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Posted on: Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Posted at: 11:09 AM

Posted on: Sunday, September 27, 2009
Posted at: 10:29 AM
When you turn to a bitch, you never turn back.

>)

Posted on: Friday, September 25, 2009
Posted at: 6:52 AM
Mess Of Me
(Switchfoot)

I am my own affliction
I am my own disease
There ain´t no drug that they could sell
Ah there ain´t no drugs to make me well

There ain´t no drugs
It´s not enough
There ain´t no drugs
The sickness is myself

- Chorus -
I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive!

We lock our souls in cages
We hide inside our shells
It´s hard to feed to the ones you love
Oh when you can´t forgive yourself
Yeah forgive yourself!

There ain´t no drugs
There ain´t no drugs
There ain´t no drugs
The sickness is myself

- Chorus -
I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive!

AHHHHHHOOOOO!

There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
No drugs to make me well
There ain´t no drug
It´s not enough
We´re breaking up
The sickness is myself
The sickness is myself

- Chorus -
I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive!

Posted on: Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Posted at: 9:48 AM
Buzzed. Fcked up. Problemed. Complication.

How much more worse can this life get?

Posted on: Monday, September 21, 2009
Posted at: 10:23 AM


The three most common words.
Which is most commly
- misused.
- misunderstood
- misinterpreted
- unappreciated
or
-overlooked.

To me at least.

The three words.
That can both hurt, or make you feel as high as ever.

The three words.
That once u say aloud.
You can't take it back.
Without hurting.
Someone.

The three words.
Which we will never learn our mistakes from.
For they will happen over and over again.

The Three words.
That made us who we are today.

The Three words.
That is always not said.
When the situation call for it.

The Three Words.
That makes us, who we are.
Which determines our future.
Which teaches us a lesson.
Which means alot to us now and forever.

The three most powerful words.
Unknowingly.

Posted on: Saturday, September 19, 2009
Posted at: 1:28 PM
Its 4.30am in the morning.
Its raya.
I feel like i woke up for sahur lah. -_-
I fell aslp halfway helping mum bake.
Serves me rite for not sleeping almst 2 days straight. hahas.
So anyways..

Selamat Hari Raya To All Muslims Out There.
Maaf Zahir dan Batin Atas ape-ape kesilapan saya.
Have a blast today.
And for all the kids.
Here come the moneyy! *kidding! hehe*

To the rest of you guys and gals.
Happy Holidays! (:

Posted on: Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Posted at: 5:50 AM

You've answered all my questions.
Without even realising it.
I'm just.
Speechless.

Posted on: Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Posted at: 7:42 AM
Congratulations.
You have successfully make me hate that photo of me.

These days have taken its turn.
Everything have changed.
Esp my perspective on my life and how's it going.
Hanging on is no longer a question.
It is now a statement.
Bold-ed, italic-ed and underlined.

I have realised who are those ppl who remained true.
And those who have backed on their words.
In a way.
I realise what's next to be done.
Or rather. Has to be done.
Now its a matter of.
Do i have the strength and courage to do it?

Simple words from such a unknown person.
Changed EVERYTHING.
The consequences are clear.
Its time i faced the music.
Here goes nothing... soon.

I have to think through this still.
Think of what's the best move.
Think on finding ways abt the truth.
Think think think.
I'm getting sick and tired of thinking.
So here goes nth.
As i make the final plunge.
To the end of what has begun.

I'm just glad to know.
Who are the one who's gonna be there when i fall.
To pick me up and make things better.
One way or another.
And so in advance.
I thank you.
For being such true friends.
(:

Its abt time soon.
Its abt time soon.
So let it begin.
Here goes nothing...

Posted on: Monday, September 14, 2009
Posted at: 8:32 AM
This is somewhat how i feel now.
And i just want to stay there.
Not move.
Just be still.
sighs.

*btw i hv this duck in a soft toy version! i love it! haha*

So many people.
So many events.
So many situations.
They all come and go.
Barely have we thought.
How has it affected us at all?
Have they made a difference to us?
Have they meant something more that what we saw?

Sometimes.
Its just too late.
I guess.
And thus.
We have to move on.
Right?

Posted on: Sunday, September 13, 2009
Posted at: 8:53 AM

As much as I had fun with the guys.
It was a day not complete.
Cos i didn't get to be with dear. =(
sighs.


But.
I finally got my pie today.
Which cheered me up a little.
And i get to meet up with my ITE gang.
The Interactorz.
Cheyy.

Award of the day
goes to:
AMIRUL!
(cause his face when he ate the chocolate part of the pie was priceless!)

Its fun being with the gang.
Though i didn't know there would be Amirul and Hadi.
My two new insane juniors.
haha.
Mango and Banana pie.

