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Posted on: Monday, January 5, 2009
Posted at: 4:41 AM
Home "Torturously" Sweet Home.

To have caused such trouble i am responsible for it.
I hope things work out for you guys soon.

Mishaps, troubles, pain and misery.
Bestowed upon me and those around me.
How can i not be guilty of such things.

Being misunderstood and misinterpreted was bad enough.
But to have affected those innocent ones along the way.
That was the last straw.
Maybe i was never meant to ever blog on my days after all.

With all this weighing on my shoulders.
School had to add on to it.
Fuck you _________.
Haven't you done enough to demoralize.
Now you extort.
What kind of monsters are you?
Urgh.

Ok i dun blame them fully.
I guess i am somewhat like them.
Only in different ways.

Self inflicted pain and torture can be such great bliss in these situations.
If only i hadn't bruised myself too bad the last time. hmm.

Ahh.
Top it all off.
This headache is making me want to k--- myself!
Just mere pain is not able to counter this horrific nightmarish pain.
First out of many i have encountered.
How can this be.
Its driving me to total insanity.

Oh geez.
I sound sooo melodramatic.
But hey wads the use of the truth w/o some unbelievable drama rite?

Aite.
It ends here.
I just want to move on.
So i hope.

Take care ppl!
Loves.