I wish you would think of what you say before you say it.
Telling me things that i did wrong.
Asking me where i learn that from.
My answer is simple.
One you will never accept.
Cause you think you are so perfect.
The whole world has to revolve around you.
Always you and only you.
You created me.
You created this book.
This is where i learnt it.
This is where i used it.
This is when you feel it.
But you are just too proud.

Too full of yourself.
Strutting around.
You ain't innocent.
Your lies are so transparent.
I'm saying this one last time.
You are transparent.

The day i fly away.
The day i get away.
No one can stop me.
I won't let them.
When i make that day the day.
It will be the day.
All you can do.
Is see me fly away.

The most uneventful.
Emo-istic.
Day ever.
Go ahead label me.
Fck you for all i care.

I was hurt.
No.
I was in much pain.
It made no difference.
It is not life threatening enough.

I pity him lying there weak and unmoved.
Still in a daze.
Oh when he wakes up he will feel the pain.

The atmosphere of that room.
I was unable to bear.
I kept fighting these tears back.
As those memories flashes back in mind.
It hurts to think.
Of what happens.
If he.
...


I won't deal with it.
I won't think about it.
He has to make it.
He is the only one left.
The only one they care for.
Pure and untouched.
Please god.
Let him leave.
Take me instead.

It has been my wish.
unfulfilled.
Claim me as i'm ever so willing.
Spare him his life.
He has a lot to live for.
Meaningful in their eyes.
I only have one.