I have a failing liver and an untamed heart.

Haha.
How i can only wish that was true.
The second one is true though.
Only the first part.
Maybe in future?
hmm...

Can't go home oh no.
That's where it all began.
School is like my refuge.
But when its time to go back.
I wish there was somewhere else that i can bunker to for a few days.
I can't face them anymore.
THis headache is killing me.
Literally.

Life is currently something that i wish to turn off for a few days.
If only there was such a thing.
Or at least.
I want to turn off my brain and let it rest for a bit.
Maybe that won't be such a bad thing either.
Honestly.
I havent a clue wtf im writting now.

And so here i end this post.
I will update when i can gather myself together.
Cause now.
I don't know what state of mind im in.

My insanity took over me long before i realised it.

Goodbye.