Feeling Better

Posted on: Monday, March 30, 2009
Posted at: 6:17 AM

Weekend was a blast.

Or so it was to me.

After two weeks he finally got out.

Shaved hair.

Fitting uni. *pixelated ppl! hehe*

Though i had to wait like forever,

it was worth it. (:

Totally spent the weekend with him.

We went like everywhere.

Almost everywhere.

And i found out tons of new info.

That both puts me in and out of ease.

Back to camp with him yest.

Met his platoon/bunkmates.

They are insane yet ever so friendly.

I believe we're all gona get along just swell.

haha.

Out to the movies with my ex/brother matt.

He's as always the main target of being bullied by me his most honourable lil sis. *haha!*

Went to watch mall cop.

Which is hilarious.

Not such a bad show but i shall admit DMC is better. hehe.

Caught up with him after some time.

And i shall say agn BRO YOU OWE ME!

and i will also add.. TMR U JAGE AH! YOUR PAY MASUK! haha!

moving on.

supposed to go sheesha tmr.

I hope nothing crops out.

seems like everyone's on a budget.

hmm...

Borrowed 2 new books this week.

1) Breaking up is hard to do

A book collaborated by various authors one of which is my favourite,

Ellen Hopkins.

The book contains short stories of break ups and relationships.

I've been waiting for this book since last year! It was out when i was in china.

So i'm sooo glad i found it! (:

Am still reading it now. Really cool book! (:

2) Confessions of a teenage nanny.

I took the book cos of the tittle and the story plot.

Reminds me a lot of gossip girl cos of all the high end society of NYC.

And this shows the perspective from a nanny.

Sort of like a movie i watch some time ago.

I'm sooo into books these days.

Anymore recomendations?

Good luck to all for incomming poly results!

I'm just praying that i'd make it.

hmm....

Loves, Rash

Posted on: Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Posted at: 10:35 AM

Wayyy past 1 in the morning.

I'm still up watching these series of shows.

Though i can barely concentrate on what the shows are about.

Days i've yet to sleep on time.

Or shall i say, barely sleep at all.

I'm still wondering what is going on with me.

This clock work person is so in need of much repair.

Yet all the help seeked seemed to turned down.

Oh what a despair.

While drifting away in my own thoughts.

As the shows goes on and on.

I suddenly remembered my old school days.

Oh no my dear not my ITE years.

I can easily say those were the best years i ever had in my educational side of life.

Though short, it was really meaningful.

Looking back at pri.

The boy who tripped me.

And i fell face first infront of everyone.

Yes i am airing out my humiliation back then.

Rather it out then it be in right?

Secondary school's by far the best.

Number one humiliation.

Or shall i say.

Taken advantage of by those who,

oh i don't know,

those who i wanted to know as my "true" friends.

Swept away by their "oh-so-awesomeness"

I actually thought they were the brothers and sisters i never had.

Yet i failed to notice that i was their entertainment.

The enslaved naive little girl who they could brainwash and make a fool of.

Yes you made me a fool back then.

But we will see who gets the last laugh.

The taunts.

The names.

The backstabbing.

The lies.

Its so clear.

Clearer even now.

I know i am not totally average.

Not when im surrounded by you,

the "populars" who had to be different form the rest.

Just cause in your own little world, you are oh so cool.

I remeber u boy, who called me, wads it again.

Short dwarf?

yea. dude. wake up. you're no knight in shining amour yourself!

I was naive then.

Trying to fit it.

Going with the flow.

Oh so i thought.

Only to end up, being ditched by my own best friend.

Just cause i ended up in a relationship.

hmm.

im still wondering if its true.

I know there was more behind it all.

As i move on to my next stage of life.

I am greatful for what i have been through.

No i don't regret knowing you guys.

Cause you helped me.

Improve.Move on. And be stronger.

I jsut hope wherever you guys are.

You've hopefully changed.

At some point at least.

Cause i know one thing's for sure.

What we need in life are not just friends.

We need true friends.

And i thank god as that is what i have now.

Posted on: Monday, March 23, 2009
Posted at: 3:54 AM

Lists to *seriously* do during my break:

1) Clean my room. *seriously, its almost winning over my bro's!*

2) Sort the old and new clothes *i'm amazed i care! XD*

3) Exercise. *Beach anyone?*

4) Finish up guitar hero! *teehee*

5) Send in my laptop

6) Go gaming like the old days! *yea baby! haha*

7) etc *wadever i forgot. hee.

