life i want.

But at the same time.
I guess we all need someone to fall back on.
And its such miracle bliss when you have someone special in your life.
Who you know feels the same way about you as you about them. (or so you thought)
To have around.
I guess everyone needs someone.
Its just a matter of finding that someone.
hmm.

I so hate being a teenager.
There's so much facts and fiction about life to be figured out.
Can be damn frustrating when all your decisions lead you to the wrong way.
When all you do only brings you to a wrong turn.
When all you hope for crash and burn.
When your life is slowly but surely going down the drain.
damn.

SD shall admit that she is a self contradicting person.
Cause.
I hate being a teenager.
BUT.
Neither do i want to grow any older.
Ish.

School's boredom makes all this crap come out.
urgh.
Mushroom madness!
Mushroomers!
gawd.

Science freaks.
haaa.
XD

maybe the best thing now is for everyone to stay away from me.


~she's nothing but trouble.~