Chocolate Mint Pie.
**I still want my banana caramel pie!**
Can't wait to bring you there dear!
Love you! (:

Oh and for the rest of my friends.
Yes lets all hang there soon!
Thanks Bi Qin jie for hints on this place!
(:

p.s: I saw/caught a friend on a date there too! hehe

Posted on: Saturday, September 12, 2009
Posted at: 9:39 AM

Just one of those days.
All you'd want is to walk out and leave.
Just be alone.
Without a care in the world.

Scared.
Oh pretty red liquid.
Would you flow all over me?

The End.
This is.
I'm sorry.

Posted on: Friday, September 11, 2009
Posted at: 7:08 AM


My rotting rate.
Has went up a level. yay.
One more wk to go. (:

I love the teeth in the pic.
Wish i had that.
*chomp chomp*
(btw that's me. as said by Jannah too. Shall post up two more in the following days. ^^v)

Posted on: Thursday, September 10, 2009
Posted at: 9:28 AM
Happy Birthday Abang!
Da tua. Buat hal tua kay!
(:

Bro's bdae.
Old already lah he.
Had a gathering at his house.
Was.... ok lah. :|

ANYWAYS.
We bought em durian cake.
By far the best durian cake i've ever ate.
Cos it was like.
a whole generous amount of durian filling.
sandwhich-ed btwn 2 layers of thin sponge cake.
yumm.
(:


Posted on: Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Posted at: 11:05 PM
Croquembouche

heard of this ages ago.
saw in recently in a movie.
and now.
i found out.
THEY HAVE IT IN SINGAPORE!
Can some kind soul get this for me on my 21st bdae?
I'll love ya for life uh!
hehe








Fruit Paradise
Fruit Tart Enlarged.
Looks soooo goood cannn!
:o

and..
im gona get some this sunday.
CAN'T WAIT!
(:





Posted on:
Posted at: 11:29 AM

Annoying day.
Somewhat eventful evening.
Horrible nite.

Is it so wrong for me to be home late?
For one nite!
argh.
(dun make me regret)

Glad to see my ITE friends.
Been long.
Not much changed.
Though i miss em all!
*Hani aren't you glad i made u go now? hehe*

Bahh.
I wana relive them ITE days.
W/O the fcked up lecturers.
It would be the time of our lives.
(:

Too bad our grp of 7 was short of one.
*Where are you?*

All in all.
Today was great.
But not amazing.
Cos..
i never get my pie.
and.
one other ting.
=(

oh wells.
life goes on.

oh.
Ben! Good luck tmr!
We shall see you in 2 weeks Navy Boy!
(:

Boy you hurt me more then you know.
Im already clinging to this last strand of hope.
Don't make me let it go.
Please.
Ily.


Posted on: Sunday, September 6, 2009
Posted at: 10:56 AM

I won't follow.
Not anymore.

Posted on: Friday, September 4, 2009
Posted at: 1:13 PM
What did i got myself into?

Its almost 4.15am.
I barely slept the day before.
And i've yet to sleep a wink today.
yea.
power.
and i got sch in 3 hrs ++
rite.

*dreading thoughts*

not looking fwd to collecting them items at Jannah's.
not looking fwd to carrying them to school.
not looking fwd to the briefing.
not looking fwd to the headache.
not looking fwd to the stress.
fick.

*save me*

Posted on:
Posted at: 9:04 AM
Freakin tired.
It is not a day i would love to repeat agn. =\

And.

He went to bed.
Early.
When he said we'll talk later.
*gibberish*
=(

Oh wells.
Can't blame em.

Tmr.
The day i will swear and swear and swear.
Aft buka.
Definitely.
We shall see how it goes.
Jannah! I need ur help on this one!
Only you noe why.
=|

So ends the day.
4 more hours till sahur.
Too agitated to slp.
Crap.

Goodbye.

Posted on: Thursday, September 3, 2009
Posted at: 7:58 AM
What the hell is kuih layang2?
It was answered by Jannah. lol.

Bsides that.
I swear i am ready to massacre ppl!
Yest was enough.
Today just hit the trigger.
=Z

*breath*

I am suddenly not liking aug and sept.
WHY SO MANY PPL BDAE THIS MONTH AH?
buat stress je.
haha.

Okies so the event is postponed.
AND.
Just as expected.
It clashed with dear APEC.
=\

Logistics is a nightmare.
WHAT HAVE I GOT MYSELF INTO!
This month is a real cabaran month sia.
About to blow.
But imma keep it all in.
sighs.

Posted on: Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Posted at: 7:02 AM
"Second Chance"
~Shinedown

My eyes are open wide
And by the way, I made it
Through the day
I watched the world outside
By the way, I'm leaving out
Today

I just saw Hayley's comet
She waved
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappeared
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere

[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

Please don't cry
One tear for me
I'm not afraid of
What I have to say
This is my one and
Only voice
So listen close, it's
Only for today

I just saw Hayley's comet
She waved
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappeared
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere

[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

Here's my chance
This is my chance

Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance [x2]