In reality, life can be a bitch. Esp when it bites u back hard.

Pills for men.
Pills for women.
And it all started out from this blue "wonder" pill called 'Viagra'.

Its amazing that something as insignificant as that. Make people's creativity come to life. Salute to these insignificant small items.

I got bored. So i read May's edition of RD (yea i know, like 4 mnths ago worth of news). But that one particular article caught my attention. And no, not cause it was about viagra! =z
The main topic was that, but what came from that one pill, was so many other variations of it to suit both men and women.
Behind the whole article was the topic of what men wants and what women wants. When you read it, you'll be laughing out loud for sure. Cause it is what reality is.

For example,
women wants man to shut up and stop complaining abt having to follow them shopping and so on. whereas man wants women to walk pass a shop and not even think about going in it.

So this is what the article had. A prescription for these problems.

1)Storophobex (For men): a spoonful a day for 2 weeks will make the man eager and willing to go shopping with their wives and wait patiently in stores/boutiques for an astonishing 4 hours!

2)Shoppiproofen (For women): Two 5-ml doses taken at breakfast will enable a women to walk straight past stores without even entering.


I find these quite amusing. This clearly states the lack of giving and taking + communication in the lives of us human beings.

Besides all this. I wonder what's a good name for a pill that will help people to literally "WAKE UP AND SMELL THE ROSES! REALITY IS IN YOU FACE! SO STOP RUNNING AWAY FROM IT YOU FOOL!" (:

SD is super high now cos...

MAN U WON! :D

*woots!*

Today.
I found out that.

(some)Guys Just Totally Have No Guts!

Literally.
I mean it.

Grow up.
Be daring!
You think girls want you when u stalk them from behind?
Fck No!
Wake up and smell the roses lad.
Don't find trouble when you want to find love.
Sighs.
Kids these days.
Everything has to be served to you on a silver platter.
seriously.
GROW UP!

Shooting stars.

They fly across the nite sky.
So rare.
So pretty.
Yet so unfortunate that they don't stay long.

These are the people.
Who are the shooting stars in my life.
Where have you gone?
What had happened between us?
You are all missed alot.
♥

Bubble tots:

"SD jumps around, does cartwheels, backflips, runs around in circles with hands waving in air, BIG smile on face while screaming with joy."

Bubble tot pops.

Which translates as.
THE HOLIDAYS HAVE BEGUN LAH SEYY!!!!
:D

~I'm lovin it!~

I need to go.
Art friend.
Or wherever.
To look for.
Durable materials.
Which kids wun tear off/lose easily.
Who's free?

And.

I wans find part time job.
permanent part time mayb?
not for my own enjoyment for money ok!
=\

Anyways.
Fasting.
Hols.
Projects.

I'm a home bound person glued to her laptop for a month.
gee.

More later.
Ciao.

This goes same for almost all the living creatures in the word.

When you a newborn.
When you are so small.
When you're a toddler even.
Everyone notices you.
Every mistake is forgiven.
Every stupid thing you do is laughed at.
Every small thing matters.

When you're older.
They see nothing unless you are what they hoped for.
Unless you become what they wanted you to be.
Unless you be soo flawless that everything you do is right.

But if you're not.
You just.
Invisible.
Hopeless.
Forgotten.
Everything you do is wrong.
Everything you say is shunned.
Every single little thing is nth but a sham.

if you never been through any of this.
be greatful.
You're lucky.
trust me.

*I don't want to be a part of this anymore. You already made it clear that i am invisible.*

Science. Like finally.
Thats 2 down and 3 to go. (:
Feels faster then ever.

Anyways, i managed to end my science e-paper too early. So i had time to take a look around.
And since i got bored. I wrote a lil smth on notepad. XD
here it is!:

"ended the test 25mins early and i am currently bored. Elaine's done too. Looking at all the other stressed faces doing work now. (:
Ealine's playing pokemon. LOL. wth. Xinyi us obviously stressed out. Bi Qin looks confused. And Jannah looks tense. -_-
and i am sick. again. i want out! Out! Out! Out! =(
Yawns. Starting to get stressed out looking at all these stressed face already. =/ "

haha. yes i was that bored. and elaine was having fun playing games. jealous cann?

So tmr is cognitive. praying hard i'll pass lah. no more drping grades plssss...
Fasting mnth is like in a day?
Can't really.
The one where u have the excuse to slp in and slack all the wayyyyy. ^^v

Ok so yea. im off. tc ya'll

While waiting for the bus.
This came into my mind.

"When a taxi drive need to use the toilet, they can just stop at any point of time to the nearest restroom available. But what about bus drives? What if they need to use the restroom in the middle of a journey?"

