What dear said made me think...

He went "Sayang, why are you sooo pretty?"
I went " Nope. No wayy. Why'd u say that? (Besides the fact that you are my bf)"
He went " You do realise sooo many guys like you right?"
I went " Well at least the one's i know of i guess. But that isn't many. It's only like 3?"
He went " Think more than that. (He starts listing names)"
I went "OMG! Are you for real?"
He went " Sayang. I see it in their eyes. I know."
I went "SPEECHLESS!"

I never thought it as that way.
I mean ok i know a few ppl who like me cause they own up.
And one or 2 who dun own up but i can see from how they are to me that they feel that way.
But i never did thought that about the rest.
Now i'm more afraid to come to sch everyday.
Cause i can't face them anymore.

I thank them for helping me.
Protecting me from assholes that the sch provides many of.
But.
I can't go any further then being a friend.
And thus if what dear said was true,
I'm saying sorry to all of you.

Thank god its hols.
Now its time foe catching up.
So all you friends i've not met up with for a long time.
Come lets all hang out. (:

*All work and no play make US dull ppl!*

Loves Rash