Posted on:
Posted at: 3:46 AM

Its the first week of my so called hols.

Not really hols cos i just ended my 2 years in ITE.

hmm.

But it feels like the beginning of torture.

sighs.

ITE didnt end in such a pretty picture.

When it concerns my closest friends that is.

Well at least i regard them as my closest friends.

I just wish at some point they'd be able to work things out and all that.

Cos probly the next time i see them (i hope anyways)

will be like in 2 and a half months? which is obviously bro's wedding.

Aite. Moving on.

Yest went with mum and dad to go pic bro's cake.

A supposedly 3 tier cake evolved to a 5 tier cake.

Lucky ass.

And its all choc ah!

haha.

Tho.

it took forever for my parents to decide cos they can't decide on 1 design.

I honestly salute the baker cik nor.

Her cake designs are sooo nice.

There are way more on her albums then on her webbie.

I even spotted this purple on that que might like.

*it can be made into a bdae cake too lehhhh!*

hahas.

So cakes done and much prep is on the way.

I can't say i'm looking fwd to the wedding.

More to the part where...

...Bro bids farewell and moves into his new house...

...He buys the FULL ON GUITAR HERO SET (DRUMS, GUITAR, MIC)...

...Me being as "nice"as possible only to come and play his guitar hero sat...

*oh boy u'll be expecting me every weekend infront of the tevee! hahahah!*

p.s: Que! He really is moving to woodlands. Our plans might well on take off! haha

Sighs. 2 and a half months.

I'll make it.

SO i hope anyways.

Plans tomorrow.

Rotting other days.

Teddy's back on friday.

*thats the end of my short term freedom there*

hee.

Posted on: Saturday, March 21, 2009
Posted at: 7:49 AM

Apologies to my friends who i've unintentionally stood up yest.

i slept for 15 hrs straight when i got home only to wake up the next morning.

Gosh!

Hope to make it up to you guys k!

Much to blog yet i've got no interest to do it now.

SO yea

Though ITE's over i hope we all manage to keep in touch...

Take care all!

See ya at grad! (:

Posted on: Sunday, March 15, 2009
Posted at: 5:47 AM

My Heart's Finally At Ease...

He called!

I'm elated.

Just good to know he's ok and not being bullied.

teehee.

Ahh i sooo can't wait till he books out.

Gosh.

2 weeks.

I'll manage. Esp with my beloved friends. (:

**Sheesha anyone? ahah*

Soo much to do yet i'm sooo lazy lahh.

Fungus.

Crap.

Can i break a leg and m.c for the whole week?

Posted on: Friday, March 13, 2009
Posted at: 5:15 AM

Make a list of 5 things you can see without getting up:
1. books
2. window
3. towels
4. bags
5. pillows!

How do you style your hair?
~ let down side parting

What are you wearing now?
~ tee and jeans

Who was the last person you said 'I Love You' to?
~ Teddy!... I miss him! :/

Do you nap a lot?
~ nope/ sadly

Who was the last person you hugged?
~ Teddy

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
~ anything sweet~

What would you most love to be doing right now?
~ I duno. playing cooking academy?

What was the last text message you received?
~ pisang. lol

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
~ blogger, facebook, movie sites

What was the last thing you bought?
~ uhhhhhh yest. ljs

What would you like to be listening to right now?
~ havent a clue

What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
~ just dance

If you could have any superpower, what would it be?
~ jumper's

What is your favorite weather, and why?
~ rain rain!~

If you could play any musical instrument, which one would you play?
~ piano

How are you?
~ not so good

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
~ i miss you!!! i wish you didn't have to go! ):

Your dream career?
~ Pending...

Done!

Posted on: Sunday, March 8, 2009
Posted at: 5:55 AM

Crap. Gota change my freakin passport photo. crap crap crap.

that's it.

i don't wana go folow mum to jb! :X

Posted on: Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Posted at: 10:04 PM

Haven't been posting for a freaking long time.
I guess i've been to busy or too tired.
sucks.

Pics have not been uploaded.
Posts are not updated.
Things are all piling up.
And i've barely any mood to go do em.
Sucks even more.

Its still a long way to go till sch ends.
Plus till i get my reslts.
I'm feeling down for my friend.
must suck really bad.
i wish him all the best.

ok.
things suck now.
real bad.
his going into n.s
i'm awaiting results.
i soo want a job.
but yea.
crap lahh.

im off

**meow meow... u disappear agn lehh... contact me pls....**