Any ideas?
(Leave the ans at my tagboard ok. I would love to hear some. )

I'm feeling the stress now.
UT3 is coming and all hope's of me wanting to skip class have faded.
I realize how much i really need to do well.
Plus being in sch means less time at home.
Which is what i really need now.
sighs.

*I'm sorry if i backed out on my words guys. But there's some things that i'm going through that you don't know about. Hv fun okaye*

After hiding the truth and reality for so long.
Once the realization showed itself.
The pain is too intense.
Beyond what i ever felt before.
Sucks to be me at this moment.
Its too much for me to handle in such short moment.
I'm about to strike an attack on myself.
I don't know if i'd survive even.

If you understand my words.
And decode what i am about to do.
I congratulate you.

Road to nowhere
BFMV

Tired and lonely still we stand
On a road to nowhere
Trapped in a world of endless days,
My engine's stalling (Road to nowhere)
Body and mind are breaking down
On a road to nowhere
Destiny silent, hear no sound
As I wait forever.

Farewell, I'll miss you
I'm sick of these good byes
'Cause it tore us apart right from the start
I miss you

Feelings have failed me
Left me cold
On this road to nowhere(Road to Nowhere)
Dreams are my saviors,
Save me now,
'Cause I know I'm fallin' (Oh yes)

Farewell, I'll miss you
I'm sick of these good byes
'Cause it tore us apart right from the start
I miss you

Candles burn slowly,
Flames shine so brightly
Light in the darkness,
Save me from madness again

Only the lonely,could possibly know me
Heat keeps on rising,
Fire engulfs me again
KEEPS ON RISING

Farewell, I'll miss you
I'm sick of these good byes
'Cause it tore us apart right from the start
I miss you

Farewell, I'll miss you
I'm sick of these good byes
'Cause it tore us apart right from the start
I miss you

Its no more pouring tears and sweet goodbyes.
This time im leaving and trust me you'll fucking cry.

10/8/2009		5:26:48 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		ppl say follow ur heart
10/8/2009		5:26:52 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		yes?
10/8/2009		5:27:02 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		but if u always follow ur heart
10/8/2009		5:27:06 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		wads the use of that brain?
10/8/2009		5:27:09 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		to leave it rotting
10/8/2009		5:27:13 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		this is the new age
10/8/2009		5:27:18 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		ppl play mind games
10/8/2009		5:27:26 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		in a way thats wad she's doing
10/8/2009		5:27:34 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		good to follow ur heart
10/8/2009		5:27:36 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		u like her
10/8/2009		5:27:39 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		u pursue
10/8/2009		5:27:44 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		at the same time
10/8/2009		5:27:47 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		think abt it
10/8/2009		5:27:52 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		ur already this frust now.
10/8/2009		5:28:03 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		how long are you gona be like this?
10/8/2009		5:28:07 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		letting urself suffer
10/8/2009		5:28:10 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		for her sake.
10/8/2009		5:28:15 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		even tho u like her
10/8/2009		5:28:19 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		ni baru bf gf
10/8/2009		5:28:23 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		blum marriage
10/8/2009		5:28:32 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		u shldnt be stressing urself out to much
10/8/2009		5:28:39 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		plus UR STILL 18!
10/8/2009		5:29:05 AM		-SD- When i say... That's it.		mamat		dun end up wasting ur teenage years. only concentrating on one thing... dun make the mistakes i made
10/8/2009		5:29:32 AM		mamat		-SD- When i say... That's it.		go write a book la lu

It was the first time ever i went out on National Day to see the fireworkz in my 19 years of life.
And it will be the last for me.

I had a blast with hani.
She made the outing worth the while.
But for the others.
I'm sorry you all had to be around.
Should have left your grp alone.

that day i will never forget.
That day i would never want to repeat.
That day left a stain on my life that will never be cleared.
Just like 2 years ago.

Its over and done with.
You say to me you are oh so heartless.
Wait till you see how much more heartless i can be.

Goodbye facebook.
Till we meet again.
Same goes to you. Sir.

I should be revising.
But i'm not.
hmm.

It's called a holiday for a reason.
Right?
(:

Anyways.
Hani's bro's hse is nicee..
Teevee rocks.
hehe.

Wonder how bro furnished his house.
No.
Wonder if he is even alive!
=\

Life.
And its surprises.
Or rather.
Unique-ness.
Sometimes i wonder.
If all these things happen.
For the good.
Or for the worst. :\
Either way.
I DO NOT like it.
sigh.

Undecided.
Unbearable.
Undulated.

Leave me be.