I can't live a lie.
I can't keep on going like this.
The pain of the truth.
Is killing me inside.
But to let out the truth.
Will leave me all alone.
Not a problem there.
Something i have to bear with.
The problem is.
The hurt and pain it'll cause you.
The both of you.

I can't go on living each day.
Knowing that i've done this.
That this cycle has repeated itself all over again.
That nothing can be done to avoid all this.

You've instill fear in me.
In a way that shows little on the outside.
It has been ringing in my mind.
On and on each day.
Its really like a repeat of the past.
How could this be.

And you.
You show yourself.
Pour out your feelings.
Interests.
That's all.
Is it safe to go on?
Or should i cut all ties now?

How can all this be resolved?
Why does this always happen?
Why can't i step out of such a situation?
Why can't i just be normal?
Why?

Oh god please save me from all this.
I've had enough.
I need to see how to endure all this.
To make it all go away.

I wish i knew.
I really wish i knew.