My Lunch Saviors.
Mamat & Yudi!
haha.

I've barely been eating these days.
Light breakfast. (rarely)
Skip lunch.
Too tired for dinner.
*early death call! haha*

School's been my life.
3/4 of my day is in sch.
Classmates are great.
Lessons are.... okayeeee.
Grades are managable. (for now)

Social life.
totally low profile.
Relationship wise.
:\

Its funny how when one part escalates.
The other crashes and burns infront of your eyes.
Its like what they say in the movie 'The Devil Wears Prada"
"When your relationship fails. Its time for a promotion."
(well smth lidat. haha!)

Seems like that to me.
When school is escalating and i'm enjoying days of studying.
The other half of mine takes a leap and all our efforts seems to crumble away and is being sucked down this deep black hole.
I wonder how ppl do it.
Keep the 2 alive.
I wish i can do it.
Seriously.

Ahh i feel so dead tired now all i wana do is sleep.
Though i know i can't.
Am staying true to my work and going to be awake till midnight.

I can be honest on one thing though.
From time to time.
I can safely say.
I wish someone would stab me some part of me that won't kill me.
Just land me in the hospital for a few days.
Maybe i'd get some decent shut eye.
:

Sighs.
I hope all things work out.
i don't wana lose interest in school.
But neither do i want to lose the other impt person in my life.
:X

*this is seriously too much for me to handle!*

"STOP PROBING ME FROM ALL DIRECTIONS! I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE! I'LL EXPLODE! LITERALLY!